dancing in the moonlight♫

hi;

2011-12-19T10:45:00.004+08:00

udah lama banget ga ngeblog. i know, this blog has been abandoned for too long. not that i dont love, not that i dont care, not that ive been dead. i was just.. lazy. kenapa malas sekali? sejujurnya karena ive been pretty occupied with some other things, like, lets say.. life? this year has been a rollercoaster for me. too many things happened. until the middle of this year, my work has been my life. there were times when i had to work from 9 am to 7 am the next day with only 30 minutes of sleep which was not really a sleep. more to curi-curi closing my eyes for 5 minutes, times by 6. but it paid off, (i think) my work has been acknowledge and the bosses know that i worked hard.

things happened this year. some that i never thought will happen, but apparently it did. i officially graduated, i went to places ive never been, i lost someone, i met new people, i saw new things, i had my heart broken. i learned a lot of things. i learned to believe, not to believe, to let go, to accept, to be more mature, to understand, to stand on my ground, to appreciate, to say sorry and mean it, to be thankful. i learned that people change. i learned that love and hate is separated by just a very thin line. i learned that nothing lasts forever. i learned that i could never please everyone. i learned to listen to my heart.

am i happy? yes. without doubt, this year is the hardest, so far. but i guess, this is how things have to be, so just let it be. i made mistakes, a lot of them. i hurt people, some of them badly. i took wrong steps, said wrong words, do wrong things. but thats life. i took risks. some paid off, some didnt. i never know what life will bring me, but thats the excitement, no?

EMO-tion

2011-10-07T21:52:00.002+08:00

minggu lalu adalah minggu termellow sepanjang tahun ini kayaknya. dimulai dari kerjaan yang ngga ada abis-abisnya, deadline yang semakin mendekat, jalanan yang semakin hari semakin macet *hai KL, kamu kok sekarang udah semakin mirip jakarta?*, capeknya luarrrr binasa deh pokoknya. GONG!nya adalah jumat minggu lalu pagi-pagi ada meeting. berharap dateng jam 9 biar bisa santai-santai sarapan sebelum meeting, eh jalanan gak bersahabat, sampailah di kantor jam setengah sepuluh, yang mana adalah jam meeting dimulai.

duduk, dengerin, catet-catet, curi-curi browsing. sampe tiba-tiba disuruh pesen sarapan. yang nyuruh bukannya bos yaa, tapi klien gue aja gitu. lah, siapa dia? emosi sih, tapi yaudahlah ya, dia pengen makan gratis kali. pesenlah 5 porsi sarapan beserta minumnya. eh, abis makanannya dateng, terus disuruh minta sambel ke tukang makanannya. loh? kok ngelunjak. yaudahlah ya, tetep gue ambilin itu sambel. padahal guenya nggak makan! sama sekali! ih!

diakhiri dengan perdebatan tentang sesuatu, terus gue mau komen karena menurut gue, ini bagian gue, gue tau, dan dia gak tau tau amat *yes, ini masih ngomongin si klien itu*. eh, gue baru mulai ngomong satu kata, dia ngasih tangan semacam raja, nyuruh gue diem, seakan-akan ini gak penting dan gausah diurusin. and it happened twice in a row.

udah dong ya, emosi gue udah gak ngerti lagi. nahan nangissss karena masih harus jelasin ini itu. sampe meetingnya kelar, langsung kaburrr ke kamar mandi. gak tahan, netes, netes, netes, mewek deh di wc. kupikir setelah itu udah tuh, tenang, ternyata ibu CEO ngeliat muke gue kok senep amat. langsung dipanggil dan diajak ngomong. begoknya, karena masih emosi, gue mewek lagi. yes, didepan ibu CEO. untungnya beliau pengertian dan perhatian. gue malah dihibur dan diberi nasehat serta wejangan. disuruh belajar sabar dan gak ambil semuamuanya ke hati.

ternyata belum berakhir juga. jumat sorenya seakan-akan dunia konspirasi mau bikin gue tambah emosi lahir batin. jalanan macetnya luarrrrr biasa. padahal gak ada apa-apa. it took me 1.5 hours to reach home. biasanya cuma 15 menit ajah. sampe rumah langsunggg mbrebes mili mewek lagi karena merasa capek, useless, gak bertujuan, dikit-dikit salah, dan merasa sendirian. lengkaplah sudahhh. mewek sampe capekkk dan ketiduran.

ternyata emang PMS yaaa, pantes aja. gue sensinya berlebihan minggu kemaren. jadi anak paling emo sedunia kayaknya. dikit-dikit marah, ngambek, sedih. cih. menstruasi, kamu gitu amat ya. aku capek loh emosi naik turun semacam yoyo gini. udah ya? bulan depan jangan gini lagi? *sodorin kelingking*

fashgasm

2011-08-25T10:23:00.004+08:00

MAU BANGET.

mmhhhhh..

*all images are from theselby

series of unfortunate events

2011-08-23T11:05:00.004+08:00

kemarin adalah hari ter-penuh tantangan selama bulan ramadhan. entah kenapa deh, bawaannya emooo aja. sampe tiba-tiba kangen rumah banget dan pingin nangis.

diawali dari bangun dan ke kantor seperti biasa. cuaca udah mendung-mendung seakan tau hati gue sendu *caelah*. sejujurnya sih bukan sendu, tapi lebih kearah males dan gak terima kalo udah senin lagi. sampe kantor disambut oleh.. gak ada kerjaan. yaudah lah ya, browsing sana sini. tiba-tiba merasakan, kok ada yang aneh. ternyata, gigi geraham belakang gue numbuh dan sakit. SAKIT BANGET. pas dikacain eh ternyata emang miring numbuhnya. jadilah tiap nelen ludah, nyengir, atau ketawa sedikit heboh langsung sakit. udah ya, bete #1 deh tuh. melalui hari yang lambat cuma dengan browsing browsing (kerja dikiiiiit aja) terus nunggu di review sama bos-bos.

jadi tuh emang giliran semua karyawan di review (dan naik gaji, harusnya). entah kenapa giliran kita-kita yang islam dan puasa ini kok mepet bener sama magrib, padahal udah boleh pulang dari jam 5 harusnya. terus ibu bos nyadar, jadi dirubah tuh urutannya, yang gak puasa harap sabar nunggu, teman-teman muslim yang cantik duluan. harusnya. pada kenyataannya sih tetep yee, tiba-tiba si iran islam ktp yang ngakunya atheis kok duluan? yaudah deh gak papa. masih sabar. temen 1 batch gue baru kelar review, pertanyaan pertama gue 'did you get a raise?' yang dengan manis dijawab dengan gelengan. sedih dong gue. artinya no naik gaji sampe taun depan. mau dikasih makan apa anak-anak dirumah? gimana cita-cita gue punya segenggam berlian? liburan ke bora-bora? pupus sudah semua impian *pundung, menciut jadi segede kismis* bete #2 nih ceritanya.

posisi udah ngegeletakin kepala di meja sampe ketiduran dan mimpi. udah setengah 7 aja cin. tunggu punya tunggu, tinggal gue dong islam cantik terahir. emang bos-bos tau ya gue mure, dikasih giliran ke berapa aja nurut. tapi ini bulan puasa loh, gue kan gak mau buka puasa di kantor. tiba-tiba si iran islam ktp #2 nge-print review form. KOK GILIRAN DIA DULUAN? DIA KAN GAK PUASAA! *oh yea, i literally almost scream in the room saking udah emosinya. jangan lupa kalo gue masih sakit gigi* bete #3. ternyata pas temen gue yang lagi di review keluar, ibu bos dateng ke ruangan dan manggil... GUE. yea, i put my most win face ke si iran islam ktp #2. maunya sih joget ala chicken dance tapi bos-bos udah nunggu.

masuklah gue ke dalem ruangan. udah nggak deg-degan karena emosi udah berkecamuk nungguin kelamaan. dibacain self-review, komen orang-orang, apa yang harus diimprove, rencana kedepannya, dll dll yang sejujurnya udah kebaca banget. most of the things that they said i did say it myself in my self-review form. tiba-tiba pakbos #1 ngetik sesuatu di laptopnya, trus nyikut-nyikut ibu bos suruh baca. terus pakbos #2 ngetik sesuatu juga. terus ibu bos manggut-manggut seakan setuju. dan tiba-tiba, 'we will give you a raise of blablablablablablabla' blakangnya gak penting yang penting gue naik gaji.

ALHAMDULILLAH. setelah bete bertubi-tubi. berkah ramadhan ini judulnya *sujud syukur*.

dan tadi pagi gue bangun, eeeh ternyata eke datang bulan.

pantesan aja gue emo kemarenan.

*nyengir gede* *ngunyah keripik tempe* *maap lagi gak puasa*

ahem

2011-08-21T00:53:00.003+08:00

iya, jadi ceritanya sih sok mau rajin posting. tapi kok postingan terakhirnya hampir 1 bulan yang lalu? kenapa? *tanya pada rumput yang bergoyang* sungguh aku tidak sibuk, karena sejujurnya project kantor baruuuu aja kelar. yang ada, kerjaan gue tiap hari cuma bengong menatap laptop, baca-baca blog orang *kepo*, baca-baca forum, dan sudah bisa dipastikan berujung pada belanja online yang pastinya bikin bangkrut.

ngomong-ngomong ya, sebentar lagi bulan puasa abiis. sejujurnya gue sedih. kayaknya, bulan puasa ini adalah bulan puasa yang paling ngga bulan puasa buat gue. gimana mau berasa bulan puasa kalo di kantor gue dikelilingi orang-orang yang ngga puasa. jadi ya berasa hari biasa aja, cuma ngga makan dan minum. beda rasanya kalo di rumah, aura ramadhan berasaaaaa banget. kalo udah azan magrib rasanya seneeeeeng banget. belom lagi disini mau teraweh susah karena mesjidnya jauh *alesan*. dan sepanjang 21 hari bulan ramadhan ini, gue cuma sekali bangun dan sahur. sekali aja. sisanya? bablas angine. langsung inget kalo dirumah pasti dibangunin, udah ada makanan, sahur bareng sambil nonton lawak-lawak kurang bermutu, sampe akhirnya subuh terus solat bareng. jadi kangen rumah *mewek*

tapiii tapiii tapiii, gue bakal pulang minggu depan! yay! walaupun dikata jakarta makin lama makin macet, makin semrawut, dan makin banyak mobil (dan motor), tapi aye tetep cinte! gimanapun juga disana tempat lahir beta, dibuai dibesarkan bunda *nyanyi*. layaknya lagu slank, i miss you but i hate you. nyokap gue bilang sih cinere udah semakin menggila macetnya, intolerable lah pokoknya. ada sih, sedikiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit (satu partikel atom aja *cie ilmiah*) perasaan ga pengen pulang karena malessss banget ketemu macet, chaos, kesenjangan sosial, de el el de el el, tapii tapii tapii gimana lagi dong, ibu bapak (kakek nenek kakak adek tante oom) disitu semua. jadi, gue memutuskan untuk pulang! *ya emang kan?*

oiya, 1 lagi. dirgahayu Indonesia ke 66! tua tua keladi, makin tua makin jadi! jadi apa? jadi bagus dooooong!

makeover

2011-07-30T21:19:00.003+08:00

As you can see, I revamped the blog and changed the layout. This reminds me of how I used to struggle with all CSS and HTML just to come up with the layout that I like. I didnt use any CSS and HTML now tho, too lazy. And doing CSS and HTML remind me of what I studied so yeah, no thank you.

On another note, I gained weight. Yea yea yea, just like old times. But this time, I cant lose it back. Too busy to workout and I keep eating like a pig. blame my work and the location of my project. Just go downstairs and you can find mini markets *notice the S*. Turn left and you'll find indian restaurant with a nice banana leaf rice. Turn right and you'll find chinese stalls. Go far a bit and you'll find malay stalls. Drive for 5 minutes and you'll find a huge shopping complex with lotsa choice of eating places. Blame my work that makes me stay in the office until late and have my dinner after normal hours. Blame my office mates that always ask me to buy something to munch.

AND, BLAME MYSELF. That cannot resist the temptation. That is too lazy to workout. That is always craving for foods.

I really really have to lose weight. Hopefully bulan puasa can be the perfect time to do so *crossing fingers*

Happy fasting everyone. May we all be blessed during this holy month :)

HELLO I AM BACK!

2011-07-30T20:26:00.002+08:00

I miss this blog. I miss writing and whining. The latest update is last year. Wow. Cannot say I've been busy because I haven't been THAT busy not to write anything. Lets just say that I've been too lazy. As usual, laziness kills.

Too many things happened during this one year. How about recapping what have happened?

1. I GRADUATED *harus huruf besar*

Yes. I am now officially a Bachelor of IT (Hons. Security Technology). After four years struggling with things I dont like and dont really understand, finally! I havent had my graduation tho. Blame my lame uni for that.

2. I got a job

Currently Im working as an analyst in one of a software house company in KL. Have to say that I've been blessed. After 2 months being unemployed, I started to get bored and decided to apply to some companies. I still remember how it happened. I applied in the afternoon. Couple of hours later I got a call from one of the company, asking to have an interview. Two days later, I came to KL to have an interview with them. They straightaway offered me the job, but I decided not to take it on the spot since I had another interview the next day. Long story short, the other company sucked and I decided to take the offer. I didnt regret since I got so much experiences. I learned a lot during this 8 months and I believe I will still learn so many things.

3. I moved out from Melaka

Yes, after almost five years staying there, I finally moved out and moved in KL. Very different cities, I might say. KL reminds me of Jakarta, which I really love. My housemates are super nice and we're getting closer like a family. I cant be more blessed :)

Basically those are three major things happened in my life. Others are still the same. I still love shoes, I still eat a lot *by the way, I gained weight like A LOT. Different story tho*, and I still have the same boyfriend that I love :)

We'll see if I can keep up with this blog like last time. I really miss blogging tho. Reading my old posts reminded me of how free I was last time and blogging was so much fun!

~.~

2010-05-07T11:30:00.002+08:00

HAIII!!!!!

err..

hai?

hello? *ngintip dibalik pintu*

i am very very very very very sorry, its been two months since my last post :( i really want to! sumpah! but college never been this hectic, together with the final project, total of six assignments, numerous quiz, midterms, not to tell you errands like renewing my student visa, finding internship place, and de blah and de blahh

but nooow, im proudly pronounce that my final year project is finisheeeeeed!!! completed!!!! and im soooo proud of myself! :)

how are youuuu people? i miss this blog :( i miss writing and whining and telling stories. although i update my other blog and my twitter daily (mostly), but writing long sentences and stories without characters limit is something different. i read other people blogs and always think to write in this blog but there's just no time :( but its all over now, i just have to be focus on final exams and my college life is (unofficially) finish.

starting next month, i will be working as an intern in one of the IT Support company for the national aviation company (yes, it is g*rud* :D) for four months. i never worked before. at least as a corporate girl. am i scared? of courseee!!! i dont know what to do, what to say, how to act, i dont even know what to wear! but that's another matter, the most important thing here is i finally have a place to do my internship and yes, my final year project is done, and now im one week away from going back home :)

life is hard for the past 4 months but its still good, indeed :) ive been blessed with soooooo many things, seen and unseen, and i cant thank God enough for that. there are times that i felt like everything is falling apart, like all the things im doing is not right and not on track, but finally its all happening :)

lets just say that this is a new start for me, and this blog too :) i will keep posting things but i guess that's all for now.

