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im not in the mood for everything, even typing. i want to lie down, read novel or magazine while sipping hot chocolate milk and listening to my favourite playlist in itunes. i want to sleep all day and wake up at night, take a shower, play pet society and have a good time chatting with my bestfriends. i want to sit on a comfy couch with my boyfriend and talk about everything, anything while we share peppermint tea and nachos like the old time once. i want to drive alone, go to starbucks and enjoy a venti cup of vanilla frappuccino, observing peope come, stay, and go. i want to go have a picnic with my family and remembering the good old times we had. i want to capture thousands of picture and put them in my bedroom wall.
i am bored like hell. help me.

: )

oookkay! ive been tagged (again!), by bundoo. this time is kinda different.

The Rules :
1. Each blogger must post this rules .
2. You need to choose ten people to be awarded and list their names .
3. Don't forget to leave them comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog .

so i will tag my lucky ten friends here:
dhikong
ecca
lalla
myla
ami
doli
derisa
harold
juma
ummu
: )

then i should list ten things that make me smile. err this should be easy right? lets start then!

1. i smile because i still alive in a healthy condition : )
2. i smile because today is my 17 months anniversary with my boyfriend. i love you more each day cupcake : )
3. i smile because its already weekend, people : )
4. i smile because finnaly i can play pet society : )
5. i smile because malaysia year end sale will start tomorrow : )
6. i smile because i have no class on friday : )
7. i smile because i will eat izzi pizza today (hopefully) : )
8. i smile because i suddenly remember my family and i miss them mucho muchoo : )
9. i smile because i realize that somehow there will be a reason the people in our past didnt make it into our future. maybe they just were not worth enough : )
10. i smile because i can complete this tagging and yes, there are so many things that can make us smile : )

now its your turn! : )

(not) to-die-for

i want theseeee!ohhh those cute babies are too cute! as i mentioned before, too bad the first one is not available here in malaysia (or indonesia). but it is the cutest of all cellphones! the pink lips and the signature of dvf. aaaa i want ittttt!!! the second one is available anywhere here, but unfortunately it becomes a little unaffordable when ringgit climbs up until 3500 rupiah daaaaaaaamn! if ringgit was still around 2700-2800, the price is faaaaaaar cheaper here than in indonesia. i want it i want it i want it. well, we'll just see what will happen on the next two months until i go back again to jakarta. hope that ringgit will be back to its normal position so that i wouldnt be stressed out thinking how my parents will pay my tuition for the next two years. amin : )

topten

im bored. ive been searching for a new template for this blog, and after a long journey searching, i found this template that i really think will suit my blog perfectly. unfortunately, the template got some errors (and i dont know what are the errors) so i think i'll stick with this template.

last night i thought about boys and men, and those whom i really like. well, in this case, they are celebrities. and i started to list down my favourite celebrity for all time. those who i would die to kiss for:
1. john mayer. ive been adoring him since junior high school, since his first album, since his first appearance when he was still very kurus dan ngga keurus. i love love love him soooo muchhh that i had a dream about him choosing me not jessica simpson. oh well, dream dream : )

2. shane west. i dont know why, but i always had a thing with good-eyebrow-boys. and shane west do have a perfectly beautiful eyebrow. i fell in love at the first sight when i saw him playing a walk to remember. i think he and mandy moore are a cute couple.

3. ed westwick. dont ask wky, he's just too damn hottt! the fact that he is a british makes him even hotter. and who doesnt love badboys? ;D

4. jonathan rhys meyers. this one is a hottie too. and i cant say more, he's hot!

5. adam brody. well, he's not my usual favourite type of guy, but he looks cute and funny and laid back and his relationship with rachel bilson is too cute to be true.

6. adam levine. i watched him live, just once, but it was a very good moment. he knows very well that he has a very huge sex appeal. goyang-goyang jempol aja udah seksi bangetttttt bikin lutut kopong. and i mean it. lutut gue kopong beneran waktu dia joget-joget sambil nyanyi.

