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it is saturday night and i am staying at home trying to finish my assignment. see? i AM a good student, am i?
err, not really. i am doing this object oriented programming assignment now, trying to finish the program but it still has some errors here and there and we (me and dita) cant fix the error so i think i just take my camera and playing dress-up again :D

thrifted grey knit blouse, thrifted grey skirt, mango black legging, thrifted pink scarf

my boyfriend said that i am too skinny now. i weigh 53 kgs and he said that i am suppose to weigh 58 kgs. GOD. ive been there *and weigh more than that* and now that i achieve my target to weigh 53, i want to weigh 50! :D i know, i know, the never-satisfied-me. but there's nothing bad on being skinny, isnt it?
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updates:
i started to write this post at about 12 am and now is 3.27 am in the morning. what took me so long? i just finished the decimal problem in my assignment. yes it was just how you make something point something something something something something something something into something point something something something only. do not understand? programming sucks, really.
i should really get some sleep. my back is aching and i feel very sleepy right now after reading too much tutorials about how to make a program and all that matters to it.
im off, to bed.

=.=

im not feeling good today. i have to finish object oriented programming assignment by tomorrow because i have to submit it on sunday but it hasnt finished yet and as you know, my programming knowledge is below zero so i basically cannot do anything helpful for the assignment.
i want to sleep all day, wasting my time with doing nothing, just laying on my bed and having random thoughts about anything, everything.
i miss my mother. i miss being hugged.
i am being random, aight?

:(

weekend is coming. though i have things to do *hello assignments*, having fun still a must :) me and the girls went to karaoke and had some fun there, three hours non stop singing and dancing around. we had it all, from westlife to spice girls. from backstreet boys to boyzone. you name it, we sang it :D karaoke was soooo much fun. remembering the old times when we were still young and stupid and how we fancied those westlife boys *MARK!*
bytheway, i decided to take my outfit pictures again, i hope you dont mind :)

thrifted batik blouse, romp shorts, thrifted batik belt, bally bag

i really miss my boyfriend. its been almost a month now. i miss spending time with him while we are doing sleepover, sharing stories and end up sleeping while still hugging each other :(
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i just got tagged again, now by robin. tagging is the new black, is it? :D

rules:
1. everyone who get this award are obliged to write their recent love story & these rules in their new post
2. everyone who get this award are obliged to tag 7 of your friends who have an unique love story to be shared then they must do what you do as well

well. my recent love story.
err. i dont know how to start the story but i can say that my love story has never been better than this. my boyfriend is as perfect as he can be and our relationship is great. i mean, GREAT. we havent argued since, err.. i dont know, last century? i love him too much and he is being the best rock anytime i need him to be. he makes me strong, he makes me smile, he makes me laugh with all his stupid jokes. basically, he is my happiness :)

this picture is taken when we celebrate our first month anniversary. cant believe than next week we'll be together for one year and a half :)

the person i want to tag? no one :) if you feel like being tagged with this, please do. im not in the mood for tagging anyone right now so feel free to post this tagging thing oookay?

i think i have a headache. my head is kinda dizzy right now. zzz. bad bad bad. i need to sleep.

lets play!

i saw too much fashion blogs tonight that i feel like playing dress-up, so i pick a random outfit from my wardrobe.


my sister's cardigan, cotton-on racerback, forever 21 orange headband
*fyi, for those who think i didnt wear anything inside, i do wear shorts beneath my clothes ;D*

okay. i know this is a failed attempt to pretend like a fashion blog or something. i just have nothing else to do so i decided to do this thing and it was fun trying clothes and taking photos of yourself while you lock yourself alone in your bedroom :)

bytheway im half way done through anything related to college for this semester. i already submitted my basketball assignment and im pretty satisfied with what we (me and anggi) have done in less than two days only. we (me and dita) are halfway *err, or one third :D* through object oriented programming assignment. we just need to add a little this and that, make the report of the program, done! hopefully we can do it on time because we have to submit it by monday and present it by tuesday.
the cyberpreneurship project is halfway too. we did the meeting just tonight, talking about the presentation and the business plan, and yes, the meeting only lasted for less than half an hour. oh i love short meetings :D
hopefully everything will be done next weekend so i have time to relax for awhile before new year and final exam. hopefully :) *finger crossed*

tagged, again again again!

ive been tagged by lallaa, thankieees :)

The Rules :

The rules are simple. Use google image to search the answers to the quetions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.