XXOO

pheww

2010-03-02T10:59:00.001+08:00

*this posting has been stuck in my draft for more than a month, finally i finished it :)*

this first week of new trimester of college doesnt seem to occupy me much. well, last monday and tuesday i only got one class each day, 5-7. wednesday and thursday were holiday, and friday i only have class from 8-12. oh yeah. so my time were wasting on sleeping, browsing, and daydreaming mostly. its not that i love being lazy, but i have to be productive. its only the second week of a new year!

sooo, in order to make myself more productive, i decided to write a blog post rather than just laying in my bed thinking about things that will not happen in a million years ;p the posting is inspired by anggi's post that told about her 100 fact. i think i never done this before so i'll try, we'll see on what number i'll stuck later :D

1. im going to have my 21st birthday in less than a month, and honestly, a very little part of me doesnt want that to happen (so fast) <-- already happened :D

2. i love food. i can stare numbers of photos of delicious food and feel an orgasmic feeling after that

3. i was in love with basketball and i think i still got thrilled everytime i watch the game

4. i am not a social person, i love being alone

5. but i have very amazing bestfriends who are always there with me :)

6. i am messy but organized

7. i love making lists, it makes me feel busy

8. i dont make my bed everyday, just when i feel like making it up

9. i love reading better than watching

10. i like the color black, that's why most of my gadgets are black

11. i dont wear wrist watch until i am in college

12. i dont like wearing clothes with collar, that describes why my wardrobe mostly filled with tshirts

13. i am bad with remembering things

14. i love math, like LOVE it

15. while bad boys attract me, good boys are my preference for boyfriend

16. i love shoes more than bags

17. i dont drink coffee, i just dont like the taste

18. i only have two options in starbucks, hot chocolate or vanilla frappuccino

19. my dream is to be a psychologist, too bad it has to be ended due to several reasons

20. my family is my first priority, that's why i sacrifice some things to make them happy

21. i hate flying, but i love being in a plane

22. i am a long-term relationship girl :)

23. most of the time, i know it when people are talking about me behind my back, hate me, or angry with me

24. i always believe that if you want something badly to happen, it will. we just dont know the time

25. i am a proud javanese. javanese culture and traditions are very cool to me

26. most of my friends dont know that my ancestor from my mother's side is from turkey, while from my father's side is from china

27. i love self-development book. it makes me feel better if it doesnt make me better

28. kitchen is the most attractive part of the house for me

29. i wish i learned how to paint, or draw, or dance

30. i believe in the power of prayer

31. my younger sister is clearly not my BFF but i love her to death and i'll give the best for her

32. i have a long torso and a short leg, weird

33. i always thought that i am weird, and yes my friends said that i am

34. my parents is the only reason i stayed in this country studying things i dont really like and trying hard to keep up my academic performance

35. i am not into animals, but kittens and puppies are surely cute

36. i know money is not everything, but i wish i had all the money in the world to help other people to have a better living

37. i like to sing ;p

38. i love my country no matter how bad it is

39. stationeries amuse me, so does cooking equipment

40. i dont dream to be a chef but i really want to be a great cook

41. i want to be a secretary, i dont know why ;p

42. i dont match with anything touch screen

43. carrot is my favorite vegetable

44. i check my email and celebrity news website couple times a day

45. i prefer flip-flops than any other footwear

46. i cant stand high-heels

47. 13 is my favorite number, and it also my birth date

48. it takes me more than a month to continue this posting simply because i am stuck with the facts

49. i am a big spender, really. thats why i never have a lot of money in my wallet

50. i want to work in a magazine. or tv station. i know i will never be a corporate girl that sit 8-5 in the office

51. im a magazine whore, i bought at least one once a month and finish reading it the day that i bought it

52. im a fast reader, and typer

53. im not a telaten kind of person, you know, yang ngurusin barang2nya dgn bener, disayang dan dirawat? no, im just too messy

54. i always want to go to brasil since i watched metro tv on '10 best hotel in the world'

55. i am allergic to crab, and i feel that its a blessing since the price of the crab is always the expensive one in the resto ;p

56. my boyfriend is like my vitamin, he cheers me up without having to do anything particular

57. i dont smoke and drink, at all, not even in special event whatsoever

58. i love babies, the one that not yelling and crying all the time ;p

59. i am good in planning, im just not that good in executing the plan :D

60. i like collecting quotes, especially those about happiness, being thankful, and blessing

61. i feel like God loves me sooo much that i always get whatever i want, although not always exactly by the time i want it, but still :)

62. i have proved that i can live without my cellphone, my blackberry, my laptop, and internet connection. huzzah!

63. i have a certain imagination on how i picture my future, and the animation 'Up' is one of my reference. i want to grow old with my husband just like that :)

64. i expect things high, thats why i get disappointed way too much by my own expectation

65. i am a sucker for romantic comedy movies

66. i cried easily, im a real tear jerker

67. it takes a lot of courage for me to.. take a bath ;p

68. i wonder, why most of my things are black, white, or grey? im such a monochrome girl

69. i am a kepengenan girl, for those who interact with me, please dont get bored of me saying 'eh pingin ini deh.. pingin itu deh..' please..

70. i never go into public school. kindergarten-university? private school. period.

71. my parents never spoil me, never. ever. so now that i am responsible with my own financial (from my parents of course), i spoiled myself with shoes or clothes or nice food once in a while

72. a lot of people think i am a spoiled brat but no. d'oh. like i said before, my parents never spoil me with any toys or anything. even they dont give me birthday present if i dont ask *and i rarely ask*

73. and a lot of people think i am a naughty girl who likes to go clubbing and get drunk and all. you dont know me, at all

74. i hate busybodies. mind your own business, people

75. i love love love love my grandma. i would give her anything. literally, ANYTHING!

76. my PMS schedule is two weeks-one week before my period. thank God, my boyfriend understands this very much

77. some particular people think i am a lazy dumb girl, but here's a fact for you: i got accepted at the most prestigious university in bandung *yes it is ITB ;p*, civil engineering. suck it.

78. i dont care what my tooth brush and tooth paste brand are

79. polaroid and other instant cameras amuse me

80. the only green vegetable that i like is broccoli

81. i love airports, they give me excitement, anxiety, and thrill at the same time

82. i dont like bolognaise sauce for my pasta (or anything)

83. i dont like rain

84. i whine a lot, like A LOT. i am trying to reduce it tho :)

85. i am (usually) punctual, i dont like being late

86. i enjoy driving alone, listening to the radio and singing together with the music

87. i am a city girl, there, i admit it. i like skyscrappers, and malls, and traffic (!)

88. i cant stand crowded places

89. thats why i dont like clubs. and the fact that the place is smoke factory, i dont belong there

90. i always say that i want to be skinny, but in fact, i dont really care ;p

91. my dream car is BMW 7-series. thats it.

92. i love something personalized and/or customized. i feel like im special ;p

93. i dont like strawberry milk

94. i like traditions. every meaning behind each tradition is fascinating

95. my first attempt to learn to drive a car is when im 14 years old

96. i love watching sports, any kind of sports, except boxing

97. and i loooooooove watching wrestling game ;p

98. my biggest dream is to have a free school for children

99. i never thought i could do this 100 facts but yeah i almost done!

100. 5 things im obsessed with: wedding, food, kitchen, scenery, and quotes

TA DAAAAA! I DID IT! I DID IT! *loncat-loncat macam dora the explorer*

mr. curiosity

2010-03-02T00:18:00.004+08:00

gue lagi semangat posting deh, entah kenapa. untungnya ini seiring sama gue (agak sedikit) semangat ngerjain tugas dan urusan-urusan kampus lainnya. alhamdulillah juga mendapat sedikiiiiiiit pencerahan buat tempat magang, although nothing fixed yet tapi gue jadi semangat lagi setelah kemaren digantungin dan ditolak-tolakin sama beberapa perusahaan. tadi malem sebelom tidur gue semangat banget loh memulai bulan maret ini. kebetulan setiap senin gue kelas jam 8 pagi, dan biasanya gue ngantuk buanget dan ga niat kelas. beda sama bulan ini, bulan baru semangat baru doong?

harusnya.

tapi, pada kenyataannya, gue kebangun jam setengah delapan, memutuskan buat tidur lagi sebentar karena emang niat telat masuk kelasnya. eh alarm gue bukannya di snooze malah gue matiin. yang ada kebablasan sampe setengah sembilan lewat (!) yasutralah, langsung sms titip absen (yang ujung-ujungnya ternyata ga diabsenin -_-). akhirnya gue kebangun lagi jam 10, nyalain komputer, cek email (KOK NGGA ADA EMAIL INTERVIEW SIIH?!), sarapan roti panggang pake margarin (SUPER ENAK!), mandi, ngerjain tugas dikit, terus kelas jam 3. nyampe kelas ujug-ujug kuis aja gituuu. judulnya kuis 2. nahlo! kuis 1 nya kapan deh? setelah semrawut nyontek kanan kiri (yang agak kurang membantu karena sama-sama ngga tau), gue pasrah deh. langsung sok rajin nyatetin jawaban di papan tulis, padahal biasanya ngga pernah hahaha

abis makan siang balik kelas lagi sampe jam 7, pulang sebentar leyeh-leyeh terus latian saman. capeeeeek! udah lama ngga saman, tadi paha gue merah-merah udah lama ga ditepok kayaknya ;p terus sekarang abis mandi, dingin-dingin di kamar, dan gue.. kelaperan. hadeuuh. kalo makan milo nugget jam segini dosa ngga? ngga kan ya? ngga kan? *ngarep*

eiya, gue lagi dillema penting. mending beli sepatu apa tas ya?

LOL

ps: bosen deh sama themes blog nya, pingin ganti aaah :D

01.

2010-03-01T00:44:00.002+08:00

bok, finally udah masuk bulan maret ya. akhirnya ntar siang gue bisa ngambil duit lagi tanpa beban *bebannya akan datang minggu2 depan*, bisa bikin plan2 baru lagi, merancang kehidupan perkuliahan gue yang semakin lama semakin tidak bermasa depan sepertinya. jadi gini, gue punya 4 assignment, satu skripsi, dan satu tugas mencari tempat magang yang kesemuanya belom kelar. sama sekali. i knooow, i know gue whining terus tentang ini tapii apadayaaaa? gue super males. like, SUPER. beneran tiap ada waktu kosong gue cuma mikirin aja itu kerjaan2, tanpa dikerjain. ya ngga bisa kelar doong kalo dibayangin doang kan? repot deh :(

what's up with my life? nothing much selain hal-hal penting yang harusnya dikerjain itu tadi. emm, apalagi ya? gue lagi suka banget glee. gue udah nonton dari episode 1-12 dua kali. sepertinya akan ada yang ketiga kali. di tv masih episode berapa sih? gue udah duluan ya? mwahahaha *pamer* terus gue lagi seneng banget makan. lah itumah dari dulu ya? hahaha salah salah. gue lagi seneng pake 3-step nya clinique, lumayan gratisan hihi. jadi ceritanya 2 minggu yang lalu di kampus gue ada workshop clinique gituu, yang dateng dapet sample 3-stepnya sama goodie bag yang isinya random. gue kebagian lip gloss sama sample bedak gitu mini. lumejen bangeeet, anak kuliahan dikasih clinique gue langsung nyengir kegirangan hahaha

oiya, gue ada rencana pulang awal maret ini, harus pulang lebih tepatnya, demi cari tempat magang, demi mencari sesuap nasi dan rejeki *lebay* daripada gue nyerah terus dicariin kampus, mentok-mentok magang di kampus ntar idup gue ga berkembang ah hahaha

di bioskop ada film apa sih? gue terakhir ke bioskop nonton valentine's day, dapet bonus tempelan kulkas bentuk hati gitu imut deh ;) duh idup gue lama-lama stuck banget dirumah sama kampus doang, terkutuk memang kau FYP! *alasan*

oh ya, berita paling geger bulan februari: nyokap gue punya fesbuk!!! while million moms out there bikin fesbuk dan berinteraksi dengan anaknya, gue ngga pernah nyangka emak gue bikin fesbuk! taun 2010 inih! gue kira dia bakal ga peduli. sebelum nge-approve friend requestnya, gue bersihin dulu tentu foto2 tidak senonoh dan wall2 ga sopan ;p tapi kayaknya emak gue emang dasarnya gaptek deh, ga ngapa2in kok doi, foto aja cuma sebiji ;p emang kemampuan komputernya mentok sampe chips challenge (yang dia super jago sampe tamat), solitaire, buka email, ngetik2 dokumen, sama browsing2 dikit. LEGA! hahahaha

nih kalo tiba-tiba dia jadi tech-savvy terus nemu blog gue terus dibaca-baca postingannya, matek gue. matek. udah ah. ntar kualat hihi

welcoming march

2010-02-28T12:32:00.002+08:00

oh tuhaan, akhirnya besok ganti bulaaan! bukan kenapa-kenapa, february was really good, esp. my birthday and all, tapiiii.. aku BOKEK! entah bokek ngapain karena gue ngga belanja apa-apa (kecuali sendal sm sepatu doang sumpah! itu juga sale kok ;p) tapii gue pergi-pergi meluluu, makan meluluu! efeknya selain bokek adalah berat badan semakin bertambah. doh! kemaren gue nimbang akhirnya cuma berani ngelirik doang terus langsung turun lagi saking gamau nerima kenyataan. terus temen gue sok menghibur 'itu timbangannya rusak koook, kelebihan koook' langsung abis itu makan banyak lagi :D

walaupun gue seneng besok udah maret, yang artinya uang bulanan baru, dan mau libur midbreak seminggu, tapiiiiii semakin dekat ke deadline segala macem di hidup gue. assignment lah, midterm lah, SKRIPSI lah, dan deadline cari kerja buat magang. dan semuanya belom ada yang progressnya sama sekali. rasanya pingin ngumpet di bawah bantal sampe wisuda deh *ga mungkin ya?*

menurut prediksi gue, bulan besok kayaknya bakal bokek juga nih *emang bulan2 laen ngga bokek? selalu deh ;p* i need to buy some things, i want to buy some things, and they will cost me moneeeehh! duh, bapak gue ngga bisa ya tiap napas dr idungnya keluar duit apa gimana gitu kek, preferably dollar atau euro gitu *ngelunjak* ngga diiing, begini aja udah seneng kok, bisa beli sepatu (kalo lagi punya duit), bisa makan enak (kalo lagi punya duit), bisa jalan-jalan (kalo lagi punya duit) hahaha

eh ngomong-ngomong, hari ini gue anniversary 32 bulan looh! *pamer.com* ih ngga terasa ya udah 32 bulan gue pacaran, kayaknya baru kemaren kenal deh *sumpah ini basa basi busuk, berasa kok kalo udah lama ;p* semoga kita awet terus ya sayaang, semoga kamu selalu diberi kesabaran menghadapi aku yang aneh ini, semoga aku juga diberi kesabaran dalam membimbing kamu menuju kurus 2011 :D

oiyaaa, satu lagi, gue punya blog baru! nggaaa, yang ini ngga ditinggalin kok, tapi yang baru ini lebih praktis aja, secara tumblr gituh, buat posting foto atau video atau apalah, bukan tulisan macam disinii, do check it out okay? my other blog i'll leave you with that for now, enjoy! :)

13th

2010-02-20T22:25:00.005+08:00

oh my god its been too long. well i had zero mood for posting and my internet had been down for a week and i just thought my life is plain boring so i had nothing to share here. but hey, its not that boring i guess. last week is my 21st birthday and i had a surprise from my very good friends and my boyfriend. it was a 'happy birthday' song and a cake, then continued with chit-chatting and playing nintendo wii at my apartment until around 3am, i LOVE you guys! seriously.

since i am the birthday girl ~~lastweek~~, let me share some of my birthday memories that i had so far. well, i am really happy to say that i always got a surprise since my 13th birthday, until now. that means i had nine awesome surprises from my bestfriends (and sometimes boyfriend ;p) in my life. i guess my life is full of blessing :) since pictures worth a thousand words, here's some of the pictures of my birthday

picture courtesy of muthe's facebook :)

this year's birthday should bring happiness and love and prosperity to me since my birthday fall only one day before valentine's day and this year CNY. so far, being 21 years old is nothing different with 20 but we'll see. this year is gonna be tough i believe, but bring it on 2010, i am ready! :)

on another side, i really have to trim my fat, stat! i eat too much because of the holiday and i had no exercise at all beside walking to campus. and i have to start doing my final year project. its already week 5 and i only have 7 weeks left to finish my project! not to forget gazillion assignments, exams, dancing practices, dates with boyfriend, grocery shopping, ... OK, now i make my life difficult. but really, i have to find a company to do my internship. if anybody, anyone knows a place to do an internship within IT department during june-september preferably in melaka, KL, or jakarta, pleaseee pleasee contact me in any way possible. if i dont find it until the end of march, there's a possibility of doing an internship in serawak, or ipoh, or kuantan based on my campus' preference, and i dont even know where they are :(

as a goodbye, let me share you a video that my friend gave to me as a birthday greeting, enjoy ;)

♥

2010-01-31T18:25:00.003+08:00

anyun is here for the weekend and we spent most of our time watching something. we watched two movies and couple of episodes of tv series until we fall asleep. i love weekends :)

on friday night we watched the hangover and it was quite good, although the ending is a bit easy to guess for me. and last night, we watched new york, i love you. i loved it! i mean, i LOVED it! there are a lot of stars inside the movie and the story was very good in my opinion.

my favorite scenes are the story of an anniversary of a grandpa and grandma, the one with shia lebouf, and my most most favorite one are the one with christina ricci and orlando bloom. the story is soooo cute and lovely and yes, i love a happy ending. most of the story are gloomy and dark but the movie captures love stories well, i think. oh, and i love love the one with a black man and a white little girl and the black man turned out to be the girl's father. i think i'll watch it again sometimes soon :)

i need to find a job for my internship and i have to start looking for one. oh, and i really really need to start my final year project. damnnnn. God, Please help me :(

between the years

2010-01-19T19:56:00.004+08:00

this posting should be done way before, i know, but i guess in this second third week of january, i still can propose a resolution right? before letting you know what my resolutions for 2010 are, i want to recap 2009 first

what happened in 2009:

- my 20th birthday
- 5 awesome days of bangkok trip
- getting a new netbook from my parents
- celebrating 2years anniversary with my boyfriend
- finishing first phase of my final year project
- get an above 3 gpa and cgpa throughout the year

2009 was hard of course, since i have to do my final year project while still taking classes, and other obstacles that come and go but overall 2009 was a good year. i managed to fulfill some of my dreams (i.e. having the bangkok trip) but there were still some dreams left behind and changed into a new (better) one. i also learned a lot, not only in campus through the lectures but also during my life, my love life and my social life. i managed to make some new friends too. i learned that i grew older and i tried to be more mature, more understanding, and more patient. well, i guess life is a process and this is the process of me getting mature :)

soooo, are you ready for my 2010 resolutions?

