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its over babyyyyyy!
the whole hectic sibuk nyusahin days are oveeeeeeeeeer!
well, not really over but yeah it is over for a week or so.
akhirnyaaaaa gue bisa main the sims dengan tenang tanpa harus kepikiran besok ada ujian apa dan assignment apa :D
today is the last busy day, i got one submission (done!) and one labtest (done!)
the labtest is faaaaaaaaaar better than the first one *yaiyalah soalnya open book hahaha
paling engga gue ngga keliatan bego-bego banget kaya waktu labtest pertama
finally, gue bisa nonton film-film yang selama ini cuma bersarang di harddisk dan dicuekin karena aku sibukbukbukbuk ~.~
ga terasaaaaa bulan puasa tinggal seminggu lagi. antara senang dan sedih. sedih karena harusnya gue bisa memanfaatkan bulan puasa jauh lebih baik, solat lebih rajin, berdoa lebih banyak, tapi ga konsen gara-gara banyak exam dan assignment *alesan aja ; )
senang karena sebentar lagi pulaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang! in less than a month, i will be stepping the land i call home : ) kangennyaaa
akhirnyaa, another three weeks buat leha-leha, ngga mikirin kuliah, ngga mikirin tugas, ngga mikirin bayar listrik dan internet!
bythewaybusway, tagihan listrik gue bulan ini mahal bangettt hikss hikss padahal gue udah berusaha hemat listrik loh suwer dehh tapi entah mengapaaa tagihan listrik mengurangi uang jajankuu T_T

oh yes, ive been listening to rectoverso, dee's new album and it really sounds good : ) dalemmm gitu liriknya. makes me want to grab the book and read it as soon as possible! sayangnya, bukunya ga bisa dianter kesini, jadi gue harus sabar nunggu sampe pulang baru beli bukunya.
here are some of the lyrics:
Di pantai ini kau slalu sendiri
Tak ada jejakku di sisimu
Namun saat ku tiba
Suaraku memanggilmu akulah lautan
Ke mana kau s'lalu pulang
Di pantai itu kau tampak sendiri
Tak ada jejakku di sisimu
Namun saat kau rasa
Pasir yang kau pijak pergi akulah lautan
Memeluk pantaimu erat
(aku ada, feat. arina mocca)

Ku ingin jadi cicak di dindingmu
Cicak di dindingmu
Hanya suara dan tatapku menemanimu
S'perti cicak di dindingmu
Cicak di dindingmu
Melekat, menemani, membelai dinding jiwamu...
(cicak di dinding)
somehow i found this song very romantic, jadi sesuatu yang cuma bisa merhatiin tanpa bisa ngapa-ngapain, dan aku tetap cinta kamuu : )

Terkadang malaikat tak bersayap
Tak cemerlang, tak rupawan
Namun kasih ini, silakan kau adu
Malaikat juga tahu
Siapa yang jadi juaranya
(malaikat juga tahu)
this is my favorite! ceritanya tentang kasih dan sayang ibu yang ngga akan terkalahkan sama kasih sayang orang lain. malaikat juga tau, siapa yang jadi juaranya! : )

emo

ive been thinking lately.
random thoughts as usual.
you know what?
i miss my family.
i miss my mom and eyang, the strength behind every single thing i do.
i just realized, i was (and am) supported by amazing superwomen.
my mother and grandmother are surely the best. i cant even pick a word to describe them.
and i realize that i made a lot of mistakes to them.
and they still love me the way i am.
and they still showered me with their love.
and they still support me no matter what.
and they still hug me and kiss me everytime i step into my door and said "aku pulang!"
and they forgive me without being asked to forgive.
and i realize that i love them so much.
and i dont want to lose them.
and i dont want to let them down.
and i wanna go home
: (

and?

im in a random mood right now. i wanna scream i wanna hug i wanna kiss i wanna hate i wanna lie down i wanna jump a wanna stay a wanna go i wanna this i wanna that i wanna wanna wanna youuu!
and my room is in a messy condition.
and i have a flu.
and my nose is acting like shitt.
and i hate college.
and i wanna go home.
and i have a massive headache right now.
and i wanna play the sims.
and i miss my boyfriend.
and i think im stupid.
and i wanna go to new york.
and i have no idea how much money i have until the end of this semester.
and i think backstabber and two-faced people are the new black in town.
and i wanna see a concert.
and i miss my friends.
and i think spending one million rupiah for a tshirt is stupid.
and i really need to buy a pair of jeans.
and i weigh 55kg right now *say yeah yeah yeah!*
and my mind is filled up with a lot of stuff right now.
and you are wasting your time reading this because this is nonsense.
and im sorry for that.
and goodbye for now.

fact/fiction

introducing, the very hot new couple in town

maiza nur ♥ ericca fitrithis might not be real, dont just believe what you've seen and read
;D

#1234

perjalanan surprise kadang-kadang bisa menyesatkan.

