♥

anyun is here for the weekend and we spent most of our time watching something. we watched two movies and couple of episodes of tv series until we fall asleep. i love weekends :)

on friday night we watched the hangover and it was quite good, although the ending is a bit easy to guess for me. and last night, we watched new york, i love you. i loved it! i mean, i LOVED it! there are a lot of stars inside the movie and the story was very good in my opinion.

my favorite scenes are the story of an anniversary of a grandpa and grandma, the one with shia lebouf, and my most most favorite one are the one with christina ricci and orlando bloom. the story is soooo cute and lovely and yes, i love a happy ending. most of the story are gloomy and dark but the movie captures love stories well, i think. oh, and i love love the one with a black man and a white little girl and the black man turned out to be the girl's father. i think i'll watch it again sometimes soon :)

i need to find a job for my internship and i have to start looking for one. oh, and i really really need to start my final year project. damnnnn. God, Please help me :(

between the years

this posting should be done way before, i know, but i guess in this second third week of january, i still can propose a resolution right? before letting you know what my resolutions for 2010 are, i want to recap 2009 first

what happened in 2009:

- my 20th birthday
- 5 awesome days of bangkok trip
- getting a new netbook from my parents
- celebrating 2years anniversary with my boyfriend
- finishing first phase of my final year project
- get an above 3 gpa and cgpa throughout the year

2009 was hard of course, since i have to do my final year project while still taking classes, and other obstacles that come and go but overall 2009 was a good year. i managed to fulfill some of my dreams (i.e. having the bangkok trip) but there were still some dreams left behind and changed into a new (better) one. i also learned a lot, not only in campus through the lectures but also during my life, my love life and my social life. i managed to make some new friends too. i learned that i grew older and i tried to be more mature, more understanding, and more patient. well, i guess life is a process and this is the process of me getting mature :)

soooo, are you ready for my 2010 resolutions?

- GRADUATE, first class (or second upper class will do)
- finish my final year project with B being the minimum result
- get a good industrial training place which hopefully will take me as their full time employee
- or, if the previous didnt work out, get a good job with a good payment and location is okay for me
- have a trip outside malaysia and indonesia *preferably thailand (again) or hongkong*
- spend less, save more
- give more, take less
- be healthy and fit, and i dont mind being skinny as the side effect ;p
- maintain a healthy strong relationship with the people around me, family, boyfriend, and friends
- be more organize and tidy and on time
- learn something new
- make new friends
- maintain relationship with (good) old friends
- strengthen my relationship with God :)
- buy something valuable with my own money
- buy something for my parents

well, i guess that's all for now but the list will go on as the year goes on i think :)

oh and by the way, God loves me sooooo much that He gives me so many things although 2010 has just started. january is not over yet and i already get a new cellphone and a straight A for my last trimester result, yeah baby my last GPA is 3.96 :):)

and here goes my prayer,
Dear God,
thank you, for everything in my life. my family and the people around me. thank you, for every single blessing You gave me. thank you, for the past years and everything that happened. please, clear my way, guide me to the right path of life, give me guidance and dont let me do something foolish. please keep my family healthy and happy, and put them away from danger. please, listen to my every prayer and fulfill them if You think that it is the best for me. if it is not, show me the best and guide me there. please, make me strong and mature, make me feel blessed and thankful for each and every kind of your blessing. please, stay with us in every condition and save us from bad things. i know i cant thank you enough for every thing that happened and will happen in my life, but i promise i'll try. thank you, God.
Amin :)

2010

for those of you who thought this blog is dead, pleasee.. dont. this blog is not dead yet but i just got back from my hometown and i have no time to update anything there since i was busy eating and resting myself *alasaaaaan* bythewaaaaaaaaay, how are youuuuu? oh god, this blog hasnt been updated since ages! maafkan saya, pemilik blog yang malas hihi but im hereee im hereee :D