- GRADUATE, first class (or second upper class will do)
- finish my final year project with B being the minimum result
- get a good industrial training place which hopefully will take me as their full time employee
- or, if the previous didnt work out, get a good job with a good payment and location is okay for me
- have a trip outside malaysia and indonesia *preferably thailand (again) or hongkong*
- spend less, save more
- give more, take less
- be healthy and fit, and i dont mind being skinny as the side effect ;p
- maintain a healthy strong relationship with the people around me, family, boyfriend, and friends
- be more organize and tidy and on time
- learn something new
- make new friends
- maintain relationship with (good) old friends
- strengthen my relationship with God :)
- buy something valuable with my own money
- buy something for my parents

well, i guess that's all for now but the list will go on as the year goes on i think :)

oh and by the way, God loves me sooooo much that He gives me so many things although 2010 has just started. january is not over yet and i already get a new cellphone and a straight A for my last trimester result, yeah baby my last GPA is 3.96 :):)

and here goes my prayer,
Dear God,
thank you, for everything in my life. my family and the people around me. thank you, for every single blessing You gave me. thank you, for the past years and everything that happened. please, clear my way, guide me to the right path of life, give me guidance and dont let me do something foolish. please keep my family healthy and happy, and put them away from danger. please, listen to my every prayer and fulfill them if You think that it is the best for me. if it is not, show me the best and guide me there. please, make me strong and mature, make me feel blessed and thankful for each and every kind of your blessing. please, stay with us in every condition and save us from bad things. i know i cant thank you enough for every thing that happened and will happen in my life, but i promise i'll try. thank you, God.
Amin :)

2010

2010-01-19T15:13:00.002+08:00

for those of you who thought this blog is dead, pleasee.. dont. this blog is not dead ~~yet~~ but i just got back from my hometown and i have no time to update anything there since i was busy eating and resting myself *alasaaaaan* bythewaaaaaaaaay, how are youuuuu? oh god, this blog hasnt been updated since ages! maafkan saya, pemilik blog yang malas hihi but im hereee im hereee :D

my holiday was good, menggemukkan tubuh dengan makanan-makanan nikmat yang selama 4 bulan kedepan tidak bisa gue nikmati, jadi kemaren dipuas-puasin makan batagor, mi ayam, dll, dll, dll sampe ngga berani nimbang badan ;p tapiii sekarang sudah kembali ke kenyataan hidup dimana harus masak sendiri, bayar listrik sendiri, beresin kamar sendiri, mandi sendiri *loh?* daaan kembali dihadapkan kepada kenyataan paling pahit kalau harus ngerjain skripsi. hadeuuhhhh pingin pingsaaaaaaan! coba ya tolong yang baca blog ini tolong di amin-ken doa ini: ya Tuhan, semoga skripsi Ausi selesai dengan tepat waktu dan dapet nilai A!
bagi yang meng-amin-kan, semoga kalian mendapatkan kehidupan bahagia di dunia dan akhirat, dapet pacar/suami/istri super cakep seksi dan baik hati, rejeki melimpah, sehat selalu *kok kaya doa ulangtaun?*

oh ngomong-ngomong soal ulangtaun, sebentar lagi gue ulangtaun loh *pamer* yang ke 21. dan gue merasa.. tua. bukaaaan, bukan dewasa, tapi tua. taun ini gue insyaAllah amiin bakal lulus kuliah. then my life will go on, cari kerja, dapet kerja, nabung, cari jodoh, nikah, punya anak, nabung, nabung, nabung. suddenly all of the reality get real. kaya udah dijejerin didepan mata. and honestly im scared. im scared that i will ruin my own life.

ah udah kok jadi curhat?

oiyaaaa, better late than never kan? HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODYYY! *supertelat* hihihi semoga tahun 2010 ini membawa kebahagiaan dan keberkahan buat kita semuaaa :) i put high expectations and a lot of hopes in this year, so this year better be a good one! a lot of resolutions too, tapi nanti aja ya dibahas di posting yang lain resolusi-resolusinya

akhir kata *berasa pidato* gue harus mandi dan ke kampus nih, so, see ya! :D

re;cap

2009-12-15T18:11:00.004+08:00

finally another post! *sujud penuh syukur*
ive been very very very busy recently, not only occupied with my final year project but also with some other educational things like assignments and exams. and finally, those days are over! well, not really, but i finally get a brief holiday for 6 days before doing my final exam. tomorrow is the day of my presentation for my final year project and i am so so so so so nervous! wish me luck with that people!

sooo, what have i done since my last post? not much actually, but here's the recap:

- i am done with all the midterms and assignments! two out of three courseworks are out and they turn out to be good! thank God, its far more than i expected :)

- i submitted my final year project (phase I), tho i am not fully satisfied with the result, but i am so relieved that it was finally finished

- last movies that i watched are Inglorious Basterds and My Sister's Keeper, both at home. Inglorious Basterds was damn good! aside from the various mean things in the film, the film is hilarious in its own way. as for My Sister's Keeper, being a crybaby, i cried hard! since the first five minutes of the movie until the last scene :'(

- i finally met my boyfriend! 5 minggu perjuangan dan pengorbanan yang tidak sia-sia :) we spent the weekend together at his apartment and we barely go out of the house thanks to our laziness. dan aku makan banyak sekali. and i mean, superbanyak! 4 meals a day plus cemilan ini itu. oooh, i love good food :D

- me and my boyfriend are going to spore for the christmas, yay! akhirnyaaa, liburan bersamaa :) bought the ticket already, just wish that everything will going on well :):)

i have to practice again for the presentation tomorrow, wish me not to be tongue-tied tomorrow! ciao!

yay!

2009-12-08T18:44:00.001+08:00

I HAVE SUBMITTED MY FINAL YEAR PROJECT PART I, LIFE SEEMS SOOOO MUCH EASIER AND HAPPIER :D

uh oh

2009-11-28T19:50:00.005+08:00

HI LOVELIEEES! miss me? miss me? ;p

akhir-akhir ini waktu gue banyaaaaak bgt diabisin buat ngerjain skripsi. yang bilang skripsi itu gampang dan cepat, GO TO HELL! hahaha tapi serius, perasaan sih ngga repot dan menguras pikiran. tapi ternyata, abis bikin 1 chapter, gue langsung tiduran di kasur dan rasanya legaaaaa banget. capeknya baru berasa abis selesai deh. tinggal beberapa hari lagi sebelum tahap1 skripsi gue dikumpulin. degdegan bangettt! besok final draftnya harus udah di submit dan skripsi gue masih ada bolong di beberapa bagian karena gue malessss banget bikin dafar isi, list of tables, list of figures, dan printilan-printilan semacamnya. tapi insyaAllah hari ini diselesaiin semua biar besok udah lega tinggal ngasih ke supervisor. wish me luck ya people :)

walaupun (sok) sibuk ngerjain ini itu, gue masih sempet aja nonton dua film fenomenal pamungkas *jieeehh* taun ini, 2012 dan newmoon. 2012 menurut gue ceritanya ketebak banget, pasti happy ending gue udah yakin banget dari awal film. ditambah dengan beberapa keanehan yang agak ngga masuk akal seperti: kiamat kok sinyal masih ada? teknik menyetir superhebat, dan beberapa keanehan lainnya, menurut gue sih filmnya ga spesial sama sekali. tapi menyentuh sih, gimana kebersamaan dan rasa pasrah itu yang bakal jadi ujungnya. gimana kita harus memanfaatkan waktu sebaik mungkin untuk melakukan hal yang kita anggap paling berharga, be it berdoa, memberikan kasih sayang ke orang-orang di sekitar kita, atau apalah. harusnya sih menurut gue, filmnya juga bisa bikin kita introspeksi buat menjaga bumi supaya hal-hal kayak gitu ga terjadi dalam waktu dekat *bijak ya gue? hihihi*

as for new moon, me LOVE jacob black! cakepnya makjaaaaaannn! gue ga berenti bilang 'cakep banget ya ampun' sepanjang film, apalagi di adegan-adegan dia shirtless. kok bisa ya anak 17 taun bentuknya begitu? makan apa siiihh? LOL tapi beneran deh ga nyangka gue, kalo google foto-fotonya kan keluar tuh foto dia jaman piyik gitu, ga cakep loh. eeeh kok sekarang guanteng tenaaan hihihi gue agak malu sebenernya ngefans sama anak umur 17taun *soktuaaaaaa* tapi aku sudah dibutakan oleh ketampanannya ;p
oh iya, menurut gue sih, selain taylor lautner yang ganteng, new moon ga segitunya deh. mungkin karena gue ga baca bukunya kali yak, tapi gue kok merasa penulis skenarionya super lebayyyy dalam menggambarkan gombalan-gombalan jitu. apalagi edward-bella. uuughhh sampe geli sendiri gue dengernya hahaha *walaupun ga nolak digombalin sm anyun ;p*

ngomong-ngomong soal anyun, gue udah TIGA minggu ngga ketemu niihh :( minggu ini minggu ke empat dan akan berlanjut sampe minggu kelima nampaknya. ini rekor nih, kalo sampe beneran kejadian gue ga ketemu lima minggu, jagoaaaaan. berbagai edisi mewek sudah terlewati deh, dari yang menitikkan air mata sampe nangis meraung-raung *lebay.com* huhuu emang nih usaha biar lulus kuliah menghalangi cinta kita hahaha

eh ini sebenernya niatannya postingnya mau pendek aja loh, tapi kok panjang ya jadinya? maaf deh gue udah lama ga posting, jadinya bawel ;p sebagai penutup *caelah*, silahkan dinikmati pemandangan indah berikut ini:

*gue agak lupa source-nya, maapken ya ;p nanti kalo inget langsung di posting deh :)*

i am definitely team jacob! :D

i mean, come on!

2009-11-08T21:13:00.002+08:00

starting this week onwards, i think i have to stop posting and browsing around and blogwalking and stalker-ing(?) because there are just too many things to do! seriously! well, i usually use this blog to whine about my college life and i havent done it for awhile so here we go the whining and protesting and complaining ;p

this monday, my college life is entering the third week. since it is short sem, there will be only 8 weeks total, 9 including exam week at the end of the sem. i took 3 subjects together with my final year project, so yeah, it will be hard. from week 3 onwards, i will have quiz for information theory subject. one for each week. until week 7. there you go the opening. not to forget the twice-a-week homework. as for the subject password authentication and biometrics, there are two assignments, each submitted on 29th of november and 4th of december. now for the system analysis and design. the assignment is a big project which came very similar with my FYP. the due date is on 19th of december. aaaand, each week, i have to meet my supervisor for the final year project, and submit at least one chapter for the project.
sounds not too busy?
well, i still have dancing practices almost everyday because we will perform on 18th of november. oh my, my. i am so dead. and i havent mentioned the midtest date yet! pfffttt. life is hard, my friend :( :(
i really want to stop complaining, but i have nowhere to go *tsaaahhh* so enjoy it and just be grateful if your life is not as busy as mine. if yours is busier and more hectic and harder and more difficult, just think about someone else who has a worse life than you. it should work to make you feel blessed :)

ciao!

hello thursday

2009-11-05T16:36:00.001+08:00

today's outfit *ceritanya mau sok-sokan gituu ;p*

white top: mango
grey cardi: melawai
black jeans: romp
white sandal: vincci
fuschia bag: metro

bold as love

2009-11-04T19:21:00.004+08:00

found this on a random blog and i thought, why not trying? :)

Bold what you’ve done!
01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said “I love you” and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg glacier
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby’s diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records (cds)
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn’t have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an “expert”
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don’t remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
132a. Had them write back
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. …more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone’s heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a TV game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than US states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. …and gotten 86’ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196. Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199. Written your own role playing game
200. Been arrested

this is fun! :D

all night long

2009-10-30T00:38:00.003+08:00

orang-orang tuh kalo pacaran ngapain aja sih? hushhhhh! ini bukan pertanyaan yang menjurus ke sesuatu yang jorok dan porno yaaaa :D i meaaan, kalo nge date gituu, ngapain aja sih besides those standard things like going to the cinema or having dinner?

my typical date with my boyfriend will start on friday usually. karena kita long distance dengan jarak jakarta-bandung, kita memutuskan buat saling mengunjungi tiap weekend. gantian aja, siapa yang bisa ya dia yang nyamperin. tapi ada juga keadaan dimana ngga ada yang bisa karena sama-sama sibuk *tsaaahh* ya mau ngga mau harus direlain ngga ketemu. biasanya, kalo gue mengunjungi dia, gue bakal dijemput terus kita jalan-jalan keliling kl dengan tujuan tertentu seperti: 'aku kepengen jcool!' atau 'pengen makan sotong butter' atau 'kayaknya makan padang di chowkit enak deh' atau 'kemaren aku liat pasta jadi pengen'. yak, maapken saja, memang ngga jauh-jauh dari makanan karena kita berdua tukang makan dan makannya buanyaaaak hehehe terus biasanya dilanjutkan dengan jalan-jalan liat-liat ini itu. kalo lagi punya duit belii, kalo engga ya numpang lewat aja :D terus biasanya kita balik ke rumahnya sekitar jam-jam makan malem. pas banget doong, makan lagii ;p abis itu ngobrol-ngobrol, cerita ini itu (biasanya sambil ngemil sesuatu yang pesen delivery :D) ngobrol-ngobrol sampe ketiduran, masuklah kita ke hari sabtu. hari sabtu bangun siang udah laper, makaaaaaan! terus balik-balik udah menjelang sore, tidur-tiduran aja sampe gelap, terus paling nonton film atau ngobrol-ngobrol sambil cuddling. ujung-ujungnya kalo udah malem ngobrol lagi sampe ketiduran. eh, makan malemnya kelewatan ya? tenang aja, we dont skip meals hahaha hari minggu ya begitu lagi sampe waktunya gue harus pulang.

kalo dia yang mengunjungi gue, biasanya abis jemput dia, kita ke supermarket buat belanja, terus masak deh dirumah :) karena disini pilihan tempat makan terbatas *maklum kota keciil :(* masak jadi pilihan utama. masak berdua seru lho, serasa suami-istri *sotoy mode, kayak udah pernah nikah aja* tapi lucu banget ngeliatin cowok masak, disuruh ngaduk-ngaduk panik, disuruh motong-motong salah hihi terus yang dimasak berdua ya dimakan berdua juga. eeh tapi kita suka bagi-bagi koook, kalo ada yang mau nyobain silakaaan hihihi sisa kegiatannya ya sama, ngobrol-ngobrol, nonton, tidur-tiduran, dan tentunya cuddling. begitu aja. as simple as that.

we dont need a lot of money to create a fancy date. nononono, we are waaaay past that era. bosennnnn :) dirumah lebih enak, lebih nyaman, dan lebih apa adanya. you could learn your partner's personality better that way (imho). you dont have to look your best and you dont have to pretend like you have no flaws. apalagi gue yang setiap ketemu pasti doing sleepovers. we practically see the worst in us, yet we still in love with each other :)

so, what is your typical date?

ehm..

