it's raining outside, so i just sit and type

i am officially flu. and yes i have sinusitis so my nose is acting like hell right now. i already taken two and a half strips of neozep, and that means ten tablets of them. argghh. and my body isnt feeling better at all. i kept sneezing and coughing for the last three days. i had several pills of vitamin and they didnt help at all. what am i suppose to dooooo???

bythewayyyy my feelings are getting random these days. i feel like being organized, but i am waaaay too lazy to be one. although my room is such a mess right now. i need to clean all the papers from last semester and start printing and photocopying those notes from this semester. and here's a random update: i will have a quiz tomorrow. for a subject called computer security. well i guess it teaches you how to protect your computer to be secure. to be honest i didnt get anything from the lecturer because he speaks too slow and low and i always sit at the back of the class (because im late, of course) and the best thing i can do is listening to my ipod, or doodling, or talking to other friends, or just bengong-bengong imagining something. see? im bad bad bad.

im getting bored. with all the situations. you know. ive been repeating the same old routine for the last two years. ive been living in the same old neighborhood for the last two years. ive been eating at the same places for the last two years. i want to do something exciting! i need to do something exciting! exciting in my way of interpreting excitement. i want to go somewhere and explore the nature's beauty. i want to eat at someplace i never visited before. i want to meet new people. i want to meet my old pals and do stupid things. i want to learn to bake. i want to learn to write properly. i need some changes in my life. and guess what is the obstacle? yes it is, my laziness.

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this is a recap for what ive done last holiday. basically i did nothing, mostly at home sleeping and eating because most of my friends were busy with their uts so i ended up being the only one available. went to a couple of mall, buying nothing, but eyeing lotsa things ; )
went to bandung pulang pergi, met some bestfriends there and yesssss one day is not enough! i wish i can be there for 3 days or more biar puasss! met my junior high bestfriends and went to karaoke and almost lost my voice because i was too excited singing songs hahaha oh i love karaoke! met my bestest also while celebrating sheera's pre birthday party. we were going to a new hype place in front of kff and im sure it is the new it-place in kemang. bener banget emang. as i saw in paranioa, the place is used for a weekly party organized by LA cool menthol and yes the party is on malem minggu and could you imagine the traffic? well i didnt drive much last holiday, but i went to pim on saturday and it was a nightmareeeee! and yes i was going with my mum so i cant curse and i have to be patient and i cant drive fast and my mom keep shocking me with her high voice saying awas kiri awas kanan awas depan awas motor awas angkot awas nabrak awas orang nyebrang hahahaha i prefer having a driver now because the traffic is just crazyyyy. met up with hasbi for a couple of times but mostly on saturday night. well thats my holiday basically. i was planning to go to jogja but i was too lazy to go there. maybe next holiday.
keadaan indonesia makin parah aja (menurut gue). walaupun banyak yang bilang pemerintahan SBY bikin indonesia semakin baik, tapi yang gue liat di tv semakin banyak orang miskin, semakin banyak bencana, semakin banyak penyakit, dan semakin banyak hal-hal buruk lainnya. dan mirisnya, semakin banyak orang kaya yang semakin kaya. kenapa ya?

geje

im back!
yay yay yay
and this trimester, nafsu makan dan belanja gue menggila entah kenapa. cuma alhamdulillah masih bisa ditahan soalnya antara sengaja atau ngga sengaja, dompet gue cuma berisi beberapa belas ringgit maksimal, jadi ga bisa beli apa-apa juga hehehe

ringgit lagi mahal nih, kasian nyokap gueeeeeeee dari pertama dateng sampe sekarang, ringgit udah naik kurang lebih 500 rupiah dari 2500 ke 3000. itu berarti budget kuliah gue udah membengkak 1/5 dari budget awal. aaaaaaa maaf ya mama papaaaa aku akan berusaha lulus kuliah dengan segera hiehehehe

malaysia lagi musim ujan, sama kaya di jakarta. roman-romannya sih kalo ujan gini gue bakal jarang kuliah jadi yaa kita liat aja attendance gue semester ini kaya apa hiehehe
udah ah. gue laper *padahal baru abis makan*
ill catch up later! mwahmwah!

this is

this is somehow sad

while this is funny and sarcasticall pictures are taken from http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

>.<

gue sedih tak terkira. sejauh ini, dari 4 exam yang udah gue kerjain, belom ada yang memuaskan sama sekali. semester kemaren, masih ada exam yang abis gue kerjain gue ngerasa puas dan yakin kalo gue bisa. tapi sekaraaaang? keadaan sudah berubah jendral. hidup tak lagi sama. roda dunia ini berputar. *lebay
tapi bener deh, apalagi exam mathematical techniques II sama exam technical communication tadi.
ngacoo parahhh. dan yang bikin tambah sedih, coursework gue ngga bagus-bagus amat jadi ngga bisa kepedean bakal pass juga. gue bener-bener sedih banget sampe pengen nangis waktu pas keluar ruangan abis exam math tech. kayanya gimanaaa gitu gue udah belajar ehhh ternyata tetep ngga bisa juga ngerjainnya huksss.

bythewayyyy exam gue bersisa dua lagi, computer programming II sama database systems. abis itu langsunggggggg leha-leha ke langkawi. doakan perjalanan gue lancar ga ada rintangan dan halangan. amiin : ) doakan juga exam gue yang dua ini lancar biar gue bisa liburan dengan tenang dan damai tanpa beban dan tekanan. amiiin : ) i'll post everything if i have spare time later *sok sibuk hahaha
oh yes, on ther 18th, i will be back for 3 weeks to jakarta. yes yes yes! i miss home too much! and like usual, gue bakal hiatus dari blog ini karenaaaaa tiada lain tiada bukan adalah koneksi internet dirumah gue udah minta dimusuhin banget. ookkaaaayyy thats it and ciao! :D

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when i thought i have someone to runaway into, i apparently dont.

(ahemm)

jadi gini ceritanya.
sebenernya gue lagi ceting sm pacar gue, tapii tiba-tiba dia kelaperan terus mau bikin mie dulu.
alhasil gue ditinggal dan meninggilah semangat gue untuk browsing ke web-web yang tak biasanya di browsing.
and believe me, these could make your day : )

*what if the world could vote?
this web is aimed to see whether the world mostly vote for Obama or McCain. and yes, Obama definitely won the world people's heart!

*i see faces everywhere
for me, this is very funny and somewhow refreshing. the faces are cute! : )

and if you haven't feel good enough, take a look at this

*

kadang-kadang, hal yang paling lo pengen datengnya belakangan dan jarang, atau bahkan ngga pernah dateng
kadang-kadang, hal yang paling ngga lo pengen datengnya duluan dan terus-menerus
well, i guess that is called life, 'aight?

a little

exam is just around the corner!
dan setelah gw teliti, ada satu exam yang akan dilaksanakan di hari MINGGU. yes, sunday it is.
siaaaal. mana ada sih kampus yang bikin exam hari minggu jam sembilan pagi?!?!?!
ada, kampus GUE.
hikss.
senen gw udah mulai exam, data communication and telecommunication system.
gue daritadi belajar ngga bisa-bisa konsen entah kenapa.
aaargh.
i need to concentrate. concentrate. concentrate.
i better be studying.

lebaran

happy ied mubarak
minal aidin wal faidzin, mohon maaf lahir batin
:)