7. jude law. he's british and his eyes is a killer one. 'nuff said.

8. pete doherty. another british and another bad guy. oh i really dont know why ; )

9. christian sugiono. produk lokal rasa internasional hahahaha by the way dia GANTENG BANGET menurut gue.

10. oh well this is hard. i cant think of any. err.. err.. okay i give up! :D
*update*
i finally found someone to put in the last place in this top ten. dont laugh people, its mark 'westlife'! yes i like him soooooo much because he has those dreamy eyes auw auw auw ; )

now tell me who's your top ten, ciao!

another

this is another tagging moment. i found this in one blog and i feel tagged (?)

The rules are:
1. Choose a singer/band/group.
2. Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
I choose: john mayer


GO
.
Are you male or female?
- angel *cieehh*
.
Describe yourself.
- bigger than my body
.
What do people feel when they're around you?
- comfortable *asik bener nih passs*
.
How would you describe your previous relationship?
- something's missing
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Describe your current relationship?
- bold as love
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Where would you want to be now?
- come back to bed
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How do you feel about love?
- patience
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What's your life like?
- wheel
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What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
- daugthter *loh?*
.
Say something wise.
- waiting on the world to change
.
END

hahaha this is fun. some of the answers are passs banget gituu hiehehe actually im currently not in a good mood because of something something although i already told my friend and curhat about it but still. you know when you were being hurt by someone that didnt really feel like hurting you but yes they were and it hurts because of the thing happened too many times with all the same pattern and it keeps going on. ah nevermind ; )

youve got tagged!

ive been tagged by dita, to list ten facts about me. so here we go:

1. i am scared of balloons. yes i do. but in particular type only. anehnya, gue ngga takut sama balon-balon bagus yang dijual di toko buku gitu, yang mahal (zzz), yang warna belakangnya metalik, biasanya bentuk kartun-kartun gitu *u get what i said, right?*

2. i like getting good grades. buat gue, kepuasan tersendiri kalo abis gue belajar susah-susah, terus gue bisa dapet nilai yang bagus. dan gue bisa membanggakan diri ke bokap nyokap gue kalo here i am, doing subjects i dont like (and understand clearly), but still i can make both of them proud : ) ive been in the phase when i was very low, terancam ngga naik kelas, ngga bisa masuk ke jurusan yang gue pengen waktu sma, bikin bokap nyokap gue kecewa, because i know they put a lot of hope in me. jadi sekarang sewaktu gue ngelakuin apa yang ngga gue suka, gue berusaha untuk menjalaninya sepenuh hati (although i am not), cuma buat bikin bokap nyokap gue bangga dan bahagia.

3. gue sangat takut kehilangan orang yang gue sayang. selama ini gue selalu mikir kalo gue ngga akan bisa survive tanpa orang-orang kesayangan gue. i love them too much and i dont think i can be as strong as nowadays if they are no longer exist in my life. buat gue, orang-orang yang gue sayang seperti balok-balok uno yang membentuk diri gue seutuhnya. setiap satu balok di ambil gue bakalan goyah sampe di satu titik gue bakal jatoh dan hancur. gue selalu mikir kaya gitu and i still dont know how not to think about it.

4. i love shops. be it grocery, medicine store, mini market, supermarket, hypermarket, apparel, any shop. i love to walk in every aisle and see all the products, without buying anything. here near my apartment, we have a mini market called U-Center. i love to go there just to see items. i could spend 15 minutes (or more) just to see every products without buying. i love to accompany my mother for belanja bulanan because i simply can walk through all the aisles of clothes, foods, any products.

5. i get influenced very easily. abis nonton film tentang penari, gue pengen belajar nari. abis nonton american idol, gue pengen jadi penyanyi. abis baca novel, gue pengen jadi penulis. abis liat senam lantai, gue pengen jadi pesenam. and yes i couldnt even dance, or sing, or write properly, or do gymnastic for sure! abis nonton laskar pelangi, gue pengen banget punya sekolah gratis untuk orang-orang ngga mampu. abis liat pameran lukisan, gue pengen jadi pelukis. abis liat deviant-art orang, gue pengen foto-foto. yes, i am very easy.