my holiday was good, menggemukkan tubuh dengan makanan-makanan nikmat yang selama 4 bulan kedepan tidak bisa gue nikmati, jadi kemaren dipuas-puasin makan batagor, mi ayam, dll, dll, dll sampe ngga berani nimbang badan ;p tapiii sekarang sudah kembali ke kenyataan hidup dimana harus masak sendiri, bayar listrik sendiri, beresin kamar sendiri, mandi sendiri *loh?* daaan kembali dihadapkan kepada kenyataan paling pahit kalau harus ngerjain skripsi. hadeuuhhhh pingin pingsaaaaaaan! coba ya tolong yang baca blog ini tolong di amin-ken doa ini: ya Tuhan, semoga skripsi Ausi selesai dengan tepat waktu dan dapet nilai A!
bagi yang meng-amin-kan, semoga kalian mendapatkan kehidupan bahagia di dunia dan akhirat, dapet pacar/suami/istri super cakep seksi dan baik hati, rejeki melimpah, sehat selalu *kok kaya doa ulangtaun?*

oh ngomong-ngomong soal ulangtaun, sebentar lagi gue ulangtaun loh *pamer* yang ke 21. dan gue merasa.. tua. bukaaaan, bukan dewasa, tapi tua. taun ini gue insyaAllah amiin bakal lulus kuliah. then my life will go on, cari kerja, dapet kerja, nabung, cari jodoh, nikah, punya anak, nabung, nabung, nabung. suddenly all of the reality get real. kaya udah dijejerin didepan mata. and honestly im scared. im scared that i will ruin my own life.

ah udah kok jadi curhat?

oiyaaaa, better late than never kan? HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODYYY! *supertelat* hihihi semoga tahun 2010 ini membawa kebahagiaan dan keberkahan buat kita semuaaa :) i put high expectations and a lot of hopes in this year, so this year better be a good one! a lot of resolutions too, tapi nanti aja ya dibahas di posting yang lain resolusi-resolusinya

akhir kata *berasa pidato* gue harus mandi dan ke kampus nih, so, see ya! :D

re;cap

finally another post! *sujud penuh syukur*
ive been very very very busy recently, not only occupied with my final year project but also with some other educational things like assignments and exams. and finally, those days are over! well, not really, but i finally get a brief holiday for 6 days before doing my final exam. tomorrow is the day of my presentation for my final year project and i am so so so so so nervous! wish me luck with that people!

sooo, what have i done since my last post? not much actually, but here's the recap:

- i am done with all the midterms and assignments! two out of three courseworks are out and they turn out to be good! thank God, its far more than i expected :)

- i submitted my final year project (phase I), tho i am not fully satisfied with the result, but i am so relieved that it was finally finished

- last movies that i watched are Inglorious Basterds and My Sister's Keeper, both at home. Inglorious Basterds was damn good! aside from the various mean things in the film, the film is hilarious in its own way. as for My Sister's Keeper, being a crybaby, i cried hard! since the first five minutes of the movie until the last scene :'(

- i finally met my boyfriend! 5 minggu perjuangan dan pengorbanan yang tidak sia-sia :) we spent the weekend together at his apartment and we barely go out of the house thanks to our laziness. dan aku makan banyak sekali. and i mean, superbanyak! 4 meals a day plus cemilan ini itu. oooh, i love good food :D

- me and my boyfriend are going to spore for the christmas, yay! akhirnyaaa, liburan bersamaa :) bought the ticket already, just wish that everything will going on well :):)

i have to practice again for the presentation tomorrow, wish me not to be tongue-tied tomorrow! ciao!

yay!

I HAVE SUBMITTED MY FINAL YEAR PROJECT PART I, LIFE SEEMS SOOOO MUCH EASIER AND HAPPIER :D

uh oh

HI LOVELIEEES! miss me? miss me? ;p

akhir-akhir ini waktu gue banyaaaaak bgt diabisin buat ngerjain skripsi. yang bilang skripsi itu gampang dan cepat, GO TO HELL! hahaha tapi serius, perasaan sih ngga repot dan menguras pikiran. tapi ternyata, abis bikin 1 chapter, gue langsung tiduran di kasur dan rasanya legaaaaa banget. capeknya baru berasa abis selesai deh. tinggal beberapa hari lagi sebelum tahap1 skripsi gue dikumpulin. degdegan bangettt! besok final draftnya harus udah di submit dan skripsi gue masih ada bolong di beberapa bagian karena gue malessss banget bikin dafar isi, list of tables, list of figures, dan printilan-printilan semacamnya. tapi insyaAllah hari ini diselesaiin semua biar besok udah lega tinggal ngasih ke supervisor. wish me luck ya people :)