sesat #1
gue naik bus ke KL dengan harapan turun di pudu raya dan langsung bisa beli tiket pulang. tapi ternyata eh ternyata, gue diturunin di bukit jalil! i barely known bukit jalil area, jadi gue sok tau aja langsung jalan ke stasiun LRT nya. untung ngga nyasar.

sesat #2
di tempat busnya parkir, ada loket-loket tiket. pikiran gue, beli aja tiket pulang disini, siapa tau ada. persaingan ketat dalam pembelian tiket memang semakin memanas seiring sudah semakin dekatnya hari lebaran dan kampanye JOM BALIK KAMPUNG! warga malaysia. gue deketin dong tuh loket tiket, pas gue tanya "bang, tiket untuk hari minggu ade?" ehh si abangnya bingung-bingung salting terus jawab "kena pegi pudu lah tuu!" harapan gue langsung pupus sudah. goodbye tiket pulang.

sesat #3
dengan pedoman kalo-mau-ke-bandar-tasik-itu-arahnya-ke-sri-petaling, naiklah gue LRT dengan arah sri petaling. eeeeh ternyata gue salah arah saudara-saudara. sri petaling adalah stasiun terakhir dan gue dengan sukses nyasar ke sri petaling. sendirian, catet. akhirnya dengan malu-malu (atau ngga punya malu?) gue naik LRT lagi, kali ini dengan jurusan yang benar.

sesat #4
sampe di bandar tasik, gue langsung beli tiket dan menunggu kedatangan KLIA transit untuk segera menuju ke cyberjaya. terimakasih ya allah, dan saudara ericca, yang telah menjemput saya di terminal putrajaya sehingga saya tidak usah berdesak-desakan naik T429. hiks.
tapiiii, jangan kira perjalanan naik KLIA transit selalu aman mudah dingin dan nyaman. tidak tidak tidak. baru kali ini gue naik KLIA transit yang penuh manusia sampe banyak yang berdiri layaknya naik bus kota. dulu pernah sih, tapi itu gara-gara ada F1 di sepang jadi bisa dimaklumi lah yaa. nahh kalo ini? ada apa sih di tanggal 18 september 2008 selain pacar gue ultah?
terus yang lebih parah, satu gerbong KLIA transit kok BAU KENTUT yaaaa??????

begitulah kisah saya.
sedih? ngga juga sih.
hehe

vip

: )
*for my dearest anyun*
ILOVEYOU

+-

i cant sleep.
and too bad i have a class at 12.
and i have an assignment to be submitted so i cannot skip the class.
and im sleepy, really.

oh, i think my bed has just welcomed me.
buh-bye
; )

anyun's

today, 18 september 2008, my beloved boyfriend just turned 21
twenty one

t w e n t y o n e
kamu sudah tua anyunnn :D

i love youuu! : )

xoxo

which team do you support?

try this

me?

You are The Wheel of Fortune

Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of

intoxication with success

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

new york, new york

i just looooove to see the fashion week. this week is the mercedes benz new york fashion week. and these are some of my favourite ones ; )

jill stuart

look at the layers, and the shoeeees!


dianne von furstenberg! <3

dvf is one of myfavorite designer. her spring collection is too cute to be true


charlotte ronson



bcbgmaxazria



badgley mischka

i love badgley mischka also, the design is cute and cheerful

3.1 philip lim

i love love love the necklace and the fringe accent and the pale color and all oh


i wonder when will i go to new york and sit on the front row seeing the runway? ; )

random

i just watched this film called 'be kind rewind'. it was just hilarious, and genius at the same time. the director is none other that michel gondry, who was also behind 'eternal sunshine of the spotless mind'. and yes, it was genius. and sad. and touchy. oh you should watch it by yourself. im not good in making sinopsis and review so just watch it and enjoy :)

and here's a random question: how would you like to have your egg done?
mine? i like it scrambled, with a little salt and pepper. but omelette is good too.
good night :D

ahem*

lately, ive been wanting those kinds of qwerty-keyboard cellphone. i dont know why. they just seem sophisticated (or cute? haha). i just bought my current cellphone last may so my mother probably wont buy me another one. but i just want them sooooo bad. i googled the picture, i searched the price and specification, and i dreamt of having oneeee! :(
those which im eyeing:

dianne von furstenberg special edition, I WAAAANT!blackberry bold

too bad, the first one, sidekick, is not available in asia (i think). ive been searching all over the internet for the shop that sells sidekick but unfortunately i found none. the blackberry one is also tempting, look how cool it is.
the funny part is, when i planned to buy my current cellphone, i had a thought about having a qwerty cellphone. but what i had in my mind is, i cant do sms-sambil-nyetir-atau-dengerin-dosen-di-kelas things. so i decided to buy the usual one instead of the qwerty. and now i feel a little regret about it. duhhh.

byyyyythewaayyyyyyyy
half of my exams and assignments were done! yay! now i have to concentrate on finishing the database assignment and computer programming lab test. once they all finished, i have a couple of day for holiday before facing the final exams. just wishing me a very good luck with that.

