pms

ive been very sensitive lately. dikit-dikit sedih, dikit-dikit kesel, dikit-dikit bawaannya pengen marah, dikit-dikit stres. mungkin karena lagi bulan puasa, godaan emang banyak. mungkin juga karena gue kayanya bentar lagi mau dapet. mungkin juga akumulasi dari kangen rumah dan tugas+exam yang numpuk banget. mungkin juga karena orang-orang emang lagi nyebelin *alesan :D
entah kenapa emang gue lagi gampang banget sedih dan kesel, padahal kadang-kadang penyebabnya ngga penting banget.
semoga aja cuma sebentar, capek sedih sama kesel terus.
:)

by the way, selamat puasa hari ke 6 :)

-

i wanna go home
:(

fakkin schedule

9 september: mid probability and statistics
10 september: mid data communication and telecommunication system
12 september: due date assignment computer programming
due date assignment mathematical techniques II
19 september: due date assignment database system
24 september: labtest computer programming
due date assignment probability and statistics


im gonna die, soon.

:(

satu hal yang paling ngga enak tentang kuliah di luar negri:
puasa dan lebaran jauh dari rumah.
well, unless you have your whole family with you abroad.
hiks.
i miss home :(
i miss waking up for sahur and watching some unimportant acara lawak while sahur
i miss iklan-iklan makanan dan minuman menjelang buka yang bikin laper
i miss watching sinetron ramadhan
i miss buying various es and bubur for buka
i miss teraweh di mesjid deket rumah
i miss my family :(

doh.

ive been busy lately with all the assignments and exams. no time for watching-sex-and-the-city-for-the-gazillion-time-while-eating-sack-of-chips-or-anything. i need my free time back!
tomorrow will be the last day of august, which means, the day after is the first day of ramadhan (and september, of course). im so exited, yet afraid. knowing that i am, a heavy eater ;)
september seems like the busiest month of all. i have three exams left in september, and not to forget five, oh yes, FIVE assigments submission. and at the end of the month, i still have to study for the upcoming final exams at the beginning of october. :( seems like this situation never ends.

oh, well, since the day after tomorrow is the first day of ramadhan, i would like to apologize for all my fault (and i know, i did a lot of mistakes). : ) mohon maaf lahir batin. hope this ramadhan will be the time to re-purifying ourselves to be a better human being :)

to whom it may concern

thank you, you are successfully ruining my life.

yours (not so) faithfully.


this letter is dedicated to all my exams and assignments. darn you.

grief

have you ever thought about how you feel if you lost somebody you love so much? by love i mean not only lovers, but also family and bestfriends. i am not a social person, but for me, people i love is my biggest, and i might say only, supporter. i cant even imagine how would i be, if i lost someone i love. i cant even imagine what would i suppose to do, if i lost one of my family members. well, bestfriend is hard to find, but you still can find them. but family? if you lost your parent, would you be able to find another parent?
this afternoon i heard a news that one of my bestfriend's father passed away. i wondered how she feels like when she heard the news. my deepest condolence is with her. sabar ya tas.. : )

argh

i just finished the hardest exam ever.
and the bad news is, i didnt do it well :(

dear,

is there always right or wrong in life, or we have a grey side in between them?

curhat

aku kangen teman-temankuuuu! :(


pengen pulaaaaang!! :(