walaupun (sok) sibuk ngerjain ini itu, gue masih sempet aja nonton dua film fenomenal pamungkas *jieeehh* taun ini, 2012 dan newmoon. 2012 menurut gue ceritanya ketebak banget, pasti happy ending gue udah yakin banget dari awal film. ditambah dengan beberapa keanehan yang agak ngga masuk akal seperti: kiamat kok sinyal masih ada? teknik menyetir superhebat, dan beberapa keanehan lainnya, menurut gue sih filmnya ga spesial sama sekali. tapi menyentuh sih, gimana kebersamaan dan rasa pasrah itu yang bakal jadi ujungnya. gimana kita harus memanfaatkan waktu sebaik mungkin untuk melakukan hal yang kita anggap paling berharga, be it berdoa, memberikan kasih sayang ke orang-orang di sekitar kita, atau apalah. harusnya sih menurut gue, filmnya juga bisa bikin kita introspeksi buat menjaga bumi supaya hal-hal kayak gitu ga terjadi dalam waktu dekat *bijak ya gue? hihihi*

as for new moon, me LOVE jacob black! cakepnya makjaaaaaannn! gue ga berenti bilang 'cakep banget ya ampun' sepanjang film, apalagi di adegan-adegan dia shirtless. kok bisa ya anak 17 taun bentuknya begitu? makan apa siiihh? LOL tapi beneran deh ga nyangka gue, kalo google foto-fotonya kan keluar tuh foto dia jaman piyik gitu, ga cakep loh. eeeh kok sekarang guanteng tenaaan hihihi gue agak malu sebenernya ngefans sama anak umur 17taun *soktuaaaaaa* tapi aku sudah dibutakan oleh ketampanannya ;p
oh iya, menurut gue sih, selain taylor lautner yang ganteng, new moon ga segitunya deh. mungkin karena gue ga baca bukunya kali yak, tapi gue kok merasa penulis skenarionya super lebayyyy dalam menggambarkan gombalan-gombalan jitu. apalagi edward-bella. uuughhh sampe geli sendiri gue dengernya hahaha *walaupun ga nolak digombalin sm anyun ;p*

ngomong-ngomong soal anyun, gue udah TIGA minggu ngga ketemu niihh :( minggu ini minggu ke empat dan akan berlanjut sampe minggu kelima nampaknya. ini rekor nih, kalo sampe beneran kejadian gue ga ketemu lima minggu, jagoaaaaan. berbagai edisi mewek sudah terlewati deh, dari yang menitikkan air mata sampe nangis meraung-raung *lebay.com* huhuu emang nih usaha biar lulus kuliah menghalangi cinta kita hahaha

eh ini sebenernya niatannya postingnya mau pendek aja loh, tapi kok panjang ya jadinya? maaf deh gue udah lama ga posting, jadinya bawel ;p sebagai penutup *caelah*, silahkan dinikmati pemandangan indah berikut ini:

*gue agak lupa source-nya, maapken ya ;p nanti kalo inget langsung di posting deh :)*

i am definitely team jacob! :D

i mean, come on!

starting this week onwards, i think i have to stop posting and browsing around and blogwalking and stalker-ing(?) because there are just too many things to do! seriously! well, i usually use this blog to whine about my college life and i havent done it for awhile so here we go the whining and protesting and complaining ;p

this monday, my college life is entering the third week. since it is short sem, there will be only 8 weeks total, 9 including exam week at the end of the sem. i took 3 subjects together with my final year project, so yeah, it will be hard. from week 3 onwards, i will have quiz for information theory subject. one for each week. until week 7. there you go the opening. not to forget the twice-a-week homework. as for the subject password authentication and biometrics, there are two assignments, each submitted on 29th of november and 4th of december. now for the system analysis and design. the assignment is a big project which came very similar with my FYP. the due date is on 19th of december. aaaand, each week, i have to meet my supervisor for the final year project, and submit at least one chapter for the project.
sounds not too busy?
well, i still have dancing practices almost everyday because we will perform on 18th of november. oh my, my. i am so dead. and i havent mentioned the midtest date yet! pfffttt. life is hard, my friend :( :(
i really want to stop complaining, but i have nowhere to go *tsaaahhh* so enjoy it and just be grateful if your life is not as busy as mine. if yours is busier and more hectic and harder and more difficult, just think about someone else who has a worse life than you. it should work to make you feel blessed :)

ciao!

