oh tuhaan, akhirnya besok ganti bulaaan! bukan kenapa-kenapa, february was really good, esp. my birthday and all, tapiiii.. aku BOKEK! entah bokek ngapain karena gue ngga belanja apa-apa (kecuali sendal sm sepatu doang sumpah! itu juga sale kok ;p) tapii gue pergi-pergi meluluu, makan meluluu! efeknya selain bokek adalah berat badan semakin bertambah. doh! kemaren gue nimbang akhirnya cuma berani ngelirik doang terus langsung turun lagi saking gamau nerima kenyataan. terus temen gue sok menghibur 'itu timbangannya rusak koook, kelebihan koook' langsung abis itu makan banyak lagi :D
walaupun gue seneng besok udah maret, yang artinya uang bulanan baru, dan mau libur midbreak seminggu, tapiiiiii semakin dekat ke deadline segala macem di hidup gue. assignment lah, midterm lah, SKRIPSI lah, dan deadline cari kerja buat magang. dan semuanya belom ada yang progressnya sama sekali. rasanya pingin ngumpet di bawah bantal sampe wisuda deh *ga mungkin ya?*
menurut prediksi gue, bulan besok kayaknya bakal bokek juga nih *emang bulan2 laen ngga bokek? selalu deh ;p* i need to buy some things, i want to buy some things, and they will cost me moneeeehh! duh, bapak gue ngga bisa ya tiap napas dr idungnya keluar duit apa gimana gitu kek, preferably dollar atau euro gitu *ngelunjak* ngga diiing, begini aja udah seneng kok, bisa beli sepatu (kalo lagi punya duit), bisa makan enak (kalo lagi punya duit), bisa jalan-jalan (kalo lagi punya duit) hahaha
eh ngomong-ngomong, hari ini gue anniversary 32 bulan looh! *pamer.com* ih ngga terasa ya udah 32 bulan gue pacaran, kayaknya baru kemaren kenal deh *sumpah ini basa basi busuk, berasa kok kalo udah lama ;p* semoga kita awet terus ya sayaang, semoga kamu selalu diberi kesabaran menghadapi aku yang aneh ini, semoga aku juga diberi kesabaran dalam membimbing kamu menuju kurus 2011 :D
oiyaaa, satu lagi, gue punya blog baru! nggaaa, yang ini ngga ditinggalin kok, tapi yang baru ini lebih praktis aja, secara tumblr gituh, buat posting foto atau video atau apalah, bukan tulisan macam disinii, do check it out okay? my other blog i'll leave you with that for now, enjoy! :)
oh my god its been too long. well i had zero mood for posting and my internet had been down for a week and i just thought my life is plain boring so i had nothing to share here. but hey, its not that boring i guess. last week is my 21st birthday and i had a surprise from my very good friends and my boyfriend. it was a 'happy birthday' song and a cake, then continued with chit-chatting and playing nintendo wii at my apartment until around 3am, i LOVE you guys! seriously.
since i am the birthday girl lastweek, let me share some of my birthday memories that i had so far. well, i am really happy to say that i always got a surprise since my 13th birthday, until now. that means i had nine awesome surprises from my bestfriends (and sometimes boyfriend ;p) in my life. i guess my life is full of blessing :) since pictures worth a thousand words, here's some of the pictures of my birthday
picture courtesy of muthe's facebook :)
this year's birthday should bring happiness and love and prosperity to me since my birthday fall only one day before valentine's day and this year CNY. so far, being 21 years old is nothing different with 20 but we'll see. this year is gonna be tough i believe, but bring it on 2010, i am ready! :)
on another side, i really have to trim my fat, stat! i eat too much because of the holiday and i had no exercise at all beside walking to campus. and i have to start doing my final year project. its already week 5 and i only have 7 weeks left to finish my project! not to forget gazillion assignments, exams, dancing practices, dates with boyfriend, grocery shopping, ... OK, now i make my life difficult. but really, i have to find a company to do my internship. if anybody, anyone knows a place to do an internship within IT department during june-september preferably in melaka, KL, or jakarta, pleaseee pleasee contact me in any way possible. if i dont find it until the end of march, there's a possibility of doing an internship in serawak, or ipoh, or kuantan based on my campus' preference, and i dont even know where they are :(
as a goodbye, let me share you a video that my friend gave to me as a birthday greeting, enjoy ;)
anyun is here for the weekend and we spent most of our time watching something. we watched two movies and couple of episodes of tv series until we fall asleep. i love weekends :)
on friday night we watched the hangover and it was quite good, although the ending is a bit easy to guess for me. and last night, we watched new york, i love you. i loved it! i mean, i LOVED it! there are a lot of stars inside the movie and the story was very good in my opinion.