6. i never eat top (chocolate bar), or mars, or snickers, or m&m's, or sayur pare, or sayur daun singkong, or tomyam. gue selalu takut mencoba makanan yang (menurut gue) aneh, dan hasilnya, sampe sekarang gue belom pernah nyobain makanan-makanan diatas. you might say im weird or else, but yes i am affraid or those chocolate bars.

7. i have an obsession for fashion. i do love fashion things. i want to be a fashion buyer, or a fashion merchandiser, or a fashion stylist, or a fashion contributor in a magazine. for me, fashion is really amusing. its not just about dresses or shoes or bags. that is one of the reason i want to go to fashion school and take fashion business after i graduate as an IT bachelor.

8. gue pengen nikah muda, kalo bisa sebelum umur gue 25. kalo bisa dan memungkinkan, gue pengen menghabiskan waktu gue jadi ibu, ngurus anak gue, ngurus suami gue, ngurus rumah dan segala tetek bengeknya. buat gue, pekerjaan jadi ibu dan istri itu paling mulia, yes? : )

9. i feel very blessed. buat gue, belajar bersyukur itu susah dan gue menjalani proses pembelajaran itu step by step dari sd sampe sekarang. nyokap gue selalu ngajarin buat jangan ngeliat ke atas dan bersyukur sama apa yang kita (gue) punya tapi susaaah banget buat begitu. finally di awal-awal masa kuliah gue mulai menyadari kalo i am very blessed with all those ups and downs in my life. alhamdulillah, the feeling of being blessed is very powerful, and yes it makes me happy, no matter what situation i am in : )

10. i dont smoke and drink alcohol (and do drugs and free sex). for those who know me, they know this for sure. but for some people who judge me from my appearance and how i look and behave, they sometimes think that i am a naughty girl. for your information, my parents taught me very well so that i know that smoking is bad for your health and drink alcohol is a sin. so i dont do them both. i try to smoke once or twice and i didnt like it at all. i try alcohol once, just one sip, and i feel really bad about it. and yes i DO solat and puasa and all those things. i hate it when people think that i am a naughty bitchh that do not care about religion and things. i go to islamic shool for 13 years for God's sake.

so those are ten facts about me. since i have no list of people i want to tag in my mind, i want to tag everybody who read my blog and have a blog : )

ciao!

thank god its friday

its fridaaay people!
friday buat gue = liburrrr!
i was up until almost 6 in the morning, nontonin gossip girl yang kelewatan dari beberapa minggu yang lalu. then fell asleep, bangun-bangun udah jam satu aja gituuuuu langsung syokk. *padahal biasa aja* hehe
i promised my boyfriend to make him caramel pudding and yes i made caramel pudding! yay! now the cute pudding is inside my fridge waiting for my boyfriend to eat them ; ) so he's on the way here, in about half an hour we're gonna meet yay yay yay! i miss him badly though we were only separated for a week and we had our communication flow soooo good sampe kayanya orang-orang eneg gue smsan dan telfonan terus sama dia. but hey, relationship is all about communcation right? so i rather communicating too much than having no communication at all *pengalaman pribadi ;p*

anyway, last night i made a list about the assignments and exams i have to face in this trimester and shitttt because this is short semester so everything will be sooo packed up and the due date for every assignment is the same and i have no willing at all to do any one of them. yes i know i am waaaay too lazy T_T

oh its getting dark outside and i think i have to prepare to pick up my boyfriend.
buhbye! :D

it's raining outside, so i just sit and type

i am officially flu. and yes i have sinusitis so my nose is acting like hell right now. i already taken two and a half strips of neozep, and that means ten tablets of them. argghh. and my body isnt feeling better at all. i kept sneezing and coughing for the last three days. i had several pills of vitamin and they didnt help at all. what am i suppose to dooooo???