Here We Go !

The Age of My Next Birthday

cant believe ill be 20 in less than 2 months :D

A place I’d like to travel

can anybody guess where is it? well, i believe the mosque in the middle of the picture tells everything : ) i miss home

a favourite place

i type 'bedroom' and this is one of the pictures that appeared. well, its not pictured my bedroom well, but yeah my bedroom is my favourite place to do almost everything

a favourite food

favourite thing

favourite color(s)

a city I was born

a city that you have ever lived in

guess where? :D i lived there for about a year or two when i was a toddler, and cant remember any of the memories i had there :(

a nickname I had

well, this is what i found when i searched for 'ausi'. you know im not an australian made ;p

college major

name of my love

i tried to search for 'hasbi' but the pictures appeared were mostly mas-mas and some freak guys :D

a bad habit

a hobby

wishlist

well, thats it! now i tag anggi, derisa, dita, bundo, ummu, doli, and robin! :D

randomissimo

december has already started, its been 2 weeks since. ive done my computer security assignment and did two mid term exams, computer security and object oriented programming. im working on my basketball and object oriented programming assignments. i will have physical test in running and else on wednesday for the basketball subject. me and the other group members will be working on the business plan and preparing the presentation for the business week exhibition starting thursday. and i havent meet my boyfriend for three weeks. its a new record. and i miss him, really.

time passes soooo fast. this is the sixth college week, and it means that there will be only one week left before the final exam week. and it means that i will be back home soon! in less than 1 month! yayyyy! i miss my friends back hoome, especially when i know that they are arranging some plans and i cant join them boohoo :(

i feel like buying ice cream and going to the park. oh i wish they have one here. while others playing kites, sitting down on the grass, sipping lemonade and eating sandwich. running around catching frisbee. lying down and seeing the bright sunny sky. dream oh dreaaam..

i just got my period today and this stomachache is unbearable..
until then, ciao!

sshh..

i got an award! thank youuuu anggi and bundooo! :D so here's the rules:
1. Put the logo on your blog
2. Add a link to the person who awarded you
3. Nominate at least 7 other blogs
4. Add link those blogs on yours
5. leave a message for you nominees on their blog.

number one? check!
number two? check!
number three? err...
im not in the mood for nominating or tagging things now so i think im gonna do this later *as soon as i have the mood to* :D
and number four and five are continuous with number three so they will be done later too.

its already sunday and i have to finish all of my assignment before next friday and i also have to study Object Oriented Programming because i will have the midterm on thursday while i have nooo idea what is it all about. yesterday me and my parter *dita* decided to do the oop assignment. unfortunately *or fortunately i might say : )* it end up being done by my heroes of the day reza kasyauqi and ilhamy putra. if both of you guys werent there yesterday.. a big big big big big big big thank youuuu for reza and hamy!! :D

i need to do the laundry because my laundry basket is already full but its mendung outside. and i need to copy all the oop lecture notes and tutorials because i need to study, really. and i need to go to grocery store because i have to buy mineral water *my water purifier betrayed me, and we became no friend anymore ;p* oh, and i cant send any sms to anyoneee! i hate it i hate it. i want to sms my mom but in my cellphone monitor it appeared 'message sending failed'. aaaaargh! i decided to call the digi customer service and the mbak2 said that she will reset the something-something so i can send sms again but i have to wait for four goddamn hours. aaaaargh!