2009-10-28T15:55:00.004+08:00

ahoy! akhirnyaaaaa setelah sejuta taun ga posting *lebay.com* aku kembaliiiiiiiiiiiiii! :D:D holiday is over, and yeah i am back here continuing college thingy. sedih siih, libur kemaren cuma dua minggu, ngga sempet ngapa-ngapain and some bad things happened to my family :( my grandpa was sick, and so did my grandma and my uncle. two of them were hospitalized, sedih deh ngeliatnya. belum lagi kalo pulang ke indonesia gue jadi sering nonton berita dan ngeliat ternyata buanyaaaaaaaaak banget hal-hal buruk, bencana alam, kriminalitas, kesenjangan sosial yang terjadi di indonesia. gempa-gempa yang dalam sebulan terakhir berasa langganan di hampir semua bagian indonesia, kebakaran, pembunuhan, pengen nangis gue bawaannya kalo nonton tivi, seriously. gue nangis tiap nonton reality show yang mengekspos kemiskinan, nonton kick andy yang ngebahas orang-orang kurang beruntung yang ngga punya kaki, berita tentang korban gempa sumatera barat :( *anak cengeng in action*

bythewaaaaaaaaaay semester ini gue mulai ngerjain skripsi *bismillaaaaaah* dan phase 1 nya harus selesai dalam 5 minggu kedepan. deg-degan banget. i feel... mature. berasa kalo sekarang udah gede dan semakin banyak tanggung jawab yang harus dikerjain *caelah* eh tapi bener deh, in 1 year, i'll be graduating from college, harus cari kerja, cari duit sendiri dan ngga ngebebanin orangtua lagi. don't you feel the same when you think about your future? hihi

oh, and happy 28 months anniversary to my beloved boyfriend. may we still be together for ever *forever gitu maksutnya*. you know i love you too much :-*

and now for the closing of this short post, i give you photos of remaja labil masa kini *nooo, not the girl of courseeee :D the boy it is :)*

pipi gemuk mata ngantuk >.< halo aku lapar - aku lagi ngunyah - mulutku kepenuhan - angle foto remaja labil - muka kekenyangan mau pingsan

breaking

2009-09-30T21:01:00.003+08:00

akhir-akhir ini gempa terus ya? hari ini, 30 september 2009, udah terjadi 6 gempa di 5 daerah berbeda di Indonesia dengan kekuatan tertinggi 7.9 sr di Pariaman, Sumatera Barat. sediihh :( eventhough i don't have any relatives and family there, eventhough i haven't been to all the places that got hit by the earthquake, but still..

all my thoughts and prayers are with the victims of the earthquake. semoga cobaan ini bikin kita semua jadi lebih kuat, semoga kita semua dilindungi dari segala bencana dan marabahaya, dan semoga bencana ini bisa bikin kita mikir dan belajar untuk jadi lebih baik lagi kedepannya, amiin :)

milkshake

2009-09-30T01:18:00.008+08:00

besok (!) gue mulai exam niiih! degdegan tapi (tetep) males belajar. seperti musim-musim ujian semester-semester kemarin, kertas-kertas berserakan, begadang tidur pagi, tapiiii NGGAK BELAJAR! hahaha emang nih kasian deh emak bapak gue, mimpi apa ya punya anak super males kaya gini hihihi maafkan aku papa mama, aku berjanji akan berusaha ~~mencontek~~ sekuat tenaga!! hihi

untuk memuaskan rasa kangen karena akhir-akhir ini (dan dalam beberapa waktu kedepan) gue (akan) jarang posting *biasaa, sok sibuk mau belajar padahal bengong-bengong aja dirumah*, jadii gue kasih ini aja yaaa! this is my last purchase, ceritanya kebobolan karena keseringan ngeliatin shopping blog, eeeehhh akhirnya ga kuat iman!

picture from agapeboutique.blogspot.com

it's a stella mccartney-inspired mesh shoes!! i fell in love since the first time i saw the original stella mccartney one. tapiii, apadayaa kantong mahasiswa tak mampuu, yaudah kita beli yang mirip-mirip aja yaaa? :D unfortunately, the shoes color came a bit different. gue mengharapkan warnanya bakal nude beige gituu, eeh ternyata agak-agak menjurus ke kuning dikit, emas dikit, coklat dikit *LOH? yaa gitudehh. agak kecewa siih, but still i love them :)

jadi ceritanya pas sepatu ini dikirim setelah menunggu 2 minggu, gue lagi ngga dirumah, jadi gue minta tolong housemate gue buat ngambilin paketnya, terus gue minta bukain dan liatin bentuk sepatunya kaya apa.

pembicaraan di telfon
gue: warnanya coklat muda bagus gitu kaan? nude nude gitu?
dia: coklat muda? emas kaliii? gold gold gitu? *harus ya diterjemahin??*
gue: engga aaah! coklat mudaa!
dia: emassss!
gue: serius?
dia: seriussss!
gue: beneran??
dia: beneraaaan!
gue: yang beneeeer??
dia: ah udah ah!
gue: ....... *super kecewa*

daan setelah melihat barang aslinya, emang sih emas-emas gimanaaa gitu *bukan emas-emas: abang-abang ya!* emang nih, harusnya gue mengikuti kata hati (bukan mengikuti kata pacar hahaha) buat beli yang warna item ajaa. black is the safest colour when you want to buy something online, isnt it?

eeeh, ini kok postingannya jadi panjang? padahal ceritanya cuma mau nunjukin sepatu baruu alhamdulilaaaah hehehe harus belajar lagi nihhh! wish me luck people! ciao for now! :-*

p.s: and i bought 1 classic convertible shawl in rose from cotton.ink too! pictures later, kay? :)

new jack

2009-09-27T01:15:00.002+08:00

im baaacckkk! apparently one week is not that long and yes, i ate a lot. i mean, A LOT. everytime i had a chance to munch something, i never pass. main course, lebaran cookies, anything. sweet sweet life ;)

exam week is coming up and i really have to study. some coursework marks are uploaded and mine are not that good, so i have to work my ass for final exam. and as usual, i am too lazy to start :( i finished summarizing one subject just now, but nothing sticks on my mind. oh my.. dear God, please help me through this (and next next next) final exam. amin.

anyhoooooo, how are you lovelieeessss? great holiday, yes yes? once again, minal aidin wal faidzin, maaf lahir batin for all of you :)

lebaran

2009-09-18T03:01:00.001+08:00

MINAL AIDIN WAL FAIDZIN
MOHON MAAF LAHIR & BATIN
:):):):)

-ausi & anyun-

just stand up

2009-09-15T04:08:00.003+08:00

things to pack:

1. toiletries
- perfume
- sunblock
- deodorant
- face soap
- shaver
- hair brush

2. clothes
- 1 baju muslim
- 1 jeans
- 1 legging
- 2 t-shirt
- 2 blouse
- 1 shirt
- tanktop & cardigans

3. underwear

4. medicine

5. make up & make up remover
- compact powder
- eyeliner
- mascara
- blush on & brush

6. shoes
- 1 flat shoes
- 1 sandals

7. bag *ONE BAG ONLY! ONE BAG ONLY! ONE. BAG. ONLY!*

8. accessories
- pashmina
- necklace

9. electronics
- ipod & charger + cable data
- camera & charger + cable data
- laptop & charger
- cellphone

10. miscellaneous
- PASSPORT!!!
- oleh-oleh
- lomo
- glasses
- contact lenses

that's all!
that's all? i dont think so. that's all i can remember! :D
so much for a week trip? well, i like to be prepared, so please understand :) :)

things to do before going back:
1. clean up all the lecture notes
2. laundry
3. change bedsheet & friends
4. check account balance
5. send some emails
6. turn off all electricity in the room
7. take out all batteries
8. copy some things to flashdisk

not much to do, me likey! :D

if you ask, why do i have to make a list? well, its just because i love making list! :D aaand, i am so forgetful that i have to write down my thought before i forget about it. besides, making list makes you look organized, right? wish me luck, one day to pack and do all the things in the list! chop chop chop!

butterflies

2009-09-14T16:42:00.006+08:00

do you like the header? do you like the header? *big grin* ive been working with my laptop and not my PC so i have only limited access to images, fonts, softwares, and anything else that are basically stored in my PC. and the header is the close i could create with my laptop without having to install photoshop or anything *yes, i did it using ms.paint*.

how are you doing dearest? me? never been better! i just arrived from visiting my boyfriend and this morning i finished my last college related thing before idul fitri and final exam. IM FREE! :D this wednesday im gonna visit my boyfriend again, spend some times together and celebrate his birthday on friday, then fly back home on friday evening. i love my life :)

by the waaay, as i promised in the last post, this post is about the award that gogo gave me :)

say hurrah! hurrah! :D thankieeesss gogoooo! :):) ok so this is how it goes:

i have to give this award to 10 of my friends and each of them must give the award to another 10 person. easy peasy right? :D
the lucky ones are:

1. bundo
2. anggi
3. dita
4. ami
5. ecca
6. abel
7. lala
8. juma
9. ummu
10. derisa

aand i have to write this list also:

1. Mas Doyok
2. Rizky
3. kupu.miss.oemang
4. shulayman
5. Imenoreh
6. Juragan Jengkol menuntut Balas
7. Cilpilicious
8. Enno
9. Gogo
10. Ausii

>> sebelum kamu meletakkan link di atas, kamu harus menghapus peserta nomor 1 dari daftar. Sehingga semua peserta naik 1 level. Yang tadi nomor 2 jadi nomor 1, nomor 3 jadi 2, dan seterusnya. Kemudian masukkan link kamu sendiri di bagian paling bawah (nomor 10). <<

okaaaay! done done done! once again, thank youu gogoo! :)

p.s: the layout of the blog is not done yet. i told you, i am THAT lazy ; )

ahoy!

2009-09-11T05:14:00.003+08:00

notice my layout has changed?
yeah right, im bored :)
this going back to basic template won't stay long, hopefully. im trying to make a header and anything else cause i probably will end up doing nothing next week (no class, yippie!). lotsa things to do actually, before going back and celebrating idul fitri together with my family. posting about the award that gogo gave me will be on the top of my list (along with several things). too lazy to do anything right now, sowwyyyy :( im trying to collect all the positive energy and spirit though :)
see you soon!

pick somebody up

2009-09-02T23:59:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since my last wishlist post. dont know why, in the past few days, i am sooo in the mood for shopping. i've been looking at too many shopping blogs and catalogs and im hungryyyyyyy (for shopping, it is)!! since im broke (thank you, bangkok trip), all i can do is looking at my computer's screen and drooling over too many items. ah!

from YSL to Vivienne Westwood, from Topshop to Chanel, I WANT!

there it goes, my so-not-gonna-be-true wishlist :( i really want the Lady Dragon shoes! and also the tights! whywhywhyyyy the price of the shoes has to be over 1 million rupiah? whyyyy? im not ready to spend soo much money over a pair of shoes, so byebye Lady Dragon :'( oh, and the tights. its been a long time since my last visit to topshop and im definitely gonna search the tights! i want i want i waaaant!

sunshine

2009-09-02T14:51:00.006+08:00

hellooo lovess :)
hows your fasting going? time is going too fast. its already wednesday and in approximately 2 weeks more im going home to celebrate idul fitri :) cant wait!

by the way, i made banana steam cake today and thank god it didnt taste bad :D so im thinking, why dont i share the recipe here? maybe one of you will make it to break your fast today! :)

here goes the recipe:

Banana Steam Cake

1 egg
1/3 cup castor sugar
1 banana, mashed in a bowl using fork
2/3 cup flour
1/8 teaspoon yeast
1/8 teaspoon baking soda
3 tablespoon oil (vegetable oil is suggested, but i use corn cooking oil)

ps: i use ikea kalas colorful cup to measure the ingredient. measurement might be different depending on the cup size (here is the pic of the cup).

(original recipe here, i modified the recipe a little since i use different type of flour and only use 1/2 of the recipe)

preheat the steamer first (until the water is boiled, i put the pan inside the steamer before). whisk the egg and sugar in a bowl using mixer about approximately 3 minutes. add the mashed banana into the bowl. mix the flour, yeast and baking soda together in another bowl. pour the flour mixing into the egg mixing bowl. fold it together until mixed together. lastly, add the oil into the batter and mixed it together again. pour the batter into the pan (i use 6 inch round pan, but you can use papercup or anything). steam using medium heat for 15-20 minutes. check the cake using fork, and voila, the result is like this:

for me, the sweetness is just right. not too sweet, and the banana is not over-tasted (?). me likey! easy and delicious! i will make this cake again soon! :)

sleeping with the lights on

2009-08-27T04:03:00.008+08:00

let me tell you a story about a boy, lets call him anyun. he may seem imperfect, with all his flaws and all. but i love him. i love him in every effin possible way. if you ask me, why? if you ask me, what is so special about him? i will answer, what's not to love?

when i had my first surgery, far away from home and my family, he stayed by my side for 5 full days in the hospital, skipped all his class just to accompany me so i wont feel alone. it was two years ago, ramadhan time. he bought me every food he thought i like just so i will eat because hospital foood sucks. he spoon-fed me so i will finish my meal. he said i was pretty although i hadn't had any chance to take a shower at all because of the post-surgery rule. he didnt even mind to celebrate his birthday at the hospital, alone, while i was sleeping because i was exhausted.
again, what's not to love?

it was one of the weekend that we spent together at my apartment, when suddenly i was sick and my body temperature rocketed to the sky. he had to go back because it was already sunday. on monday night, i became worse so my housemate brought me to the emergency unit at the hospital and the doctor said that i had white blood cell infection. i called him afterward. what happened next was, he drove in the middle of the night, rushed, looked so worried. he stayed at my house for 5 full days until i felt better. he skipped all his classes just to make sure that i was okay, just to make sure that i ate my medicine according to the schedule. he kept awake while i was sleeping just to make sure that nothing happened to me while i was sleeping. he even cooked for me, although we both know that he had no ability to cook at all. he is the sweetest.
again, what's not to love?

every weekend we spent together, every morning after i wake up and open my eyes, the first thing he will do is kiss me, and then said 'morning sayang, you look very beautiful this morning'. he will sleep after i sleep, because he loves to see the way i sleep, he said. he will wake up before i wake up, because he loves to see the way i wake up, he said.
again, what's not to love?

he listens to me like no one ever did before. he tries to understand my stubbornness although he is a stubborn himself. he cheers me up in my every melting moment, whenever im down or sad. he tries to always be there for me eventhough i might not always be there for him. he tries to fulfill my wishes although sometimes it is stupid, illogical, and out of mind.
again, what's not to love?

from the first day, i know that i will be in love with you. but i never know it will be this deep. thank you, for the last 26 months. thank you for your patience, understanding, kindness. thank you for being the best rock. thank you for accepting me the way i am.

happy 26 months anniversary, dear love. may we still be together for the next 26 months, 26 years, and more. you know i love you, as always. i love you, in every possible way. i love you, my happiness :)

bangkok; land of heaven (part 4)

2009-08-27T02:40:00.000+08:00

i knooow this day will come eventually. the day that i will continue writing about my oh-so-last-year bangkok trip. nope, not because im finally in the mood for that, but at this almost 3 am time, i cant sleep! :(
so here we go,

day 4

after a morning shopping to MBK (Mah Boon Krong) which came a little dissapointing (because i think platinum mall is the best), we decided to have a little massage treat at a massage parlour near the hotel. the bill for the massage came up at 430 baht for 1.5 hours full body massage. the masseuses were very nice, they tried to ask us about our trip using body language because they cant speak english (although they can speak japanese. weird huh?) they also smiled a lot and said 'thank you' a lot. i love bangkok for the people's manner :) after resting for a while and taking shower, we took the BTS to Asia Hotel to watch cabaret! yay! i myself think that this was the highlight of our trip. the cabaret was awesome!

its a must watch! pleaseee, if you happen to go to bangkok, please watch this. it's hilarious, its amazing, its worth-watching. those transgender with oh-so-fabulous body, those slapstick comedy, those men dancing with high heels, really, amusing :D

day 5

this is our last day and we firstly decided to stay at the hotel until check-out time and straight away went to the airport. but (un)fortunately, our flight was delayed for about 2 hours and we had the chance to go to siam square for a quick shopping before going home. and guess what? i bought 6 bottles of nailpolish, 1 pair of flat shoes, and 2 bags within just half an hour. life is beautiful my friend ;D

AAAAAAND THAT'S IT! THE END!

mind my way of writing, i know it sounds like i write it in a rush or anything *yeah, i have no talent in writing ;D*. basically i LOVE every tiny things there, i LOVE the people which are soooo nice, i LOVE the shopping place (or should i say, paradise?), maaan, i LOVELOVELOVE bangkok. im gonna go back there, soon ♥

the remedy

2009-08-24T23:30:00.002+08:00

hey, its been a while, isnt it? no, no, im not busy or anything, im just lazy. too lazy these days. i dont know why but i feel like this trimester of college is the laziest one. i mean, the lecturers are lazy (cancelling class, postponing class, dissmissing class early) and the assignments are not that bad comparing with those from last trimester. and with the rumors of H1N1 spreading in Melaka, the laziness is somehow getting stronger. im sorry for the lack of updates :( i feel like nothing interesting is happenning in my life, so yeah, nothing to update.

by the waaaay, i want to say HAPPY RAMADHAAN! may God bless us always! :)
aaaaaaand the laziness is going strong and stronger within this ramadhan. i slept too much, more than 10 hours a day on the first three days of ramadhan and i still feel that it was not enough! oh my god, im a pig. im a sleepyhead pig. thank God the class is still running although some lectures are already finish, so i have a reason to wake up early, go to campus, and not just wasting my time sleeping :D

how was your first three days of fasting people? mine are good, although nothing beats the deliciousness of home cooking, but it's quite good here. i am craving for some es oyen, martabak manis, mie ayam, and pangsit goreng. but i guess that's what most fasting people do, right? we craved a lot of food but at the end we eat only a little of it because we're too full :) thank God im going back for idul fitri so i can enjoy those delicious food at the end of september :)

oh. lastly, i wanna say sorry about the bangkok postings. i ended up writing only 3 days of my journey because of laziness *AGAIN* but dont worry, once my mood starts kicking again, i'll update the rest of the story. *pinky promise* :)

p.s: im so sorry for this random post. a real post is in progress. i promise.
p.s.s: do you realize that i use too many 'sorry' and 'promise'?

bangkok; land of heaven (part 3) and some other things

2009-08-07T23:52:00.003+08:00

before continuing the story of my trip, bangkok day 3, i want to share my thoughts first. i think this is the first time i write my opinion about something kinda deep. i am wondering, why, WHY, is it so hard for people to say 'excuse me' (permisi), 'please' (tolong), 'sorry' (maaf), and 'thank you' (terimakasih)?? it think those are the most powerful words in the world. i mean, for the sake of good manners and to avoid rudeness, pleaseee please say those words. im kinda disappointed and sad hearing someone ask for help without saying 'please'. hey, you're the one who needs other people, come on! one little word with only 6 letters wont hurt anyone right? and when you make mistake to other people, please, say sorry. dont believe elton john for singing 'sorry seems to be the hardest word' because it simply doesnt! and the one that disturbs me the most is when you are being helped by someone, when he/she lend you some money, or some things, or give you something, or answer your question, or anything that makes your life easier, and you didnt say THANK YOU. its effin rude, you know. its not that i am 'gila hormat' or something, but 'thank you', imho, is the simplest and the smallest appreciation you can give to the person that helps you. this is just my thoughts, anyhow :)

now, back to the main topic, its time for bangkok trip story! :D
day 3

we woke up late because we were so exhausted the day before. after having breakfast, we decided to go to another shopping complex in siam area. we went to platinum mall (which comes almost the same with ITC in indonesia), but in a cheaper version. in my opinion, it is a shoes paradise for you who are shoes whore. any models, flats, heels, boots, gladi, you name it they have it :D i manage to spend most of my money there although there are some things that i regret i didnt buy :( byebye cute jeans and cute jelly shoes :( :( after having some little meal (i ate takoyaki, which comes different from what we had in indonesia and malaysia), we walked accross the street and went to pratunam plaza (if im not mistaken ;p its pratunam something, you wont miss it since the building has a big big banner of its name ;p) we already felt soooo tired that we couldnt manage to walk around pratunam plaza. we just went to a shop and bought some oleh-oleh there (cheap bangkok t-shirt :D:D) it was already 6 pm when we decided to go home with a lot of plastic bag in hand. after taking shower and had a rest for awhile, we went to a thai restaurant and had a very nice dinner there. day three over! :D:D

bangkok; land of heaven (part 2)