my favorite scenes are the story of an anniversary of a grandpa and grandma, the one with shia lebouf, and my most most favorite one are the one with christina ricci and orlando bloom. the story is soooo cute and lovely and yes, i love a happy ending. most of the story are gloomy and dark but the movie captures love stories well, i think. oh, and i love love the one with a black man and a white little girl and the black man turned out to be the girl's father. i think i'll watch it again sometimes soon :)
i need to find a job for my internship and i have to start looking for one. oh, and i really really need to start my final year project. damnnnn. God, Please help me :(
this posting should be done way before, i know, but i guess in this second third week of january, i still can propose a resolution right? before letting you know what my resolutions for 2010 are, i want to recap 2009 first
what happened in 2009:
- my 20th birthday - 5 awesome days of bangkok trip - getting a new netbook from my parents - celebrating 2years anniversary with my boyfriend - finishing first phase of my final year project - get an above 3 gpa and cgpa throughout the year
2009 was hard of course, since i have to do my final year project while still taking classes, and other obstacles that come and go but overall 2009 was a good year. i managed to fulfill some of my dreams (i.e. having the bangkok trip) but there were still some dreams left behind and changed into a new (better) one. i also learned a lot, not only in campus through the lectures but also during my life, my love life and my social life. i managed to make some new friends too. i learned that i grew older and i tried to be more mature, more understanding, and more patient. well, i guess life is a process and this is the process of me getting mature :)
soooo, are you ready for my 2010 resolutions?
- GRADUATE, first class (or second upper class will do) - finish my final year project with B being the minimum result - get a good industrial training place which hopefully will take me as their full time employee - or, if the previous didnt work out, get a good job with a good payment and location is okay for me - have a trip outside malaysia and indonesia *preferably thailand (again) or hongkong* - spend less, save more - give more, take less - be healthy and fit, and i dont mind being skinny as the side effect ;p - maintain a healthy strong relationship with the people around me, family, boyfriend, and friends - be more organize and tidy and on time - learn something new - make new friends - maintain relationship with (good) old friends - strengthen my relationship with God :) - buy something valuable with my own money - buy something for my parents
well, i guess that's all for now but the list will go on as the year goes on i think :)
oh and by the way, God loves me sooooo much that He gives me so many things although 2010 has just started. january is not over yet and i already get a new cellphone and a straight A for my last trimester result, yeah baby my last GPA is 3.96 :):)
and here goes my prayer, Dear God, thank you, for everything in my life. my family and the people around me. thank you, for every single blessing You gave me. thank you, for the past years and everything that happened. please, clear my way, guide me to the right path of life, give me guidance and dont let me do something foolish. please keep my family healthy and happy, and put them away from danger. please, listen to my every prayer and fulfill them if You think that it is the best for me. if it is not, show me the best and guide me there. please, make me strong and mature, make me feel blessed and thankful for each and every kind of your blessing. please, stay with us in every condition and save us from bad things. i know i cant thank you enough for every thing that happened and will happen in my life, but i promise i'll try. thank you, God. Amin :)
for those of you who thought this blog is dead, pleasee.. dont. this blog is not dead yet but i just got back from my hometown and i have no time to update anything there since i was busy eating and resting myself *alasaaaaan* bythewaaaaaaaaay, how are youuuuu? oh god, this blog hasnt been updated since ages! maafkan saya, pemilik blog yang malas hihi but im hereee im hereee :D
my holiday was good, menggemukkan tubuh dengan makanan-makanan nikmat yang selama 4 bulan kedepan tidak bisa gue nikmati, jadi kemaren dipuas-puasin makan batagor, mi ayam, dll, dll, dll sampe ngga berani nimbang badan ;p tapiii sekarang sudah kembali ke kenyataan hidup dimana harus masak sendiri, bayar listrik sendiri, beresin kamar sendiri, mandi sendiri *loh?* daaan kembali dihadapkan kepada kenyataan paling pahit kalau harus ngerjain skripsi. hadeuuhhhh pingin pingsaaaaaaan! coba ya tolong yang baca blog ini tolong di amin-ken doa ini: ya Tuhan, semoga skripsi Ausi selesai dengan tepat waktu dan dapet nilai A! bagi yang meng-amin-kan, semoga kalian mendapatkan kehidupan bahagia di dunia dan akhirat, dapet pacar/suami/istri super cakep seksi dan baik hati, rejeki melimpah, sehat selalu *kok kaya doa ulangtaun?*
oh ngomong-ngomong soal ulangtaun, sebentar lagi gue ulangtaun loh *pamer* yang ke 21. dan gue merasa.. tua. bukaaaan, bukan dewasa, tapi tua. taun ini gue insyaAllah amiin bakal lulus kuliah. then my life will go on, cari kerja, dapet kerja, nabung, cari jodoh, nikah, punya anak, nabung, nabung, nabung. suddenly all of the reality get real. kaya udah dijejerin didepan mata. and honestly im scared. im scared that i will ruin my own life.