hello thursday

today's outfit *ceritanya mau sok-sokan gituu ;p*

white top: mango
grey cardi: melawai
black jeans: romp
white sandal: vincci
fuschia bag: metro

bold as love

found this on a random blog and i thought, why not trying? :)

Bold what you’ve done!
01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said “I love you” and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg glacier
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby’s diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records (cds)
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn’t have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an “expert”
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don’t remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
132a. Had them write back
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. …more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone’s heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a TV game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than US states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. …and gotten 86’ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196. Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199. Written your own role playing game
200. Been arrested

this is fun! :D

all night long

orang-orang tuh kalo pacaran ngapain aja sih? hushhhhh! ini bukan pertanyaan yang menjurus ke sesuatu yang jorok dan porno yaaaa :D i meaaan, kalo nge date gituu, ngapain aja sih besides those standard things like going to the cinema or having dinner?

my typical date with my boyfriend will start on friday usually. karena kita long distance dengan jarak jakarta-bandung, kita memutuskan buat saling mengunjungi tiap weekend. gantian aja, siapa yang bisa ya dia yang nyamperin. tapi ada juga keadaan dimana ngga ada yang bisa karena sama-sama sibuk *tsaaahh* ya mau ngga mau harus direlain ngga ketemu. biasanya, kalo gue mengunjungi dia, gue bakal dijemput terus kita jalan-jalan keliling kl dengan tujuan tertentu seperti: 'aku kepengen jcool!' atau 'pengen makan sotong butter' atau 'kayaknya makan padang di chowkit enak deh' atau 'kemaren aku liat pasta jadi pengen'. yak, maapken saja, memang ngga jauh-jauh dari makanan karena kita berdua tukang makan dan makannya buanyaaaak hehehe terus biasanya dilanjutkan dengan jalan-jalan liat-liat ini itu. kalo lagi punya duit belii, kalo engga ya numpang lewat aja :D terus biasanya kita balik ke rumahnya sekitar jam-jam makan malem. pas banget doong, makan lagii ;p abis itu ngobrol-ngobrol, cerita ini itu (biasanya sambil ngemil sesuatu yang pesen delivery :D) ngobrol-ngobrol sampe ketiduran, masuklah kita ke hari sabtu. hari sabtu bangun siang udah laper, makaaaaaan! terus balik-balik udah menjelang sore, tidur-tiduran aja sampe gelap, terus paling nonton film atau ngobrol-ngobrol sambil cuddling. ujung-ujungnya kalo udah malem ngobrol lagi sampe ketiduran. eh, makan malemnya kelewatan ya? tenang aja, we dont skip meals hahaha hari minggu ya begitu lagi sampe waktunya gue harus pulang.

kalo dia yang mengunjungi gue, biasanya abis jemput dia, kita ke supermarket buat belanja, terus masak deh dirumah :) karena disini pilihan tempat makan terbatas *maklum kota keciil :(* masak jadi pilihan utama. masak berdua seru lho, serasa suami-istri *sotoy mode, kayak udah pernah nikah aja* tapi lucu banget ngeliatin cowok masak, disuruh ngaduk-ngaduk panik, disuruh motong-motong salah hihi terus yang dimasak berdua ya dimakan berdua juga. eeh tapi kita suka bagi-bagi koook, kalo ada yang mau nyobain silakaaan hihihi sisa kegiatannya ya sama, ngobrol-ngobrol, nonton, tidur-tiduran, dan tentunya cuddling. begitu aja. as simple as that.

we dont need a lot of money to create a fancy date. nononono, we are waaaay past that era. bosennnnn :) dirumah lebih enak, lebih nyaman, dan lebih apa adanya. you could learn your partner's personality better that way (imho). you dont have to look your best and you dont have to pretend like you have no flaws. apalagi gue yang setiap ketemu pasti doing sleepovers. we practically see the worst in us, yet we still in love with each other :)

so, what is your typical date?