2009-08-07T01:22:00.006+08:00

bangkok day 2

since our main reason to bangkok is shopping, and since its also sunday, we decided to go to Chatuchak Weekend Market. this is the most famous market in bangkok because they sell everything, and i mean EVERYTHING! you need plants? or clothes? or food? or even pet? they have it there. its one hell of a market and its very very very very big. huge, it is. once you see things you like, please buy before its too late. before you go somewhere else and you cant go back to the previous shop just because you lost it. the price is darn cheap and it will go cheaper if you buy bulk. the best way to go there is by BTS (Bangkok Train System *if im not wrong ;p). you just follow the light green route until you reach mo chit, and there it is, the famous chatuchak market. bring a lot of cash, wear light clothes, put much sunblock and you're ready to hit chatuchak :D

(l-r: chatuchak's traffic, chatuchak park, chatuchak's crowd, guys who play music in the middle of the soi)

on another note, tonight i had dinner with the girls to celebrate muthe's birthday. we had seafood and it was awesome (although we had to wait quite some times because the resto is packed and they were running out of staff) but its all worth it! cheap and good food, yummy yumm! and here's what i wear tonight :)

topshop t-shirt, dual jeans, vincci sandals, longchamp bag, casio watch

bangkok; land of heaven (part 1)

2009-08-06T16:43:00.005+08:00

heyooooooo peopleeee im back! hihihi im back from BANGKOK!!!! the city that ive been dreaming to go since three years ago! :D bangkok is awesomely awesome! great food, great shopping, great people! oh maaan five days are not enough! so here's the recap of my trip to bangkok

day 1
we take the 18.45 (malaysia's time) flight using airasia *apalagi coba? hahaha* and finally arrived at 19.45 (thailand's time). we managed to go to our hotel (which came very good due to the very cheap price ;D) we stayed at the Sawasdee Sukhumvit Inn, located very near with the Thong Lo BTS station and 7/11 (very important!). the price is 900 baht per night for superior room, including breakfast! and yes, they provided hot shower, tv with cable (but with limited channel only), hairdryer (!), complimentary mineral water, and toiletteries. very recommended!

because of the hungry-ness (?), we decided to take a walk and have a late dinner. apparently, bangkok people are not a night owl, since most of the restaurant closed at 11pm and the most of the shop closed at 9.30 (!!). we managed to eat in a little japanese restaurant, so cute! and the food was greeeeat! and the price is very reasonable. me likey!

that's a recap for day 1. i'll post day 2 onwards later, kay? gotta do some things first. see ya people! smooches! : )

TGIF

2009-07-30T23:47:00.003+08:00

TGIF! :) tomorrow is friday and the last day of college before mid-term break. finally! :D :D so im going away for 6 days but i'll be back before you realize ;p im gonna meet my boyfriend first tomorrow, then gonna head to the airport on saturday while my boyfriend will go back to jakarta for 1 week. wish me a very pleasant flight and trip, 'kay people?

oleh-oleh?
foto aja yaaaaa! hihihi see you soon loves! ♥

life is wonderful

2009-07-29T00:22:00.008+08:00

l-r: marche chicken chop w/ mashed potato (mushroom sauce), marche plain rosti w/ sour cream, bihun kungfu, deLicious apple and blueberry crumble w/ vanilla ice cream, cant remember, asian havana fish and chips, cant remember, asian havana chicken cordon bleu

VIVA LA FOOD PORN!

not so usual

2009-07-28T16:14:00.006+08:00

okay, this post will be both in english and bahasa indonesia (yang kurang baik dan kurang benar) karena capekkkk nulis pake bhs inggris terus yaaa hahaha gue semangat buangettttt tinggal 4 hari lagi and yuk byebye melaka! im going somewhere and im effin excited about that :D :D im not gonna tell you the destination until i go back home, so stay tune! *udah kaya di tv sama radio belom?*
tapiiiiii abis liburan selalu ada kesengsaraan *WHY???* gimana engga kalo abis mid-term break (1-9 agustus), tanggal 10nya harus ngumpulin assignment (yang TULIS TANGAN ituloh!), terus tanggal 11nya, hari selasa, ada dua midterm dengan jarak dua jam saja. yak, dan tidak lupa satu buah assignment yang belum dikerjakan sama sekali tentunyaaaa. belum selesai, rabu ada midterm maha sulit sedunia, tujuh chapter, mati aja akuuu matiiiii! ditutup di hari sabtu, midterm lagiiii. hari sabtu midterm? yoi pace. sabtu. catet tuh, jam 10-12 siang. mantaf sobbbbbb. terus yang ada sekarang gue bingung gimana belajarnya.satu subject antara 6-7 chapter, jadi 4 subject kira-kira 24-28 chapter sajaaaa. mariii marii meninggal yuk! padahal rencananya abis pulang dari trip yang menggembirakan itu, mau pacaran duluuuu, kasian kan pacarku ditinggal 5 hari hihihi *nanti aku bawain oleh-oleh kok tenang aja ;p*
harusnya sih daripada sutrisno ga jelas begini, mendingan gue belajar ya kan? tapi malesnya itu POL! gini nih, biasanya harus kepepet dulu baru niat. dasar anak malasssss! :D

oiya, tadi gue ngambil passport di kampus, abis diperpanjang visa-nya. pas minta passportnya, kakaknya nanya, visa gue abis tanggal berapa. gue jawab dong, satu agustus. eeeeh dia bilang begini loh: ya nanti tanggal dua ya ambilnya! jejejejeeeeng! padahal gue udah wanti-wanti sama kakak-kakak dan abang-abang disana, saya mau jalan-jalaaaaaaaaaaan tanggal satuuu! eh untungnya pas diubek-ubek ternyata passportku sudah jadii, alhamdulillaaah :) agak kecewa sih sebenernya, soalnya gue ngarep bisa dapet visa dua taun, eh ternyata setaun aja. tapi gapapa yang penting passportku sudah kembalii :D

ini dia visanyaaa :D

eeh iya sampe lupa, HAPPY 25 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY, ANYUUN! :) :) :) alhamdulillaaah! i ♥ you buanget dehh hihihi *i know you'll be smiling ear to ear reading this :D* coba semua yang baca tolong didoakan supaya kami awet-awet terus, baik-baik terus, rukun aman damai tentram selalu yaa *kok kaya RT/TW sih?*

like i said before, as we grow older together, as we continue to change with age, there is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you :)

i was just thinking

2009-07-17T21:01:00.005+08:00

say hellooww to these cuties:

(all from nine west)

oooh, im really in the mood for shopping. believe me, i havent bought anything since last january!! well, there are some things like earrings and t-shirts but nooo, i havent bought any bags, or shoes, or any clothes since then. i am saving my money for something bigger, something more exciting than just shopping *well, shopping will still be involved in the 'bigger' things ;p*

i miss my boyfriend :( havent meet him for two weeks and i wont meet him this weekend i guess. next weekend is the safest bet but we'll see. he's been the greatest and the cutest and the sweetest this week. not that he wasnt before, but you should hear him when we were on the phone. you should read his messages too, the sweetest! i am now smiling, alone, in my room, thinking of him. and i miss him more :((

on another side, i am really really really craving for seafood. yes, i am allergic to crab *but not to crabstick, weird huh?*, but i wanna wanna wanna eat some grilled fish, fried squid, aaaaaaaaargh i waaaaaaaaaant!! the idea of going to the beach and eat there is not bad huh? too bad i am not money-wise so yeah, i am already broke, in the middle of the month :(( i guess saying buhbye to seafood and all those fancy food and welcoming instant noodles and can food is a better idea for now, no? and i guess, saying goodbye to this blog and doing one of my assignments is a better idea too. buhbye!

bold as love

2009-07-17T15:29:00.007+08:00

this week is nothing different with the previous ones. some class still being canceled, some class still being dismissed earlier than it should, skipped some class *bad girl, i know*, and came late for almost every classes hahaha. im sorry, but yes, i am lazy. i am that lazy that i woke up at 8 while i have class at the same time. i am that lazy that i just brush my teeth and wash my face before i am going to class, without taking a shower at all ;p i am that lazy that i have no notes at all for any subjects. i am that lazy that i never bring a book (or even a piece of paper) and just bring my pencilcase for the sake of signing the attendance only. i am that lazy that i dont have any textbook for any subject at all. yes, i am THAT lazy. pardon me :D

soooooo, to minimize the laziness, this is the 'things-to-do' list:
~~- finish the OS assignment (well, at least finish 1/2 ;p) before midbreak~~
~~- ppt slide for computer virus assignment~~
~~- articles for final year project~~
~~- pick up things from mom~~
~~- laundry!~~
~~- withdraw money and go to money changer~~
~~- collect the passport in campus~~
~~- buy socks and sunblock~~
~~- clean the room!!!!!!!!!!!~~ *ok, this is super urgent since my room is already a mess!*
~~- summarize some lecture notes for the upcoming midterm~~

hiaaaa! so there it is the list! remind me that i have to check ALL of them before 31 july pleaseeee.
eerrm, just so you know, i love making list of what i have to do, but i rarely check them ;p

p.s.: my deepest condolence goes to the victim of todays bombing in J.W. Marriott and Ritz Carlton hotel Jakarta. may those terrorist receive the biggest punishment on earth and in hell. :(

♥

2009-07-13T22:20:00.003+08:00

okayyy another questionnaire time! i knooow its boring but cant help it ;p

30 Questions: How well do you know your man?

1. He's sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen?
sports, cars show, or action movies if he's alone. if he's with me, we'll be watching anything interesting that contains no violence

2. You're out to eat; what kind of dressing does he get on his salad?
thousand island

3. What's one food he doesn't like?
pete and jengkol

4. You go out to eat and have a drink. What does he order?
coke or lemon tea

5. Where did he go to high school?
labschool rawamangun

6. What size shoe does he wear?
43

7. If he was to collect anything, what would it be?
uhmm, cars? hahaha or shoes maybe

8. What is his favorite type of sandwich?
any sandwich that filled with beef and cheese and lotsa mayo

9. What would this person eat every day if he could?
rendang, or any. he basically loves any food : )

10. What is his favorite cereal?
honey star and corn flakes

11. What would he never wear?
gay-ish t-shirt with deep v-neck and bright shocking colors

12. What is his favorite sports team?
soccer? MU

13. Who did he vote for?
he didnt vote

14. How does he sleep?
bibir memble, ngiler, sometimes with a soft snore. yes, he is very cute when he's asleep : )

15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn't do?
losing weight. he hates me being skinny *although i am NOT*

16. What is his heritage?
padang tulen seratus persen dijamin!

17. What is his favorite color?
red

18. You bake him a cake for his birthday; what kind of cake?
uhmm, red velvet cake : )

19. Did he play sports in high school?
soccer

20. What could he spend hours doing?
sleeping and eating haha

21. What is one unique talent he has?
sleeping for a very long time

21. Who is his biggest celebrity crush?
eva mendez and jude law *yes, he loves jude law hahaha*

22. You go out on a regular date. What would he wear?
polo shirt, jeans, shoes

23. What is his favorite music genre?
the-music-that-i-dont-even-know-its-genre hahaha

24. What is his one major weakness?
his family

25. You get into an argument. How does he handle it?
by making a silent moment, in the range between 5 minutes to 3 days

26. Who is his favorite actor?
jude law, i think he is jealous with his handsomeness hahaha

27. What is his idea of a perfect date?
laying down on bed, hugging each other, telling stories until we're both falling asleep

28. What physical feature would he change?
lemak2 di tubuh hihi

29. Where does he want to be in 5 years time?
a successful IT consultant with a happy family : )

30. Do his farts stink?
YES :D

(questions are from http://stereonoran.blogspot.com)

i know you'll read this nyun : )), i ♥ you

say yes if you love me

2009-07-12T14:36:00.005+08:00

i found these questions on one of my cousin's facebook and i think it'd be interesting to answer them since i dreamed of my marriage a lot ;p

1. how old are you?
20

2. are you single?
i have a boyfriend

3. at what age do you think you'll get married?
in the range of 23 to 26, i hope

4. do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
well, we have some plans, but who knows?

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
i have a backup husband candidate ;p

6. who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
still have no idea but sure they will be my bestfriends

7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
i would loooove to have a garden party, but a sacred traditional javanese wedding would be an option too

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
beaches. bora-bora, ibiza, tahiti, maldives. brazil and europe are also good. oh, and pulau ampat in papua

9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
i hope there won't be too many guests. family and good friends are enough

10. will that include your exes?
i think so

11. how many layers of cake do you want?
dont know, dont really care about the cake

12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
evening

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding?
hanya untukmu and endless love

14. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
any, as long as the food is good

15. champagne or red wine?
champagne is more classic, i think

16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
days after

17. money or household items?
any. making a list and let people choose from the list to buy is one of my dreams tho ;p

18. how many kids would you like to have?
one, or two

19. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
sure

20. whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
err, anyone? : )

(googleimage)

play that funky music

2009-07-10T13:54:00.004+08:00

im boreeeddddd with the layout. its been too long i think, more than 3 months? havent found any good header so the words up there will be there for some moment ;D this week feels like holiday for me, classes were canceled, study hours were cut long enough to go home and grab some nap before heading back to campus, sweet isnt it? college is already week 4 and things are getting harder. i have to do some research for my final year project *regarding probability and statistics. euuh!*, some research for my assignment *no typing, handwriting only. pffft!*, and some research for my upcoming trip *YAY!* im not gonna tell you now, but i bet its gonna be awesome! :D :D

in the previous post i complained about my body and yes, i gained weight (again!), and i hate it. for the sake of getting slimmer and healthier, i decided to go back to my new year's resolution, exercise! i am really into swimming lately, simply because i just bought a new cute swimsuit and the swimming pool is basically just a few meters from my apartment's door. i am planning on buying another swimsuit, but not this month because i am totally totally broke *and that's another story*. so now all i can do is just browsing the internet and trying to find a cute (and affordable) swimwear.

cuties, aren't they?
(googleimage, urbanoutfitters)

and now, i leave you with my quote of the day:

"Knowing others is intelligence; knowing yourself is true wisdom. Mastering others is strength; mastering yourself is true power."
Lao Tzu

please dont tell her

2009-07-08T19:33:00.002+08:00

its been too long since my last (real) post here. gazillion apologies people :(( i was really not in the mood and my computer was crashed so some of my files and data was lost *although it is not the reason that i didnt post though ; )* nothing much happened, new semester means new subjects and i have to struggle with a lot of theory-based subjects this semester. wish me a huuuuge luck :D

oh, and since everybody has talked about this, let's just pray for MJ *Michael Jackson, you know?* although im not a big fan, i still think that he is a great entertainer, singer, dancer, and a kind person. i mean, 'we are the world' and 'heal the world' are some kind of prove right? let's pray for Farah Fawcett too. oh man, why should this world lost two great artists at the same day?

at last, does anybody know how to lose some weight? uuughh, im getting fatter and i hate it!
ciao people!

ahoy, mate

2009-06-29T19:48:00.002+08:00

HELLOOO PEOPLEEEEEEEEEE!!

IM BACK! IM BACK! YIAY!

im not really in the mood for writing and else, so updates are on the way. i promise.

ciao! :D

satisfaction

2009-05-28T16:57:00.004+08:00

here we go, the farewell post before i come back here on the new trimester. i am officially done with exam, just finished my last one and it did suck to the maxxxx. okay, stop talking about exam ;D

im gonna spend 3 weeks in my hometown, and i predict that most of my times will be used to do some research about my final year project, so yeah, i dont expect much for the holiday. gonna be back on june 22, kay? do miss me please ;p

oh, and one thing before g'bye, i am officially in love with adam lambert. not that the previous post didnt show it but, it is official! i googled him, watched every video where he sings, talks, any interview, read any news about him. oh my. i couldnt stop smiling seeing him smile, too cute to be true. and hell yeah, i listen to every of his song all night long. could it be, love? hahahaha LOL!

