youve got tagged!

ive been tagged by dita, to list ten facts about me. so here we go:

1. i am scared of balloons. yes i do. but in particular type only. anehnya, gue ngga takut sama balon-balon bagus yang dijual di toko buku gitu, yang mahal (zzz), yang warna belakangnya metalik, biasanya bentuk kartun-kartun gitu *u get what i said, right?*

2. i like getting good grades. buat gue, kepuasan tersendiri kalo abis gue belajar susah-susah, terus gue bisa dapet nilai yang bagus. dan gue bisa membanggakan diri ke bokap nyokap gue kalo here i am, doing subjects i dont like (and understand clearly), but still i can make both of them proud : ) ive been in the phase when i was very low, terancam ngga naik kelas, ngga bisa masuk ke jurusan yang gue pengen waktu sma, bikin bokap nyokap gue kecewa, because i know they put a lot of hope in me. jadi sekarang sewaktu gue ngelakuin apa yang ngga gue suka, gue berusaha untuk menjalaninya sepenuh hati (although i am not), cuma buat bikin bokap nyokap gue bangga dan bahagia.

3. gue sangat takut kehilangan orang yang gue sayang. selama ini gue selalu mikir kalo gue ngga akan bisa survive tanpa orang-orang kesayangan gue. i love them too much and i dont think i can be as strong as nowadays if they are no longer exist in my life. buat gue, orang-orang yang gue sayang seperti balok-balok uno yang membentuk diri gue seutuhnya. setiap satu balok di ambil gue bakalan goyah sampe di satu titik gue bakal jatoh dan hancur. gue selalu mikir kaya gitu and i still dont know how not to think about it.

4. i love shops. be it grocery, medicine store, mini market, supermarket, hypermarket, apparel, any shop. i love to walk in every aisle and see all the products, without buying anything. here near my apartment, we have a mini market called U-Center. i love to go there just to see items. i could spend 15 minutes (or more) just to see every products without buying. i love to accompany my mother for belanja bulanan because i simply can walk through all the aisles of clothes, foods, any products.

5. i get influenced very easily. abis nonton film tentang penari, gue pengen belajar nari. abis nonton american idol, gue pengen jadi penyanyi. abis baca novel, gue pengen jadi penulis. abis liat senam lantai, gue pengen jadi pesenam. and yes i couldnt even dance, or sing, or write properly, or do gymnastic for sure! abis nonton laskar pelangi, gue pengen banget punya sekolah gratis untuk orang-orang ngga mampu. abis liat pameran lukisan, gue pengen jadi pelukis. abis liat deviant-art orang, gue pengen foto-foto. yes, i am very easy.

6. i never eat top (chocolate bar), or mars, or snickers, or m&m's, or sayur pare, or sayur daun singkong, or tomyam. gue selalu takut mencoba makanan yang (menurut gue) aneh, dan hasilnya, sampe sekarang gue belom pernah nyobain makanan-makanan diatas. you might say im weird or else, but yes i am affraid or those chocolate bars.

7. i have an obsession for fashion. i do love fashion things. i want to be a fashion buyer, or a fashion merchandiser, or a fashion stylist, or a fashion contributor in a magazine. for me, fashion is really amusing. its not just about dresses or shoes or bags. that is one of the reason i want to go to fashion school and take fashion business after i graduate as an IT bachelor.

8. gue pengen nikah muda, kalo bisa sebelum umur gue 25. kalo bisa dan memungkinkan, gue pengen menghabiskan waktu gue jadi ibu, ngurus anak gue, ngurus suami gue, ngurus rumah dan segala tetek bengeknya. buat gue, pekerjaan jadi ibu dan istri itu paling mulia, yes? : )

9. i feel very blessed. buat gue, belajar bersyukur itu susah dan gue menjalani proses pembelajaran itu step by step dari sd sampe sekarang. nyokap gue selalu ngajarin buat jangan ngeliat ke atas dan bersyukur sama apa yang kita (gue) punya tapi susaaah banget buat begitu. finally di awal-awal masa kuliah gue mulai menyadari kalo i am very blessed with all those ups and downs in my life. alhamdulillah, the feeling of being blessed is very powerful, and yes it makes me happy, no matter what situation i am in : )

10. i dont smoke and drink alcohol (and do drugs and free sex). for those who know me, they know this for sure. but for some people who judge me from my appearance and how i look and behave, they sometimes think that i am a naughty girl. for your information, my parents taught me very well so that i know that smoking is bad for your health and drink alcohol is a sin. so i dont do them both. i try to smoke once or twice and i didnt like it at all. i try alcohol once, just one sip, and i feel really bad about it. and yes i DO solat and puasa and all those things. i hate it when people think that i am a naughty bitchh that do not care about religion and things. i go to islamic shool for 13 years for God's sake.

so those are ten facts about me. since i have no list of people i want to tag in my mind, i want to tag everybody who read my blog and have a blog : )

ciao!