the man of metropolis steal my heart

(we♥it)

im waaaay behind everybody now. all i could think about is having a really long time sleep, eating mac&cheese or triple cheese pizza (or a bucket of vanilla ice cream, or cheese pretzels dip into cream cheese sauce, or potato wedges with cheese dressing), and holiday trip. i suck, i know. i should be doing one of my assignments, writing some report that due to be submitted in just two weeks from now, researching some things about my business plan for one of my subject, practising programming hard, trying to hack something, or just simply do some math. i really need to make my brain works a little bit harder.
college is only in week four but i am a college slave now. i never arrive at home before 10 pm *except friday when i have no class, please do not disturb me*. i always have something to do after class, be it cisco course or some meetings that started at 8 pm and finish at almost 11. my eating pattern is bad bad bad. i once had lunch at 11 am and dinner at 11.30 pm. see? weekend is no longer free time. weekend is just another day in a week that i have to spend doing something related to college. i hate it hate it hate it. can i just go back to kindergarten please?

p.s.: im addicted to how i met your mother. neil patrick harris is just simply irresistable ;)

take me to the moon

how was your weekend?
mine was good, nothing special but good. i met my boyfriend and we spent our time mostly cuddling and laughing on stupid things but that was more than enough :) i scored to buy a pair of shoes *well, my boyfriend bought it for me :)* and a blouse which cost less than RM 20 in dorothy perkins. see? shopping is not that bad, you just have to find out where to go and when :D *self denial*
by the way, i have this proposal submission this morning, thank god it was done in less than an hour. i love my team mates * GO OK! GO!*

well, this is today's quote, i hope you read it *you know who you are*

"Judging people you don't know for things you don't understand is just really stupid."
-ellen page

i'd rather dance with myself

i guess you'll never understand, will you?

beautiful loser

life's update:
mine is getting busy. cisco every monday and wednesday, some meetings on tuesday and thrusday. im gonna be dead soon. assignments are waiting to be done. oh noooo! weekend is my only gateway and on those three (supposedly) beautiful days, i should working my ass on those assignments. life is unfair.

p.s.: i want to buy something. clothes. shoes. bags. yummyyy guilty pleasure ;)

sigh

I think we know, deep down, when a promise can’t be kept, but we give them another chance, and another, and another… until finally, we’ve had enough.
-fully quoted from newresolution.tumblr.com

truly true? what do you think?

:)

“For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.”
audrey hepburn

happy belated valentine's day dearest,
love xoxo

what's inside it?

i always want to do this posting but never made it. anyway, i always love to see those blogs who post about your bag and what's inside it, so i decided to make one post about it too :)
here it goes:

the bag: forever21 brown big hobo bag
i got this bag from my boyfriend for a birthday present last year. i always love big bags :)

the contents (from top to bottom):
1. the body shop neroli jasmin body mist
i love the smell, i have used this body mist for two years until now

2. the body shop pressed face powder
this helps a lot, especially in a hot day where my face will become very oily

3. the body shop vitamin E lip care spf 15
i couldnt live without this item, seriously. this is the only lip balm my lip is tolerated with

4. oriflame visions freaking amazing mascara
i just got this from my sister and i love this mascara, it doesnt give your eyes those heavy black mascara looks, its just perfect black longer lashes

5. handy clean instant hand antiseptic
this is essential. i am a clean-freak person in a particular way, so i have to make my hand clean everytime, after eating or after touching something greasy or disgusting

6. folded hairbrush with mirror
i got this item from itc fatmawati, for 3000 rupiah (RM 1) only! this helps a lot since it has two function, as a hairbrush and as a mirror

7. olympus FE-320 digital camera in black (in the grey case)
this camera is my bestfriend. i brought it almost everywhere, it has capture almost every moments in my life

8. nokia 6300 in black with leather pouch
this is also my essential item. im not a small-cellphone person, but i instantly falling in love with this cellphone, because its black and it is easy to use and its just cute ;)

9. blue wallet
this is a gift from my boyfriend for my birthday this year, and i love this because it has so much space to store my cards, papers, receipts, and everything

10. apple ipod nano 4gb in silver (with white case)
this ipod has accompanied me whenever i travel alone, in the bus, in the car, in the plane, anywhere

11. small notebook and pink pen
i always bring them both because i always feel that i will need one of them (or both) to take notes

not inside the picture:
insight keychain with house keys and apartment access card
paseo tissue

actually, i usually bring a lot more things than that but those items above are the most important items. there are medicine pouch, pantyliner pouch (with an extra underwear and plastic bag, just in case ;p), cellphone's earphone with pouch, extra hair clip and hair band, and those college related items such as pencil case (with pencil, pen, eraser, stapler, marker, scissors, and everything you need, believe me), notes, paper, and a blue umbrella i bought in isetan lot 10 because it was raining outside and i have to go to pavilion. i decided to bought the umbrella because i think i will use it again and i dont have any umbrella. funny story, after i paid and walked out from lot 10, the rain has stopped, and my new umbrella failed to make it first appearance that day.

by the way, i think i need a new bag, a medium size bag would be nice ; )

on being 20

i am officially twenty years old.
im old, really.
i feel like crossing the bridge between the teenager world and the adult world.
oh man, two or three years from now, i bet people will start asking me a question like, 'when will you get married?', 'where is your boyfriend?', and all that kind of family and relationship stuff.
oh god.

but yeah, i had a great birthday, indeed. 12 am surprise is always the best :) i love you guys :))
my boyfriend came late in the evening because he had some things to do at campus but it was great, he brought me a parcel filled with shoes, wallet, necklace, earring, bag, and sunglasses. i love youuuu! :)

hopefully, i'll be more responsible and mature this year. cross your finger and pray with me :)

p.s.: thank youuuu for those messages, phone calls, walls on facebook, and everything else. i feel loved :)

oooh and aaah

currently listening to: raul midon
currently watching: how i met your mother season 1 marathon
currently reading: cleo february edition
currently eating: nothing

currently..
..bored.

here i am sitting in front of my computer alone in my bedroom, doing nothing in this (supposedly beautiful) saturday night. i should do something productive, really. but i dont know what.

and you know what? my appetite is getting bigger than ever. seriously. i feel like munching and biting anything. my period is coming, probably in next week time, so this kind of appetite will stay with me for a week or so later. i really should do some exercise. oh, by the way, i already join the pilates class and we are starting next monday, yay!

as a closing, i leave you with this question?

picture is taken from here

do you want to stay in a barbie color tone houses like these?
i do.
ciao!

hell-o

im backkkkk!
well, this is not something that excites me of course, but yeah, here i am back to the same old boring routine again.
i am two days late, the new semester has been started and yes i have missed something, definitely. i have to catch everything up and this semester is gonna be busy, i tell you. i registered for six subject which none is easy, and im gonna take cisco course, twice a week, two hours per session. and, in order to fulfill my resolution in doing some exercise, i am planning to join pilates or yoga, whichever the easiest ;D and yes, i am still planning to have some fun this semester :)
but here comes the good news, friday im free. no class, which means i can meet my boyfriend and have a longer weekend. but *there's always a but ;(* assignments are waiting and im not readyyyy! im not ready to focus again, listening and thinking again. sigh. life is hard my friend.

well, i have to unpack first and guess what? i have an eight oclock class tomorrow. damn.
ciao!