tomorrow is idul adha. yippie and boo. i miss celebrating idul adha *and idul fitri* at home. i miss the feeling. i miss the togetherness. i miss the food. i miss meeting my family. i miss being surrounded by people i love and loving me back. sometimes i feel like throwing up because i am sick of being here. being here is fun in some ways, really, but nothing compares to your own home, right? : ) i just want to be in a place where i can find peace and love. no hatred, no jealousy, no two-faced people, no talking behind someone's back, no hurtful and untrue gossips, no rudeness. oh i miss my family. :(

rrr

its freezing cold here. im wearing my pinky sweater doubled up with my t shirt while im still wearing my favourite green boxer so i end up look half preppy half loony now. mind my dressing way.
i just got home after watching twilight. yay! i finally watch it and finally figure out why oh why girls are so hysterical about robert pattinson. and ive found out that he's very hot and sweet and protective and cool in that film. no wonder i keep saying "ouwww so sweet" during the movie. i havent read the book yet *i will!*, and in my opinion the film was quite good although the vampire thingy is not my cup of tea :D the cars were very cool also. and the way robert treated his girlfriend, auwwww i just cant help to say "soooo sweeeet" too many times.

i just found out a very shocking fact. im not gonna post about it now because im too shock and im still analyzing the fact.
until then,
ciao! :D

merry berry

its already december friends. couldnt believe that it is already at the end of the year! oh my god, time passes too fast! by the way, i love year's end. it means holiday *christmas and new year*, short semester *yes! two months only!* and its getting nearer to my next birthday *which means i will be TWENTY oh god* well, celebration for me is not really important but i would like to make a wishlist here and let's just hope that santa (or my bestfriends or my parents or my siblings or an unknown-very-generous person) will see this posting and grant my wish(es). err, or just pretend like they will do that, okay? so here goes the wishlist

fish-eye 2 lomography camera

this has been my favourite lomographic camera of all time. ive been adoring this cutie since they launch its bigger brother, the fish eye 1. i am still thinking about buying this because when i convert the price from ringgit to rupiah, it seems expensive and im not ready to splurge my money hehe but i'll find a way to get this baby straight into my hand ; )

acer aspireone mini-pc

i have posted about this little baby before. at the beginning, i didnt really pay attention to those kind of mini-pcs but now i like them soo much because they are small and soo cute and much more affordable and simpler and all you need to do little things with a computer, they have it

bangkok trip


im dying to go to bangkok! the problemo is..... no company. huhuu. my friends are more interested in go to phuket or hongkong while i am sooo exciting to go to bangkok. unfortunately the politic situation in bangkok in unstable right now so its kinda dangerous to go there but it doesnt make me down at all. i still want to go there *someday someday* i even checked the package price including airplane fare and hotel fee. and its affordable! yay! so bangkok, we'll meet soon *after i have someone who wants to accompany me* :D

a pair of jeans *or two ;p*
this is not exactly what i want but this is exactly what i need since one of my jeans is luntur *hiks* and the other one is in danger condition and the others are kegedan *ciaelah* so i really need a pair of jeans but i have no time to find one although its already sale season. hopefully in the next two weeks or so i already have a new one so my luntur and dangerous jeans can rest themselves in peace :D

well, i think thats all *for now :D* since i cant remember the other things i want. im gonna update this post as soon as i remember my other wishes but until that time, ciao! :D

:D

its 3 am in the morning and tomorrow i will have a super duper ultra mega difficult exam, computer security, baby. ive been reading the materials since last week but none of them stick in my brain. i feel a little disappointed with myself because deep down i know i can do this, im just waaaay too lazy ; )
bytheway, pet society is in the christmas edition where they have the christmas tree and else and it is soooo cute. i cant help to play it :D and oh, ecca just gave me this game about mix and match clothes. i tell you, it is soooo addictive. dont bother trying or you'll end up like me, forget about exam and keep playing eventhough i know i HAVE to study : (
do you realize that next monday is idul adha? time passes soooo fast, aight? so this idul adha will be my third time celebrating far away from home. i kinda get used to it but still, i miss lebaran time at home. and i cant go home because too many assignments waiting to be done. so far i havent finish any of them so i have to push myself and kick my ass to work harder and harder.
its getting colder here in my room and i still have to read all six chapters that will be tested tomorrow. just wish me a very good luck then. ciao! :D