(i am very sorry i couldnt recall the source of the pics, once i get the source, i'll post it :))

so, goodbye for now people, smooch you later. wish me a nice and safe flight. and for you who are expecting holiday, have a happy one! ciao! xoxo

i will remember you

2009-05-25T13:12:00.007+08:00

today is the 25th of may, 4 days more and im going hooome! yiayyyy! by the way, i've been very busy with exam and final year project's stuff but there's always plenty of time to have some fun! :D i've installed the sims 3 and just like the older version of it, addicting! yesterday i sat in front of my computer for more than 7 hours playing, oh maaaan. and yes, it is sooooooo cool and real. and cool. very cool, i mean. you should try to play, but beware of the addiction please ;p

i just found out that kris allen is the winner of american idol for this season. i know, i know, i am so late whatsoever, but hey, i dont have any television with cable connection here. and do you remember, exams and assignments are my new bestfriends, so please forgive me ;D last night i spent hours to browse about the finalist, adam lambert and kris allen and i suddenly fall in love with adam. he is cute and his voice is just too good to be true. oh maaaaaan, you should see all his performances, especially in the finale night, when he did duet with kiss (yes, the legendary kiss, the one with the face painting, truly true!), and he and kris joining queen to sing we are the champion. goshhh, in my opinion, his voice is just like freddie mercury! too bad he didn't win :( but i think this is the best finale so far. and last year's davids was good too.

look how cute they are!!!!!!!! i am melting everytime i see this video :))

there are a lot of speculations about why adam didn't win because he was always everyone's favourite (even the judges!). some said that it is because his sexual orientation (he is gay, by the way), and about kris's religious side, he is a missionarist and has gone to africa and asia to spread christianity and anything. it is sooo sad to hear about the speculation because in my opinion AI should be a singing competition, nothing else matter. i dont say that kris is bad, he is good, he could play guitar, piano, violin (!!!!!!), and he is very cute, but for the quality of the voice, adam is waaaaay better :) oh, and another shocking information, there were ONE HUNDRED MILLION votes. yes, one hundred million. could you believe that? it is five times of Malaysia's population, from the newborn to the oldest. crrrrrrrazy!

gotta go now, still have two exams and i havent packed anything in my luggage. ciao!

p.s.: i promise, i'll post something before im going back home. maybe just a simple bye, maybe something longer than that :D

love and magic

2009-05-17T01:53:00.008+08:00

i feel like i am old. really. ive been wondering and suddenly i realized that next october will be my fourth year of college and will be my last! that is relieving for sure, but before that i have to do the final year project. this is why i am feeling old. doing a project, build a system, ALONE. no group mates, no help from other people *well, i might be exagerrating, but yeah, you get the idea, dont you?* ive been going back and forth home and campus, making appointment to see lecturers, filtering proposed title that i feel like i can do, and maaaan that's hard! most of the proposed title are very hard, including the word robot, or recognition system, or biometric, or fuzzy control, or satellites. hell, i dont even know what most of the words mean! i feel soo soo soo dumb. and suddenly, couple of days ago, i met one of my lecturers and she said that she could help me with this title, 'Web-based fun learning system for preschool children'. yay, no difficult words! but there is no confirmation yet about the title so i am still waiting, we'll see about that monday, 'kay?

so how was your weekend people? good? bad? in between? don't ask me until we reach the end of may, will you? gotta go now, have to read some more papers, write some more answers. ugghh, i hate exams! :(

oh, at last, today's quote:

"I cannot give you the formula for success, but I can give you the formula for failure--which is:

Try to please everybody."

Herbert Bayard Swope

oh, well

2009-05-13T11:26:00.002+08:00

since i have to register subjects for next semester, i decided to wake up early because i have to compete with others to get the subjects i want. so i woke up at 8.45, pretty early for holiday right? i registered four subjects and i still have to register one more subject but apparently the system is sooo dumb that i couldnt register. i've mailed the person in charge and her reply was 'the system need to refresh itself. please be patient and try again later'. sigh. ive been waiting for two and a half bloody hour and i still cannot register that subject. oh Operating System 1, please, please, befriend with me.

so, in order to wait the system and trying to be patient, im going to give you another tagging thing. please, dont be bored :D

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
beh, ausi, susi, mary-jane haha naahh, the last one is a lie ;p

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
birthdays and anniversaries

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
trying to register, what else?

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
good people, good food, good life, good thoughts ; )

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
err. most people from my past are still in my present so, yeah, nobody

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :
shoes, bags, money, tickets ;D

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
sleeping is my only hobby right now. i dont have any time to do anything else hahaha

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
bangkok, brazil, maldives, bora-bora

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
mineral water, fresh milk, carrot juice, teh tarik :D

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
pen, hand sanitizer, wallet, cellphone

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
black, grey, white, yellow

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS PLACES:

anyone's house, places with good food, places with good couch and sovas, places with good people

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:
people? my family is my first priority, then goes my bestfriends and my boyfriend ♥

TOP FOUR ASIAN ACTORS
christian sugiono! HAHAHAHA

FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
i dont really get this question, mind if i skip? ;p

FOUR FAVOURITE "UNUSUAL" SONGS:
oh well, do sufjan stevens' songs counted as unsual?

FOUR EVENTS YOU WILL NEVER FORGET:

my 19th birthday, my 1st anniversary with my boyfriend, first time i landed at soekarno-hatta after 4 months separated with my beloved people, the time i have to leave jkt

FOUR THINGS YOU OFTEN DID WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
eat a lot and never gain weight, play a lot and never get bad scores, never study and still get good grades, being a naughty daughter ;p

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WANT TO ANSWER THIS SURVEY:

i have no candidates ;p

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
as i said before, i am waiting to join the Operating System 1 class. puhleaseeee =.=

well, apparently, the system is THAT suck. almost 3 hours of waiting and i still couldn't register and the capacity is decreasing and decreasing. oooh faculty people, don't you know that if i dont register the subject for next semester, my plain will be ruined and i won't be graduated by september 2010 and i have to extend my study plan????? pleaseeeeeee. system oh system, be kind, i beg youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. im so desperate right now. duh.

to be alone with you

2009-05-12T00:44:00.005+08:00

its been a long time since my last post and yes, i do realize that. the problem is i have no time to do anything beside studying and working on my assignments, so yeah, i was busy, reallll busy! april is the most devilish month of all, i spent most of my time at home, whether writing, typing, or thinking. oh, my brain was going to explode, but thanks to those long sleep after exams and assignments, i am doing really good. in fact, i am ready to face all my final exams. yeah. right. i lied. of course ;p

the happy time is comiing! im counting down from 17 and voila, the day of the freedom will coming muahahahahaha cant wait to go back! i feel like having some rest before fighting again, after this, the battle will be harder. do i have to tell you about my college problem (again)? yes, i do. you know, next october will be my fourth year of college and hopefully will be the last. so, i will be doing the final year project for two semesters and followed by industrial training. and the fact is, im not ready, at all. i have no knowledge at all. oh, and while i will be doing the final year project, i will still be taking subjects. yeah. sucks. i know. but there are no other option if i want to graduate on time. i have to follow the plan or else, i will be hanging around here for another year or so. suckssssssssssssssss.

but then, the good news is comiing. apart from going home, which also a good news, one of my wish in my wishlist will soon come true. sooooooooo excited! but im not gonna spill it now, just wait and see ;))))) ooh, and i just arrived from my boyfriend's place and as usual, we spent most of our times hugging kissing and cuddling so yeah im in ♥♥♥ :))

(leloveimage)

banana pancakes

2009-04-24T13:33:00.003+08:00

college is killing me and i really need to refresh myself. ive been working sooo hard, playing around with assignments and exams and the next few weeks will be harder. final exam is coming up, and as usual, im not ready yet! fortunately, i have bought the ticket to go home! the flight will be on may 29 and i'll be back on june 22. arrrgh, i need a longer holiday. i really need to go home as soon as possible. living here and suprisingly survived is one big achievement i think. with all the dull-ness, boring-ness, very hotttt weather, oh man. home is waaay better than here. the food, the people, the house, mmhhmmm, i miss.

boring boring boring. my life is too boring. there's no excitement, no surprise, no rush adrenaline, no massive heartbeat. yes, i am very happy to live my life but i kinda miss my old one with all those exciting stuff. guess this is life when you enter the world of two-zero aka twenty hahahaha i need to cut my hair, apparently it is so messy and i am not willing to take risk cutting my hair here, so i have to wait until the end of may to have a haircut. pathetic. everything i need and want to do has to wait. until the end of may. end of may. end. of. may. seems like a looooooong way to go. pfffft.

oh, and who said asian are not pretty? yes, we are.

(girlspic)

if she wants me

2009-04-14T19:36:00.010+08:00

//What is your current obsession? graduation (!) and more shoes

//What is your weirdest obsession? living in a hypermart or department store ; )

//What are you wearing today? black tshirt, thrifted vest, jeans, sandals

//Why is today special? because tomorrow is a holiday, yay!

//What would you like to learn to do? baking, sewing, drawing, and dancing, i wishh

//What’s for dinner today? i made martabak manis, sinfully sweets ; )

//What’s the last thing you bought? cant remember, food i think

//What are you listening to right now? feist - the water

//What is your favorite weather? cloudy

//What is your most challenging goal right now? not being a procrastinator

//If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be? new york or london or ibiza, its either in big city or next to the beach

//Favorite vacation spot? beaches

//What would you like to have in your hands right now? a new cellphone (?) ;D

//What would you like to get rid of? some fat in some part of my body :D

//If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go? rio! please!

//Which language do you want to learn? spanish and mandarin

//What did you dream of last night? something weird

//Who do you want to meet in person? john mayer! and anna wintour

//One thing that you would snitch out of someone’s closet, with no regrets? a killer shoes

//What’s the favorite piece of clothing in your own closet? a corset that makes me look slimmer ;p

//What is your dream job? any job in fashion magazine or a security auditor *yeah, thats why i learn my major ;D*

//If you had £100 now what would you spend it on? shoes

//Fashion pet peeve? fur, not-match colors

//Do you admire anyone's style? zooey, daisy, zoe, alexa, sjp, and those random peeps from random source with amazing style

//Describe your personal style: im more to simple and casual

//Who's fashion show would you want tickets to? oh my. john galliano, vivienne westwood, comme des garcons, hussein chalayan, ann demeulemeester, marc jacobs, yohji yamamoto, topshop, betsey johnson, valentino, arrghhh too many!

(mary-kate & anne hathaway; vogue magazine)

truly, madly, deeply, yes i do : )

2009-04-09T17:56:00.006+08:00

"Lovers don't finally meet somewhere,
They're in each other all along."
(Jalaluddin Rumi)

yea, right. im such a loser for romantic things. and this is what happened when i have too much spare time and no boyfriend around. i miss my boyfriend. it might sound selfish and stupid by saying that, because in fact we are only separated for two weeks (and maybe another two later on, so, yea, a month). no biggie. a month without seeing him. i can handle that. i surely can, right?

yea. in. my. dream.

by the time i said goodbye and waved at him while he drove the car, i already missed him. it's been only two weeks. two goddamn weeks, and now i miss him even more.

ok.

stop whinning.

i know i sound like a stupid spoiled brat or something. believe me im not.

lets just move on, shall we?

im planning on making martabak manis but im too lazy to even buy the ingredients. oh life. oh, and i skipped a lot of classes this week. i mean, a lot. two hours on tuesday, six hours on wednesday, and two hours today. i guess this laziness is taking over my life. bad days. bad bad bad.

well, next week and ahead are busy weeks, so cross your finger and pray for me. ciao!

bipolar

2009-04-05T01:31:00.004+08:00

(hudie)

(wishlist)

merry happy

2009-04-04T23:33:00.003+08:00

okay, i might not be updating this blog for more than two weeks, but just so you know, im not dead peeps! ive just been veryveryvery busy with college things and have no time to update ;D well, anyway, there's nothing to update except i have finished my midterm break (and nothing interesting happened, believe me). i also have finished some of my midterm tests and labtests but i still have some more to go. basically my life is about sleep, study, and eat (and play in between :D). my final exam schedule is out and (i think) im going back home at the end of may *i'll update you after i officially buy the ticket, kay?* oh, and in the last mid-term break, i made a cheesecake! yay! i've always been a cheesecake lover and now im learning to make one for myself!

this is the first cheesecake i ever made and it turned out to be good! im so happy that when my friends ate this, their feedback was good :) and for you who think that making a cake is hard, you should try this. this is very easy, even for a beginner with no cooking-skill, this is easy :) let me share the recipe with you.

Plain Cheesecake topped with Chocolate and Whipped Cream

utensils:
spoon (tablespoon & teaspoon)
bowl
round spring form pan (i use the small one with the 12cm diameter)

ingredients:

cake-base:
80 grams biscuits *approximately 4-5 biscuits* (i use digestive biscuits, but you can use any)
40 grams unsalted butter - melted in a pan
2 table spoon castor sugar (you can find it at supermarket, pretty easy to find)

cake-filling:
125 grams cream cheese (any brand, but i suggest Kraft Philadelphia)
5 tablespoon castor sugar
150 gram whipped cream (depends on your likeness of sweet and fluffiness)
1 tablespoon gelatin - boil with a little water until melted

topping:
the topping is base on your taste, since i like it plain, i dont use much topping. you can use strawberry or blueberry jam (mix it well with hot water before spread on the top of the cheesecake)

cooking chocolate
whipped cream

how to make:

cake-base:
crush the biscuits in the bowl and add the sugar. mix them well. pour the melted butter and mix well. put the crushed biscuit into a round spring form pan and press hard until packed. put the pan in the fridge for min. 1 hour (i put it for about 3 hours).

cake filling:
put the chream cheese and sugar in the bowl. beat the cream cheese with the sugar until mixed well. add the whipped cream and mix. last, put the melted gelatin into the bowl, mix well. pour the mixture into the pan and put again in fridge for 1 day.

topping:
melt the cooking chocolate using a pan filled with water and a bowl. after melt, spread it on the top of the cheesecake. add the whipped cream.

HAPPY EATING :))

p.s.: i know mine is far from good and some of you may have better recipes and cakes, but hey, there's no hurt in sharing something, right? :)

i take time

2009-03-21T13:24:00.005+08:00

hello there, finally mid-break is coming. one priceless week where i can stay up late and wake up late, ahh.. peace. exams and assignments are still waiting to be done on the following week but hey, today is the first day of holiday and i dont wanna think any.

i have no plan though. couple friends go back, some travel around and/or outside the country, while im here having no plan, at all. well, i planned to visit my boyfriend but his family is coming so i guess he's gonna be super busy. lets just see what will happen this week ;)
i scored one blouse and one t-shirt this week, and this in nothing to be proud of, of course. im broke broke broke. i have to save moreee! really, online shopping is evil. i couldnt stop scrolling down and up and open new tabs and eyeing things. aaargh. i guess i have to close my eyes or else i have to live on istant noodles (which i hate) and plain water everyday.
i got a care package from my mom, money and a pair of contact lens that i really need. thankies mommy, youre the besttt! :) i miss my mom. if only she could fly here right now, give me hugs and kisses, aw aw.. too bad she is afraid of flying (and she is very busy with her work right now), so i guess, i'll see her on june.
i have to do the laundry and clean my room but this is holiday and i just feel like being lazy and playing and sleeping and eating like a pig :D

anyhooooo, anyone wants to give me those items?? *BIG GRIN*

just so you know,

2009-03-15T10:49:00.005+08:00

i miss this,

and this,

and this is the sweetest,

(leloveimage)

oh,
and I LOVE YOU.
yes, yes, you.
: )

love song no. 7

2009-03-14T03:01:00.004+08:00

"aku sayang kamu kyk pantat sama kentut, ga ada yang bisa misahin pantat sama kentut hihihi loooove youuuu!"

walaupun perumpamaannya agak aneh dan jorok, tapi i love you too, too much :))
p.s.: and this sms really made my day :)

people are people

2009-03-14T02:22:00.007+08:00

ive been living one hell of a week. and this hasnt stopped, yet. i still have one week before my midterm break, and yes, more to hell it is. this week i have one submission, one quiz, one exam, and one cisco online exam. sounds like shit yet? not stopping there. next week, i still have two exams, one case study submission, one paper assignment submission, one mini-presentation, and one cisco online exam. pity me already?
my head is spinning, thinking how i should done all those tasks. i try to read and answer the question for the case study but my head is dizzy. i feel like going into the wrong destination, and the more i go through, the more i realize that this is a mistake. a big one. how could i survive thisssss? how could i done my final year project? how could i done my industrial training? what would i be after i (finally) graduate? oh shittttt. regret wont change anything, i know. but i wish this will be easier, and my life will be a lot happier.