ah udah kok jadi curhat?
oiyaaaa, better late than never kan? HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODYYY! *supertelat* hihihi semoga tahun 2010 ini membawa kebahagiaan dan keberkahan buat kita semuaaa :) i put high expectations and a lot of hopes in this year, so this year better be a good one! a lot of resolutions too, tapi nanti aja ya dibahas di posting yang lain resolusi-resolusinya
akhir kata *berasa pidato* gue harus mandi dan ke kampus nih, so, see ya! :D
finally another post! *sujud penuh syukur* ive been very very very busy recently, not only occupied with my final year project but also with some other educational things like assignments and exams. and finally, those days are over! well, not really, but i finally get a brief holiday for 6 days before doing my final exam. tomorrow is the day of my presentation for my final year project and i am so so so so so nervous! wish me luck with that people!
sooo, what have i done since my last post? not much actually, but here's the recap:
- i am done with all the midterms and assignments! two out of three courseworks are out and they turn out to be good! thank God, its far more than i expected :)
- i submitted my final year project (phase I), tho i am not fully satisfied with the result, but i am so relieved that it was finally finished
- last movies that i watched are Inglorious Basterds and My Sister's Keeper, both at home. Inglorious Basterds was damn good! aside from the various mean things in the film, the film is hilarious in its own way. as for My Sister's Keeper, being a crybaby, i cried hard! since the first five minutes of the movie until the last scene :'(
- i finally met my boyfriend! 5 minggu perjuangan dan pengorbanan yang tidak sia-sia :) we spent the weekend together at his apartment and we barely go out of the house thanks to our laziness. dan aku makan banyak sekali. and i mean, superbanyak! 4 meals a day plus cemilan ini itu. oooh, i love good food :D
- me and my boyfriend are going to spore for the christmas, yay! akhirnyaaa, liburan bersamaa :) bought the ticket already, just wish that everything will going on well :):)
i have to practice again for the presentation tomorrow, wish me not to be tongue-tied tomorrow! ciao!
