emo

ive been thinking lately.
random thoughts as usual.
you know what?
i miss my family.
i miss my mom and eyang, the strength behind every single thing i do.
i just realized, i was (and am) supported by amazing superwomen.
my mother and grandmother are surely the best. i cant even pick a word to describe them.
and i realize that i made a lot of mistakes to them.
and they still love me the way i am.
and they still showered me with their love.
and they still support me no matter what.
and they still hug me and kiss me everytime i step into my door and said "aku pulang!"
and they forgive me without being asked to forgive.
and i realize that i love them so much.
and i dont want to lose them.
and i dont want to let them down.
and i wanna go home
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