(alodita.tumblr.com)

and i miss my boyfriend. this week has been rough, i miss him and i need him. i miss complaining about my life, telling him those unimportant stories and stare his face and hug him, feels like life is easy. i am usually not this melancholic, really. but what had happened in the past few days, weeks, months, or (probably) years was hard. harder than i thought. i miss home and i feel like being there, surrounded with the people i love the most. i miss my mom. i miss my father. i miss my sister. i miss my grandma. i miss my aunt. i want to see their progress of life. my sister can drive now, my mother just got back from bali, my father is in jogja teaching my sister how to drive. i want to fly home and stay inside my house for one full week, doing nothing, going nowhere, just stay at home. im still thinking of buying a ticket, but deep down my heart is telling me not to be a spoiled brat and just survive here.
please, please, fast forward my life. please..

all dialed in

2009-03-05T20:36:00.004+08:00

jason mraz rocked my world, hard. oh maaaan, he was waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too awesome! the songs were predictable, although he didnt sing wordplay, but he was good, really. how he combined his song with oasis' and bob marley's, how he thanked the audience with 'thank you' in different languages, how he change his t-shirt to 'i♥kl' one, how he communicated and said 'dont let your mind stop you for having fun' *or something like that, i dont really remember :D*, how he danced and moved his body that made me screamed, and simply how he sang all the songs! i wish that the concert will last for two hours or so, but unfortunately it ended within one and a half hour, only. we want more youuuuuu, jason!

meanwhile, assignments are still not done yet, and midterms are coming, fast. i will have one on 11th, another one on 17th and the last one (before midterm break) on the 20th of march. and i havent studied anything at all. bang bang boom!
oh, how i wish college is just as easy as putting an underwear. sigh.

the dynamo of volition

2009-03-03T23:21:00.003+08:00

(feb'09)

i always believe in the circle of life. well,apparently, my life is being on the lower side of the circle right now. i am waaay too lazy *and i mean it, really*, i eat too much, i sleep too long, i spent too much. oh man. pfffftt.
well anyway, jason mraz is coming soon, in less than 24 hours, he'll be rocking my world! hurrah for that! i am gonna sing, dance, and steal him of course. too bad i still have to go to morning class tomorrow, at eight am. eight o clock in the morning doesnt seem very early for you, probably. but believe me, here, in my place where i live and spend time, eight in the morning is like five. really. the sky is still dark enough for you to pray subuh, and the weather is unbearable. cold and windy, the weather that you feel like going to sleep and spend your time snuggling in your bed waiting the sun to shine. believe me. and i have to take a shower before that. could you imagine how cold the water will be? and dont ask me about how i behave inside the class. i will just yawn and close my eyes each time the lecturer change the slides. life is hard, my friend.
gotta go. ciao!

live high

2009-02-27T17:00:00.003+08:00

lindsay lohan is one damn skinny bitch,
i want.

(hedislimane)

a beautiful mess

2009-02-27T14:12:00.008+08:00

what i said before is true. remember on what i was saying about weekend that is becoming to be just another day in a week? truly true. shitt. this weekend, on friday, saturday, and sunday *yes, ALL three days* i have this meeting in campus. and the time of the meeting is just ridiculous. seven at night. seven! could you imagine that? i should be going out somewhere with my girls when i have to attend this meeting because apparently the meeting is compulsory for my division ONLY. double shit. and you know what makes it triple shit? my boyfriend is coming this weekend. shit shit shit. this is getting worse. i shouldnt take the job at the first place. now, life lesson #1984203: think before you decide. shittttttttttttttttt.

thank god, i have another meeting with another person that will make this world a better place to live *well, at least my world is going to be a better place :D* im gonna meet *or see? who cares* JASON MRAZ!! the mr.az himself, yayyyy! bought the ticket, prepared the car, planned the trip, im going to see jason mraaaaaaaaaz! this is what i'll scream when i see him;

(photobucket)

sparkling sparkle

2009-02-25T16:47:00.008+08:00

(ffffound!)

i skipped two classes today. my going-to-campus mood is below zero. im such a lazyass nowadays. i hate thisss. i really need to be productive. at least, pretend to be. help meeeeee!

you know what's good?
+ getting A without having to study hard
+ having a cup of hot chocolate and biscotti while reading magazines
+ buying shoes (or clothes, or bags, or anything) :)
+ having a private plane
+ baking cheese cookies
+ listening to my ipod until falling asleep
+ hugging my boyfriend
+ morning kisses ;)
+ big breakfast
+ mac and cheese with extra cheese added with broccoli and smoked beef
+ caramel pudding without caramel sauce
+ loooong weekend

oh shit. dreams. g'bye.

the man of metropolis steal my heart

2009-02-24T18:02:00.003+08:00

(we♥it)

im waaaay behind everybody now. all i could think about is having a really long time sleep, eating mac&cheese or triple cheese pizza (or a bucket of vanilla ice cream, or cheese pretzels dip into cream cheese sauce, or potato wedges with cheese dressing), and holiday trip. i suck, i know. i should be doing one of my assignments, writing some report that due to be submitted in just two weeks from now, researching some things about my business plan for one of my subject, practising programming hard, trying to hack something, or just simply do some math. i really need to make my brain works a little bit harder.
college is only in week four but i am a college slave now. i never arrive at home before 10 pm *except friday when i have no class, please do not disturb me*. i always have something to do after class, be it cisco course or some meetings that started at 8 pm and finish at almost 11. my eating pattern is bad bad bad. i once had lunch at 11 am and dinner at 11.30 pm. see? weekend is no longer free time. weekend is just another day in a week that i have to spend doing something related to college. i hate it hate it hate it. can i just go back to kindergarten please?

p.s.: im addicted to how i met your mother. neil patrick harris is just simply irresistable ;)

take me to the moon

2009-02-23T01:22:00.002+08:00

how was your weekend?
mine was good, nothing special but good. i met my boyfriend and we spent our time mostly cuddling and laughing on stupid things but that was more than enough :) i scored to buy a pair of shoes *well, my boyfriend bought it for me :)* and a blouse which cost less than RM 20 in dorothy perkins. see? shopping is not that bad, you just have to find out where to go and when :D *self denial*
by the way, i have this proposal submission this morning, thank god it was done in less than an hour. i love my team mates * GO OK! GO!*

well, this is today's quote, i hope you read it *you know who you are*

"Judging people you don't know for things you don't understand is just really stupid."
-ellen page

i'd rather dance with myself

2009-02-19T13:49:00.003+08:00

i guess you'll never understand, will you?

beautiful loser

2009-02-19T01:00:00.002+08:00

life's update:
mine is getting busy. cisco every monday and wednesday, some meetings on tuesday and thrusday. im gonna be dead soon. assignments are waiting to be done. oh noooo! weekend is my only gateway and on those three (supposedly) beautiful days, i should working my ass on those assignments. life is unfair.

p.s.: i want to buy something. clothes. shoes. bags. yummyyy guilty pleasure ;)

sigh

2009-02-17T18:43:00.000+08:00

I think we know, deep down, when a promise can’t be kept, but we give them another chance, and another, and another… until finally, we’ve had enough.
-fully quoted from newresolution.tumblr.com

truly true? what do you think?

:)

2009-02-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

“For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.”
audrey hepburn

happy belated valentine's day dearest,
love xoxo

what's inside it?

2009-02-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

i always want to do this posting but never made it. anyway, i always love to see those blogs who post about your bag and what's inside it, so i decided to make one post about it too :)
here it goes:

the bag: forever21 brown big hobo bag
i got this bag from my boyfriend for a birthday present last year. i always love big bags :)

the contents (from top to bottom):
1. the body shop neroli jasmin body mist
i love the smell, i have used this body mist for two years until now

2. the body shop pressed face powder
this helps a lot, especially in a hot day where my face will become very oily

3. the body shop vitamin E lip care spf 15
i couldnt live without this item, seriously. this is the only lip balm my lip is tolerated with

4. oriflame visions freaking amazing mascara
i just got this from my sister and i love this mascara, it doesnt give your eyes those heavy black mascara looks, its just perfect black longer lashes

5. handy clean instant hand antiseptic
this is essential. i am a clean-freak person in a particular way, so i have to make my hand clean everytime, after eating or after touching something greasy or disgusting

6. folded hairbrush with mirror
i got this item from itc fatmawati, for 3000 rupiah (RM 1) only! this helps a lot since it has two function, as a hairbrush and as a mirror

7. olympus FE-320 digital camera in black (in the grey case)
this camera is my bestfriend. i brought it almost everywhere, it has capture almost every moments in my life

8. nokia 6300 in black with leather pouch
this is also my essential item. im not a small-cellphone person, but i instantly falling in love with this cellphone, because its black and it is easy to use and its just cute ;)

9. blue wallet
this is a gift from my boyfriend for my birthday this year, and i love this because it has so much space to store my cards, papers, receipts, and everything

10. apple ipod nano 4gb in silver (with white case)
this ipod has accompanied me whenever i travel alone, in the bus, in the car, in the plane, anywhere

11. small notebook and pink pen
i always bring them both because i always feel that i will need one of them (or both) to take notes

not inside the picture:
insight keychain with house keys and apartment access card
paseo tissue

actually, i usually bring a lot more things than that but those items above are the most important items. there are medicine pouch, pantyliner pouch (with an extra underwear and plastic bag, just in case ;p), cellphone's earphone with pouch, extra hair clip and hair band, and those college related items such as pencil case (with pencil, pen, eraser, stapler, marker, scissors, and everything you need, believe me), notes, paper, and a blue umbrella i bought in isetan lot 10 because it was raining outside and i have to go to pavilion. i decided to bought the umbrella because i think i will use it again and i dont have any umbrella. funny story, after i paid and walked out from lot 10, the rain has stopped, and my new umbrella failed to make it first appearance that day.

by the way, i think i need a new bag, a medium size bag would be nice ; )

on being 20

2009-02-15T18:39:00.000+08:00

i am officially twenty years old.
im old, really.
i feel like crossing the bridge between the teenager world and the adult world.
oh man, two or three years from now, i bet people will start asking me a question like, 'when will you get married?', 'where is your boyfriend?', and all that kind of family and relationship stuff.
oh god.

but yeah, i had a great birthday, indeed. 12 am surprise is always the best :) i love you guys :))
my boyfriend came late in the evening because he had some things to do at campus but it was great, he brought me a parcel filled with shoes, wallet, necklace, earring, bag, and sunglasses. i love youuuu! :)

hopefully, i'll be more responsible and mature this year. cross your finger and pray with me :)

p.s.: thank youuuu for those messages, phone calls, walls on facebook, and everything else. i feel loved :)

oooh and aaah

2009-02-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

currently listening to: raul midon
currently watching: how i met your mother season 1 marathon
currently reading: cleo february edition
currently eating: nothing

currently..
..bored.

here i am sitting in front of my computer alone in my bedroom, doing nothing in this (supposedly beautiful) saturday night. i should do something productive, really. but i dont know what.

and you know what? my appetite is getting bigger than ever. seriously. i feel like munching and biting anything. my period is coming, probably in next week time, so this kind of appetite will stay with me for a week or so later. i really should do some exercise. oh, by the way, i already join the pilates class and we are starting next monday, yay!

as a closing, i leave you with this question?

picture is taken from here

do you want to stay in a barbie color tone houses like these?
i do.
ciao!

hell-o

2009-02-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

im backkkkk!
well, this is not something that excites me of course, but yeah, here i am back to the same old boring routine again.
i am two days late, the new semester has been started and yes i have missed something, definitely. i have to catch everything up and this semester is gonna be busy, i tell you. i registered for six subject which none is easy, and im gonna take cisco course, twice a week, two hours per session. and, in order to fulfill my resolution in doing some exercise, i am planning to join pilates or yoga, whichever the easiest ;D and yes, i am still planning to have some fun this semester :)
but here comes the good news, friday im free. no class, which means i can meet my boyfriend and have a longer weekend. but *there's always a but ;(* assignments are waiting and im not readyyyy! im not ready to focus again, listening and thinking again. sigh. life is hard my friend.

well, i have to unpack first and guess what? i have an eight oclock class tomorrow. damn.
ciao!

helllooooo!

2009-01-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

heyoooo peopleee!
remember my last post on being in hiatus-mode for three weeks?
well, finally i manage to get a (good) internet connection and here i am writing this post. yippie!

holiday is being halfway through and im really glad to be home. i mean, do you have anywhere else beside your home that provide you your necessities and fulfill almost everything you want? every morning each time i wake up, my granny always ask me, "what do you want for breakfast?". and when the noon time comes, she will ask again, "what do you want for lunch? do you like soto or sup better?". aaah, thats what i called home :)

i manage to meet my highschool friends and we were having a very good time although one of us was hospitalized *thank god she's fine now*. i am waiting to meet my junior high besties and my other friends, hope that i can meet everyone before i go back for almost five months.

nothing special happened, but without nothing special, holiday is already special, right?

and oh, dont ask about my result. it hasnt come out yet, but it will be bad i think. just forget about it and have some fun here :)

it is 11 pm and believe it or not, it is my sleeping time now ;)
so, ciao!

*i'll update this by the time i'll get a good connection again ;D*

hurrah!

2009-01-13T01:34:00.000+08:00

im going to fly home, soon! in less than 24 hours!
sooooo excited!

as usual, this blog will be in hiatus mode while i go back home, but dont worry. i'll recap everything than will happen in three weeks *promise promise*
i'll see you again in early february.
wishing me a nice flight and a safe trip :)
ciao!

hurray

2009-01-11T15:06:00.000+08:00

congratulate me. i have finished all my exams. ALL. and here comes a three weeks holiday. yay!
im going back to jakarta, meet my family and friends and leaving this dull city *at least for three weeks ;D*
the exams were not so good, i mean, almost bad. the first exam was computer programming, which i had mentioned before, my programming ability is below zero. i did my best but when we came out of the venue, we talked about the answers and almost all my answers were false. i choose not to think about it tho, cause yeah, miracle happens sometimes, when you desperately need it :)
the second exam was the hardest one, computer security. this subject is closely related to my major and i didnt understand it, at all. all i can do is hoping that the teacher is kind enough to pass me.
the third one is the easiest i might say, basketball it is. i was quite sure that i will pass this subject. lets just keep my finger crossed :D

is it just me, or the world seems more beautiful when you have no exams and assignments to do?
:)

-

2009-01-08T22:15:00.001+08:00

im gonna die soon.
thirteen chapters.
twelve tutorials.
one super difficult mid-term.
less than 24-hours time left.
6 ultra difficult questions for final exam.
ZERO knowledge.

im dead, seriously.

4.18

2009-01-05T04:08:00.000+08:00

after reading notes and spelling p-r-o-g-r-a-m-m-i-n-g all over and again, this seems so good.

(demeulemeester spring 2009 collection)

(undercover spring 2009 collection)

i always love the combination of black and white, but who knows all black and all white are so fascinating?
oh, and how come all those clothes can look so effortlessly awesome?
my first exam is coming up and im working hard to eliminate my laziness. already read all chapters but remember nothing.
i should consume ginkgo biloba or something for my brain.

*all pictures are from style.com*

re;

2009-01-04T01:03:00.000+08:00

i know this is not the right time to post. really. i should study or read something educative like my notes or tutorials but as usual, laziness kicks me ;p
i promised to write about my resolutions, and this year is special because beside it is new year, this year, i will be twenty. can you imagine? me being twenty years old?

1. save more, spend less
as i said before, i spend too much on unimportant things, like a second or third lunch, magazines *i am a magazine whore by the way*, and too much cellphone credits. so this year is the time to cut them off and save more :)

2. exercise at least once a week
at the beginning of 2008, i tried to exercise regularly and it succeeded and i lose weight and became skinnier. but since mid-2008, i started to be lazy and my class schedule is very packed and busy and i became having no time to exercise. this year? lets start fresh. once a week is not that hard :)

3. become more mature and understanding and patient
well, this is what i call becoming an adult ;p i have to be a good person! i want to stop complaining and cursing and saying bad things :)

4. lose weight *again*
last year i succeeded to lose a lot of kilograms and this year its not that much. around two or three kgs will be enough :)

5. pray 5 times a day, everyday
i want to be a good moslem and i will try harder to pray full time :)

6. GPA and CGPA above 3.5 throughout the year
i did quite good last year with two (out of three) dean's list and i want to keep it up this year. hope my laziness will not bother :)

7. stop being a procrastinator
okay. i promise i'll try as hard as i can for this ;D

8. going somewhere outside indonesia and malaysia
preferably bangkok (thailand) or hongkong. march or august will be the perfect time. we'll see how it will be :)

9. buy something valuable with my own money
i already have the plan about what to buy, but im still saving. wish me luck :)

10. do some charity
i still have no idea what kind of charity, but a good will is a good start right? i want to be a good girl :)

11. have a healthy better relationship with my boyfriend
this year, we will be together for two years and the feeling is still growing and we love each others more. hope it will last :)

this will be updated, i promise. but i'll stop now because i really have to read my notes or else i will not do the exams well. until then, ciao! :)

sakura

2009-01-03T16:46:00.000+08:00

im bored, like hell. i dont have any spirit at all to study and read my notes and tutorials, at all. duh, its only the third day of 2009 and im already being lazy and procrastinating. anyway, i have something to post. its basically a facebook thingy but i think i just post it here due to my laziness to post it on facebook.

this one is from lalla.
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
vertebrae by vertebrae - bjork *wth?

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
sia - sweet potato *i dont even know this song

(WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
nothing better - the postal service

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
aku cinta kau dan dia *i love you and him* - dewa

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
isi hatiku *inside my heart* - ten2five

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
whenever you call - mariah carey

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
grand theft autumn/where is your boy - fall out boy

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
keliru *wrong* - monita

WHAT IS 2+2?
itu aku *that's me* - sheila on 7

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
because - the bird and the bee

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
let me go - 3 doors down *??