akhir-akhir ini waktu gue banyaaaaak bgt diabisin buat ngerjain skripsi. yang bilang skripsi itu gampang dan cepat, GO TO HELL! hahaha tapi serius, perasaan sih ngga repot dan menguras pikiran. tapi ternyata, abis bikin 1 chapter, gue langsung tiduran di kasur dan rasanya legaaaaa banget. capeknya baru berasa abis selesai deh. tinggal beberapa hari lagi sebelum tahap1 skripsi gue dikumpulin. degdegan bangettt! besok final draftnya harus udah di submit dan skripsi gue masih ada bolong di beberapa bagian karena gue malessss banget bikin dafar isi, list of tables, list of figures, dan printilan-printilan semacamnya. tapi insyaAllah hari ini diselesaiin semua biar besok udah lega tinggal ngasih ke supervisor. wish me luck ya people :)
walaupun (sok) sibuk ngerjain ini itu, gue masih sempet aja nonton dua film fenomenal pamungkas *jieeehh* taun ini, 2012 dan newmoon. 2012 menurut gue ceritanya ketebak banget, pasti happy ending gue udah yakin banget dari awal film. ditambah dengan beberapa keanehan yang agak ngga masuk akal seperti: kiamat kok sinyal masih ada? teknik menyetir superhebat, dan beberapa keanehan lainnya, menurut gue sih filmnya ga spesial sama sekali. tapi menyentuh sih, gimana kebersamaan dan rasa pasrah itu yang bakal jadi ujungnya. gimana kita harus memanfaatkan waktu sebaik mungkin untuk melakukan hal yang kita anggap paling berharga, be it berdoa, memberikan kasih sayang ke orang-orang di sekitar kita, atau apalah. harusnya sih menurut gue, filmnya juga bisa bikin kita introspeksi buat menjaga bumi supaya hal-hal kayak gitu ga terjadi dalam waktu dekat *bijak ya gue? hihihi*
as for new moon, me LOVE jacob black! cakepnya makjaaaaaannn! gue ga berenti bilang 'cakep banget ya ampun' sepanjang film, apalagi di adegan-adegan dia shirtless. kok bisa ya anak 17 taun bentuknya begitu? makan apa siiihh? LOL tapi beneran deh ga nyangka gue, kalo google foto-fotonya kan keluar tuh foto dia jaman piyik gitu, ga cakep loh. eeeh kok sekarang guanteng tenaaan hihihi gue agak malu sebenernya ngefans sama anak umur 17taun *soktuaaaaaa* tapi aku sudah dibutakan oleh ketampanannya ;p oh iya, menurut gue sih, selain taylor lautner yang ganteng, new moon ga segitunya deh. mungkin karena gue ga baca bukunya kali yak, tapi gue kok merasa penulis skenarionya super lebayyyy dalam menggambarkan gombalan-gombalan jitu. apalagi edward-bella. uuughhh sampe geli sendiri gue dengernya hahaha *walaupun ga nolak digombalin sm anyun ;p*
ngomong-ngomong soal anyun, gue udah TIGA minggu ngga ketemu niihh :( minggu ini minggu ke empat dan akan berlanjut sampe minggu kelima nampaknya. ini rekor nih, kalo sampe beneran kejadian gue ga ketemu lima minggu, jagoaaaaan. berbagai edisi mewek sudah terlewati deh, dari yang menitikkan air mata sampe nangis meraung-raung *lebay.com* huhuu emang nih usaha biar lulus kuliah menghalangi cinta kita hahaha
eh ini sebenernya niatannya postingnya mau pendek aja loh, tapi kok panjang ya jadinya? maaf deh gue udah lama ga posting, jadinya bawel ;p sebagai penutup *caelah*, silahkan dinikmati pemandangan indah berikut ini:
*gue agak lupa source-nya, maapken ya ;p nanti kalo inget langsung di posting deh :)*
starting this week onwards, i think i have to stop posting and browsing around and blogwalking and stalker-ing(?) because there are just too many things to do! seriously! well, i usually use this blog to whine about my college life and i havent done it for awhile so here we go the whining and protesting and complaining ;p
this monday, my college life is entering the third week. since it is short sem, there will be only 8 weeks total, 9 including exam week at the end of the sem. i took 3 subjects together with my final year project, so yeah, it will be hard. from week 3 onwards, i will have quiz for information theory subject. one for each week. until week 7. there you go the opening. not to forget the twice-a-week homework. as for the subject password authentication and biometrics, there are two assignments, each submitted on 29th of november and 4th of december. now for the system analysis and design. the assignment is a big project which came very similar with my FYP. the due date is on 19th of december. aaaand, each week, i have to meet my supervisor for the final year project, and submit at least one chapter for the project. sounds not too busy? well, i still have dancing practices almost everyday because we will perform on 18th of november. oh my, my. i am so dead. and i havent mentioned the midtest date yet! pfffttt. life is hard, my friend :( :( i really want to stop complaining, but i have nowhere to go *tsaaahhh* so enjoy it and just be grateful if your life is not as busy as mine. if yours is busier and more hectic and harder and more difficult, just think about someone else who has a worse life than you. it should work to make you feel blessed :)