bythewayyyy my feelings are getting random these days. i feel like being organized, but i am waaaay too lazy to be one. although my room is such a mess right now. i need to clean all the papers from last semester and start printing and photocopying those notes from this semester. and here's a random update: i will have a quiz tomorrow. for a subject called computer security. well i guess it teaches you how to protect your computer to be secure. to be honest i didnt get anything from the lecturer because he speaks too slow and low and i always sit at the back of the class (because im late, of course) and the best thing i can do is listening to my ipod, or doodling, or talking to other friends, or just bengong-bengong imagining something. see? im bad bad bad.

im getting bored. with all the situations. you know. ive been repeating the same old routine for the last two years. ive been living in the same old neighborhood for the last two years. ive been eating at the same places for the last two years. i want to do something exciting! i need to do something exciting! exciting in my way of interpreting excitement. i want to go somewhere and explore the nature's beauty. i want to eat at someplace i never visited before. i want to meet new people. i want to meet my old pals and do stupid things. i want to learn to bake. i want to learn to write properly. i need some changes in my life. and guess what is the obstacle? yes it is, my laziness.

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this is a recap for what ive done last holiday. basically i did nothing, mostly at home sleeping and eating because most of my friends were busy with their uts so i ended up being the only one available. went to a couple of mall, buying nothing, but eyeing lotsa things ; )
went to bandung pulang pergi, met some bestfriends there and yesssss one day is not enough! i wish i can be there for 3 days or more biar puasss! met my junior high bestfriends and went to karaoke and almost lost my voice because i was too excited singing songs hahaha oh i love karaoke! met my bestest also while celebrating sheera's pre birthday party. we were going to a new hype place in front of kff and im sure it is the new it-place in kemang. bener banget emang. as i saw in paranioa, the place is used for a weekly party organized by LA cool menthol and yes the party is on malem minggu and could you imagine the traffic? well i didnt drive much last holiday, but i went to pim on saturday and it was a nightmareeeee! and yes i was going with my mum so i cant curse and i have to be patient and i cant drive fast and my mom keep shocking me with her high voice saying awas kiri awas kanan awas depan awas motor awas angkot awas nabrak awas orang nyebrang hahahaha i prefer having a driver now because the traffic is just crazyyyy. met up with hasbi for a couple of times but mostly on saturday night. well thats my holiday basically. i was planning to go to jogja but i was too lazy to go there. maybe next holiday.
keadaan indonesia makin parah aja (menurut gue). walaupun banyak yang bilang pemerintahan SBY bikin indonesia semakin baik, tapi yang gue liat di tv semakin banyak orang miskin, semakin banyak bencana, semakin banyak penyakit, dan semakin banyak hal-hal buruk lainnya. dan mirisnya, semakin banyak orang kaya yang semakin kaya. kenapa ya?

geje

im back!
yay yay yay
and this trimester, nafsu makan dan belanja gue menggila entah kenapa. cuma alhamdulillah masih bisa ditahan soalnya antara sengaja atau ngga sengaja, dompet gue cuma berisi beberapa belas ringgit maksimal, jadi ga bisa beli apa-apa juga hehehe

ringgit lagi mahal nih, kasian nyokap gueeeeeeee dari pertama dateng sampe sekarang, ringgit udah naik kurang lebih 500 rupiah dari 2500 ke 3000. itu berarti budget kuliah gue udah membengkak 1/5 dari budget awal. aaaaaaa maaf ya mama papaaaa aku akan berusaha lulus kuliah dengan segera hiehehehe

malaysia lagi musim ujan, sama kaya di jakarta. roman-romannya sih kalo ujan gini gue bakal jarang kuliah jadi yaa kita liat aja attendance gue semester ini kaya apa hiehehe
udah ah. gue laper *padahal baru abis makan*
ill catch up later! mwahmwah!