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
that girl - lindsay lohan

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
matahari bintang bulan *sun, star, moon* - dewa 19

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
lucky - jason mraz ft. colbie caillat

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
other side of the world - KT tunstall

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
sadis - afgan

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
the road im on - 3 doors down

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
cry - the veronicas

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
jangan kau katakan cinta *do not say love* - lea simanjuntak

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
city love - john mayer

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
brand new - millstone

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
twisted logic - coldplay

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
lonely lonely - feist

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
brightest - copeland

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
tomorrow - avril lavigne

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
red light - the strokes

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
after you - christian bautista

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
senja *sunset* - float

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
kasih *darling* - ecoutez

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
sakura - judika

oookay. so there were a lot of mismatch with the questions and the answers but this is fun, aight?

honestly, i am BROKE. officially. i spent too much money this semester, and i dont know what for.
i dont think i go out too much because i still spend most of my weekends at home, doing assignment. well, maybe not most, but yeah, you got the idea.
okay lets just recap what ive bought this semester.
1 pair of nose shoes *half price*
1 mango blouse *sale*
1 topshop blouse
1 forever 21 sweater *sale*
2 clothes from online shop
1 mango legging
3 forever 21 necklaces *a very good bargain!*
1 forever 21 headband
1 body shop body mist
1 tshirt from sungei wang
1 belt
1 eyeliner

thats all. ehm. quite. much. for. only. two. months. stay. ehm. ehm. no. comment. :D
well yes i spend too much sometimes, but i really couldnt resist :(

i promise to save more and spend less!
*another new-year's resolution is coming up with the next post*
ciao!

'09

2009-01-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

heyoooo peopleee! :D
HAPPY NEW YEARRRR! :))
ohmygodddd its already 2009!
how was new year?
resolution is coming up, but im not going to spill them now since its only the first day of 2009 and i dont wanna bother you with my not-so-important resolution for this year :)
however, i am so happy to announce that all my assignments are donee! yayyy!
BUT, *why there is always a but :(*
final exams are coming up.
here's my schedule:

Course ID	Course Title	Exam Hours	Status	Date	Venue	Seat No	Time
TCP1311	OBJECT-ORIENTED PROGRAMMING	2		07/01/2009	MAIN HALL	274	2.30 PM
TSC2211	COMPUTER SECURITY	2		09/01/2009	EXT. EXAM HALL	26	9.00 AM
CBS1020	BASKETBALL	2		10/01/2009	FOSEE ACR1001	18	2.30 PM

i have to study as soon as possible! i have to read through all the lecture notes and tutorials, and practice some programming languages i think. and i have to remember all those techniques and theorems of basketball! not to mention the hardest of all, computer fuckinn security! hukss im gonna die soon! wish me a very good luck in this matter, 'kay?
ill post about the resolution and else when i have the time to :D
ciao!

v

2008-12-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

hellooo peoplee! how was your holiday? me? assignment is still haunting me so i did nothing special.
by the way, my boyfriend is hereee! yay! hurray!

we took loads and loads of picture and today is our 18th months anniversary! yay! :)) i love you more each day, nyun :))

oh, and i got a new tattoo, its a temporary one by the way ;p

ohm (aum) ; The supreme and most sacred syllable, consisting in Sanskrit of the three sounds (a), (u), and (m), representing various fundamental triads and believed to be the spoken essence of the universe. It is uttered as a mantra and in affirmations and blessings

i still have to finish my business plan before heading off to kuala lumpur to celebrate new year. so im off for now, wish me luck! :))

12.25

2008-12-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

happy holiday everyone! :))
here's a little something something for you to take a look to waste your time for holiday :D

all photos are from tsumori chisato's spring 2009 collection (www.a-net.com)

gogreenindonesia(!)

2008-12-23T01:41:00.000+08:00

do you see the icon on the right bottom side of my blog?
yes, i support go green indonesia!
the founder is one of my dear friend, lalla. this blog is one of the proves that there are (still) a lot of teenagers who are aware and concern about our earth, our own mother earth.
do you still care?
just visit their blog, and do something. a little something will make a big difference :)

♥

2008-12-22T11:53:00.000+08:00

happy mother's day mommyyyyyy! :)) i love love love love love love youuuuuuuu!
*and thank you for the surprising offer :D*

*image is taken from google image

welcoming spring

2008-12-21T13:20:00.000+08:00

i was about to post the 2009 Spring Collection that i was dissapointed when i saw that the only Tsumori Chisato collection's style.com has is from 2005! so i decided to change this post to become my (other) wishlist. hey, you never get bored when it comes to wishlist :)
today is the apparel edition. and this is kinda special because i will take all the things from urban outfitters.
why?
simply because we dont have it here, in malaysia or indonesia. the best thing i can do to get something from urban outfitters is telling my cousin *who happened to live there* to bring me some. ugh.

let's start, shall we?

all images are from urbanoutfitters.com

okayy. so i only found sixxx interesting items there. a bit dissapointed *again* because i thought that there will be some more interesting items. but the shoes are beauty! :)) me likeyy!

bytheway, please please please pray for me that i CAN *and have to* finish my assignment by tonight. please please please. studying programming is not easy, at all. for you who happen to have the gift to do programming easily, bless you. you have no idea how bad i want to graduate from this college as soon as possible and pursue my dream major.

oh, christmas is coming really soon! happy holiday to you all *not for me. assignments!* and merry too soon christmas :D

scks

2008-12-21T01:10:00.000+08:00

it is saturday night and i am staying at home trying to finish my assignment. see? i AM a good student, am i?
err, not really. i am doing this object oriented programming assignment now, trying to finish the program but it still has some errors here and there and we (me and dita) cant fix the error so i think i just take my camera and playing dress-up again :D

thrifted grey knit blouse, thrifted grey skirt, mango black legging, thrifted pink scarf

my boyfriend said that i am too skinny now. i weigh 53 kgs and he said that i am suppose to weigh 58 kgs. GOD. ive been there *and weigh more than that* and now that i achieve my target to weigh 53, i want to weigh 50! :D i know, i know, the never-satisfied-me. but there's nothing bad on being skinny, isnt it?
***

updates:
i started to write this post at about 12 am and now is 3.27 am in the morning. what took me so long? i just finished the decimal problem in my assignment. yes it was just how you make something point something something something something something something something into something point something something something only. do not understand? programming sucks, really.
i should really get some sleep. my back is aching and i feel very sleepy right now after reading too much tutorials about how to make a program and all that matters to it.
im off, to bed.

=.=

2008-12-20T13:58:00.000+08:00

im not feeling good today. i have to finish object oriented programming assignment by tomorrow because i have to submit it on sunday but it hasnt finished yet and as you know, my programming knowledge is below zero so i basically cannot do anything helpful for the assignment.
i want to sleep all day, wasting my time with doing nothing, just laying on my bed and having random thoughts about anything, everything.
i miss my mother. i miss being hugged.
i am being random, aight?

:(

2008-12-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

weekend is coming. though i have things to do *hello assignments*, having fun still a must :) me and the girls went to karaoke and had some fun there, three hours non stop singing and dancing around. we had it all, from westlife to spice girls. from backstreet boys to boyzone. you name it, we sang it :D karaoke was soooo much fun. remembering the old times when we were still young and stupid and how we fancied those westlife boys *MARK!*
bytheway, i decided to take my outfit pictures again, i hope you dont mind :)

thrifted batik blouse, romp shorts, thrifted batik belt, bally bag

i really miss my boyfriend. its been almost a month now. i miss spending time with him while we are doing sleepover, sharing stories and end up sleeping while still hugging each other :(
***

i just got tagged again, now by robin. tagging is the new black, is it? :D

rules:
1. everyone who get this award are obliged to write their recent love story & these rules in their new post
2. everyone who get this award are obliged to tag 7 of your friends who have an unique love story to be shared then they must do what you do as well

well. my recent love story.
err. i dont know how to start the story but i can say that my love story has never been better than this. my boyfriend is as perfect as he can be and our relationship is great. i mean, GREAT. we havent argued since, err.. i dont know, last century? i love him too much and he is being the best rock anytime i need him to be. he makes me strong, he makes me smile, he makes me laugh with all his stupid jokes. basically, he is my happiness :)

this picture is taken when we celebrate our first month anniversary. cant believe than next week we'll be together for one year and a half :)

the person i want to tag? no one :) if you feel like being tagged with this, please do. im not in the mood for tagging anyone right now so feel free to post this tagging thing oookay?

i think i have a headache. my head is kinda dizzy right now. zzz. bad bad bad. i need to sleep.

lets play!

2008-12-19T01:32:00.000+08:00

i saw too much fashion blogs tonight that i feel like playing dress-up, so i pick a random outfit from my wardrobe.

my sister's cardigan, cotton-on racerback, forever 21 orange headband
*fyi, for those who think i didnt wear anything inside, i do wear shorts beneath my clothes ;D*

okay. i know this is a failed attempt to pretend like a fashion blog or something. i just have nothing else to do so i decided to do this thing and it was fun trying clothes and taking photos of yourself while you lock yourself alone in your bedroom :)

bytheway im half way done through anything related to college for this semester. i already submitted my basketball assignment and im pretty satisfied with what we (me and anggi) have done in less than two days only. we (me and dita) are halfway *err, or one third :D* through object oriented programming assignment. we just need to add a little this and that, make the report of the program, done! hopefully we can do it on time because we have to submit it by monday and present it by tuesday.
the cyberpreneurship project is halfway too. we did the meeting just tonight, talking about the presentation and the business plan, and yes, the meeting only lasted for less than half an hour. oh i love short meetings :D
hopefully everything will be done next weekend so i have time to relax for awhile before new year and final exam. hopefully :) *finger crossed*

tagged, again again again!

2008-12-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

ive been tagged by lallaa, thankieees :)

The Rules :

The rules are simple. Use google image to search the answers to the quetions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.

Here We Go !

The Age of My Next Birthday

cant believe ill be 20 in less than 2 months :D

A place I’d like to travel

can anybody guess where is it? well, i believe the mosque in the middle of the picture tells everything : ) i miss home

a favourite place

i type 'bedroom' and this is one of the pictures that appeared. well, its not pictured my bedroom well, but yeah my bedroom is my favourite place to do almost everything

a favourite food

favourite thing

favourite color(s)

a city I was born

a city that you have ever lived in

guess where? :D i lived there for about a year or two when i was a toddler, and cant remember any of the memories i had there :(

a nickname I had

well, this is what i found when i searched for 'ausi'. you know im not an australian made ;p

college major

name of my love

i tried to search for 'hasbi' but the pictures appeared were mostly mas-mas and some freak guys :D

a bad habit

a hobby

wishlist

well, thats it! now i tag anggi, derisa, dita, bundo, ummu, doli, and robin! :D

randomissimo

2008-12-16T00:18:00.000+08:00

december has already started, its been 2 weeks since. ive done my computer security assignment and did two mid term exams, computer security and object oriented programming. im working on my basketball and object oriented programming assignments. i will have physical test in running and else on wednesday for the basketball subject. me and the other group members will be working on the business plan and preparing the presentation for the business week exhibition starting thursday. and i havent meet my boyfriend for three weeks. its a new record. and i miss him, really.

time passes soooo fast. this is the sixth college week, and it means that there will be only one week left before the final exam week. and it means that i will be back home soon! in less than 1 month! yayyyy! i miss my friends back hoome, especially when i know that they are arranging some plans and i cant join them boohoo :(

i feel like buying ice cream and going to the park. oh i wish they have one here. while others playing kites, sitting down on the grass, sipping lemonade and eating sandwich. running around catching frisbee. lying down and seeing the bright sunny sky. dream oh dreaaam..

i just got my period today and this stomachache is unbearable..
until then, ciao!

sshh..

2008-12-07T12:33:00.000+08:00

i got an award! thank youuuu anggi and bundooo! :D so here's the rules:
1. Put the logo on your blog
2. Add a link to the person who awarded you
3. Nominate at least 7 other blogs
4. Add link those blogs on yours
5. leave a message for you nominees on their blog.

number one? check!
number two? check!
number three? err...
im not in the mood for nominating or tagging things now so i think im gonna do this later *as soon as i have the mood to* :D
and number four and five are continuous with number three so they will be done later too.

its already sunday and i have to finish all of my assignment before next friday and i also have to study Object Oriented Programming because i will have the midterm on thursday while i have nooo idea what is it all about. yesterday me and my parter *dita* decided to do the oop assignment. unfortunately *or fortunately i might say : )* it end up being done by my heroes of the day reza kasyauqi and ilhamy putra. if both of you guys werent there yesterday.. a big big big big big big big thank youuuu for reza and hamy!! :D

i need to do the laundry because my laundry basket is already full but its mendung outside. and i need to copy all the oop lecture notes and tutorials because i need to study, really. and i need to go to grocery store because i have to buy mineral water *my water purifier betrayed me, and we became no friend anymore ;p* oh, and i cant send any sms to anyoneee! i hate it i hate it. i want to sms my mom but in my cellphone monitor it appeared 'message sending failed'. aaaaargh! i decided to call the digi customer service and the mbak2 said that she will reset the something-something so i can send sms again but i have to wait for four goddamn hours. aaaaargh!

tomorrow is idul adha. yippie and boo. i miss celebrating idul adha *and idul fitri* at home. i miss the feeling. i miss the togetherness. i miss the food. i miss meeting my family. i miss being surrounded by people i love and loving me back. sometimes i feel like throwing up because i am sick of being here. being here is fun in some ways, really, but nothing compares to your own home, right? : ) i just want to be in a place where i can find peace and love. no hatred, no jealousy, no two-faced people, no talking behind someone's back, no hurtful and untrue gossips, no rudeness. oh i miss my family. :(

rrr

2008-12-06T01:56:00.000+08:00

its freezing cold here. im wearing my pinky sweater doubled up with my t shirt while im still wearing my favourite green boxer so i end up look half preppy half loony now. mind my dressing way.
i just got home after watching twilight. yay! i finally watch it and finally figure out why oh why girls are so hysterical about robert pattinson. and ive found out that he's very hot and sweet and protective and cool in that film. no wonder i keep saying "ouwww so sweet" during the movie. i havent read the book yet *i will!*, and in my opinion the film was quite good although the vampire thingy is not my cup of tea :D the cars were very cool also. and the way robert treated his girlfriend, auwwww i just cant help to say "soooo sweeeet" too many times.

i just found out a very shocking fact. im not gonna post about it now because im too shock and im still analyzing the fact.
until then,
ciao! :D

merry berry

2008-12-05T13:50:00.000+08:00

its already december friends. couldnt believe that it is already at the end of the year! oh my god, time passes too fast! by the way, i love year's end. it means holiday *christmas and new year*, short semester *yes! two months only!* and its getting nearer to my next birthday *which means i will be TWENTY oh god* well, celebration for me is not really important but i would like to make a wishlist here and let's just hope that santa (or my bestfriends or my parents or my siblings or an unknown-very-generous person) will see this posting and grant my wish(es). err, or just pretend like they will do that, okay? so here goes the wishlist

fish-eye 2 lomography camera

this has been my favourite lomographic camera of all time. ive been adoring this cutie since they launch its bigger brother, the fish eye 1. i am still thinking about buying this because when i convert the price from ringgit to rupiah, it seems expensive and im not ready to splurge my money hehe but i'll find a way to get this baby straight into my hand ; )

acer aspireone mini-pc

i have posted about this little baby before. at the beginning, i didnt really pay attention to those kind of mini-pcs but now i like them soo much because they are small and soo cute and much more affordable and simpler and all you need to do little things with a computer, they have it

bangkok trip

im dying to go to bangkok! the problemo is..... no company. huhuu. my friends are more interested in go to phuket or hongkong while i am sooo exciting to go to bangkok. unfortunately the politic situation in bangkok in unstable right now so its kinda dangerous to go there but it doesnt make me down at all. i still want to go there *someday someday* i even checked the package price including airplane fare and hotel fee. and its affordable! yay! so bangkok, we'll meet soon *after i have someone who wants to accompany me* :D

a pair of jeans *or two ;p*
this is not exactly what i want but this is exactly what i need since one of my jeans is luntur *hiks* and the other one is in danger condition and the others are kegedan *ciaelah* so i really need a pair of jeans but i have no time to find one although its already sale season. hopefully in the next two weeks or so i already have a new one so my luntur and dangerous jeans can rest themselves in peace :D

well, i think thats all *for now :D* since i cant remember the other things i want. im gonna update this post as soon as i remember my other wishes but until that time, ciao! :D

dancing in the moonlight♫

hi;

EMO-tion

fashgasm

series of unfortunate events

ahem

makeover

HELLO I AM BACK!

~.~

*pheww*

mr. curiosity

01.

welcoming march

13th

♥

between the years

2010

re;cap

yay!

uh oh

i mean, come on!

hello thursday

bold as love

all night long

ehm..

breaking

milkshake

new jack

lebaran

just stand up

butterflies

ahoy!

pick somebody up

sunshine

sleeping with the lights on

bangkok; land of heaven (part 4)

the remedy

bangkok; land of heaven (part 3) and some other things

bangkok; land of heaven (part 2)

bangkok; land of heaven (part 1)

TGIF

life is wonderful

not so usual

i was just thinking

bold as love

♥

say yes if you love me

play that funky music

please dont tell her

ahoy, mate

satisfaction

i will remember you

love and magic

oh, well

to be alone with you

banana pancakes

if she wants me

truly, madly, deeply, yes i do : )

bipolar

merry happy

i take time

just so you know,

love song no. 7

people are people

all dialed in

the dynamo of volition

live high

a beautiful mess

sparkling sparkle

the man of metropolis steal my heart

take me to the moon

i'd rather dance with myself

beautiful loser

sigh

:)

what's inside it?

on being 20

oooh and aaah

hell-o

helllooooo!

pheww