and oh, another bythewayyyyyyy ; )

im going to langkawi after the final exam. a reaaaaal three-days-only gateway. horray for that! aaahh, i start to feel the breezeee ;D

this looks fabolous, yes? ;)

: )

alhamdulillaah.
satu persatu halangan dan rintangan serta badai kehidupan gue mulai berlalu :)
selasa sama rabu kemaren udah exam datacom sama probability, which were, i might say, quite good insya allah :)
besok akhirnya ngumpulin assignment computer programming, dan alhamdulillah lagi program kelompok gue udah selesai akhirnyaa :)
tinggal bikin report aja, insya allah semuanya lancar

akhirnya, otak ini bisa dipergunakan untuk memikirkan hal-hal lain yang lebih penting (atau kurang penting) hehe

?

is it just me?
i dont know, really.

scribefire-ing

sekarang, gue pake add-on di firefox yang bikin kita bisa nge post blog tanpa harus buka web blog kita. namanya scribefire. seru deh. lebih enak daripada template posting di blogspot menurut gue. lebih gampang masukin foto, atau video, atau apalah. yang paling penting, tetep bisa liat facebook, gosip, atau berita, sekaligus nge post blog. seru kan? hehehe

ngomong-ngomong, gue harusnya belajar, tapi ngga mood *emang kapan pernah mood?
jadualnya sih gue pengen belajar probability, tapi kok yaaa datacom ngga selesai-selesai dipelajarin. alhamdulillahnya, mid probability gue yang pertama dapet bagus, jadi insya allah bisa nutup kalo yang besok jelek. tapiiii yang kemaren itu cuma 10% sedangkan yang hari rabu nanti itu 15%. arghhhh.

dan kelompok gue belom ngerjain assignment programming sama sekali. dan dengan penuh maaf gue mengatakan gue ngga bisa bantu simply because i am so stupid in programming. its just not my cup of coffee (or tea. or milk. or beer *like i drink? or anything.) gue bego se bego bego nya makhluk paling bego kalo soal programming. entah kenapa. emang ga jodoh. jangan-jangan kemampuan gue yang minim akan programming itu dikarenakan nantinya jodoh gue adalah seorang (laki-laki tentu) yang jago banget programming? apakah benar begitu? atau jodoh gue adalah lelaki kaya tampan rupawan dan beriman? *EMANG MAUNYA! HAHAHA*

haduh. udah ah. harus belajar lagi nih. ciao!

bummer

i just got my period. twenty minutes before buka puasa.
argh.
tapi yasudah mau gimana lagi.
semoga dapetnya bulan ini cuma sebentar, jadi utang puasanya ga banyak :D

moan

its almost 4 in the morning and i still cant sleep, yet. i plan not to saur today, just drink a lot of water and vitamin. i tried to study datacom but i cant concentrate well so i decided to continue studying tomorrom.
i miss hasbi. i miss sahur and buka puasa bareng.
we hadnt had the chance to buka bersama this year, thank the assignments and exams :(
i miss my house.
i miss everything i usually did while ramadhan. i know sometimes its childish to miss your house while there are loads of people farer from their houses, than me. but yes, i miss my house, and the people inside it.
this year is gonna be the first year i celebrate idul fitri away from home. i guess its gonna be suck.

oh, and we just celebrated dita's birthday by giving her a surprise :D
happy birthday ditaaaa!

pms

ive been very sensitive lately. dikit-dikit sedih, dikit-dikit kesel, dikit-dikit bawaannya pengen marah, dikit-dikit stres. mungkin karena lagi bulan puasa, godaan emang banyak. mungkin juga karena gue kayanya bentar lagi mau dapet. mungkin juga akumulasi dari kangen rumah dan tugas+exam yang numpuk banget. mungkin juga karena orang-orang emang lagi nyebelin *alesan :D
entah kenapa emang gue lagi gampang banget sedih dan kesel, padahal kadang-kadang penyebabnya ngga penting banget.
semoga aja cuma sebentar, capek sedih sama kesel terus.
:)

by the way, selamat puasa hari ke 6 :)

-

i wanna go home
:(

fakkin schedule

9 september: mid probability and statistics
10 september: mid data communication and telecommunication system
12 september: due date assignment computer programming
due date assignment mathematical techniques II
19 september: due date assignment database system
24 september: labtest computer programming
due date assignment probability and statistics


im gonna die, soon.

:(

satu hal yang paling ngga enak tentang kuliah di luar negri:
puasa dan lebaran jauh dari rumah.
well, unless you have your whole family with you abroad.
hiks.
i miss home :(
i miss waking up for sahur and watching some unimportant acara lawak while sahur
i miss iklan-iklan makanan dan minuman menjelang buka yang bikin laper
i miss watching sinetron ramadhan
i miss buying various es and bubur for buka
i miss teraweh di mesjid deket rumah
i miss my family :(