sleeping with the lights on

let me tell you a story about a boy, lets call him anyun. he may seem imperfect, with all his flaws and all. but i love him. i love him in every effin possible way. if you ask me, why? if you ask me, what is so special about him? i will answer, what's not to love?

when i had my first surgery, far away from home and my family, he stayed by my side for 5 full days in the hospital, skipped all his class just to accompany me so i wont feel alone. it was two years ago, ramadhan time. he bought me every food he thought i like just so i will eat because hospital foood sucks. he spoon-fed me so i will finish my meal. he said i was pretty although i hadn't had any chance to take a shower at all because of the post-surgery rule. he didnt even mind to celebrate his birthday at the hospital, alone, while i was sleeping because i was exhausted.
again, what's not to love?

it was one of the weekend that we spent together at my apartment, when suddenly i was sick and my body temperature rocketed to the sky. he had to go back because it was already sunday. on monday night, i became worse so my housemate brought me to the emergency unit at the hospital and the doctor said that i had white blood cell infection. i called him afterward. what happened next was, he drove in the middle of the night, rushed, looked so worried. he stayed at my house for 5 full days until i felt better. he skipped all his classes just to make sure that i was okay, just to make sure that i ate my medicine according to the schedule. he kept awake while i was sleeping just to make sure that nothing happened to me while i was sleeping. he even cooked for me, although we both know that he had no ability to cook at all. he is the sweetest.
again, what's not to love?

every weekend we spent together, every morning after i wake up and open my eyes, the first thing he will do is kiss me, and then said 'morning sayang, you look very beautiful this morning'. he will sleep after i sleep, because he loves to see the way i sleep, he said. he will wake up before i wake up, because he loves to see the way i wake up, he said.
again, what's not to love?

he listens to me like no one ever did before. he tries to understand my stubbornness although he is a stubborn himself. he cheers me up in my every melting moment, whenever im down or sad. he tries to always be there for me eventhough i might not always be there for him. he tries to fulfill my wishes although sometimes it is stupid, illogical, and out of mind.
again, what's not to love?

from the first day, i know that i will be in love with you. but i never know it will be this deep. thank you, for the last 26 months. thank you for your patience, understanding, kindness. thank you for being the best rock. thank you for accepting me the way i am.

happy 26 months anniversary, dear love. may we still be together for the next 26 months, 26 years, and more. you know i love you, as always. i love you, in every possible way. i love you, my happiness :)